it was so long ago
the feelings were so intense
and to me it was confusing and
made no sense
he was older
i always fell in love
so dont ask me what im so afraid of
when i had feelings
i was broken
the words ilove you
he had never spoken
i was so nieve
iwas so young
he made me feel so stupid
so slow
i numbed me
i have forgotten how to feel
i still remember my feeling back then