Is gonna' die.
Okay soo.
Yesterday.
I've changed all my shifts for today and well then rest of the week to see him, last minute he cancels. So I'm pissed off right.
Then he brings up a subject by asking me if I hate a girl we know.
I don't hate her, I find it hard to hate people. I admit I'm Jealous.. and he gets pissed off at me for being Jealous.
Say's he fancies her but wouldn't leave me for her, I know she fancies him.
It seems he'd rather spend time with her than me just by how more willing he is to be with her than me. I have to fight to see him I feel... and he's pissed off at me for being jealous?
Wait what did I miss??
I fancy other people I stop seeing them, cause I want this whole thing to work out..
He fancies someone else he has a go at me, and tells me he's not going to stop seeing them because of me...
Hmm..
Yesterday I shurged it off apologized and was really sorry cause I thought it was just me. After clearing my head to think.
Oh and talking to my friends, seems I have a lot more right to be jealous..
I'm supposed to be seeing him tomorrow but I dunno,
he wouldn't let me see him yesterday cause I'd get tired out,.. pffft.
I went out with Callum and Jake, I didn't really care about getting tired out after that fight. I just needed someone to cheer me up. Callum+Jake = brilliant at it.
And Jake's coming over today to play guitar hero.. ya'll remember Jakehooo?
=P
Might do something with Kitty tomorrow, seems best. Cause she's much better than Sam at the moment.
Sooooo after all this, those who could be bothered to read me, the emo as always, do you think I should end things with Sam?
I don't want to... but well. He was a bit out of order? or was it me being silly? Please tell me, I trust you all a lot.. oddly? =P
Just ditch him 
