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Title: I'm Not Okay
Rating: Pg-13
Why: Swearing...a lot of it =]
About: Frank Iero is finally in high school, he has friends in every grade there. Mikey Way is in 10th, Bob's in 11th and Gerard and Ray are due to graduate. Those are his guy friends, he also has female friends, Steph, who is in the same grade as him and Jalysa, Gerards girlfriend also graduating. He always has someone to look after him, if he gets in a fight, someone will be there to defend him. But there are problems his friends can't get him out of...He has to solve these himself. But how he deals with his isssues may only cause him to lose the people he loves.

Chapter 1

I’m Not Okay

A story is not a story unless there is a beginning, middle and an end. If it has none of those then it is more of a series then a story. But mine is a story…well, it can later be turned to a series, but that is to be decided later, when the time is more right. For now, it is a story.
Anyway, let’s begin….
“Don’t ******** with me Shrimp!” A much larger guy then I yelled at me. Actually, to be honest, everyone is bigger then me, I am a “shrimp” just as the large a** said I was. Anyway, I had bumped into him accidentally and now I have to deal with him. I swear, guys like him need help.
“Who would ******** with a dumb a** like you, all muscle, no brain.?” I said picking up the papers that had fallen from my hands.
“Do you want a beating Shrimp?”
“Oh, you really scare me. I am so damn scared of you.” I said sarcastically. “You do touch me though; you will be going to jail; for hitting a minor.” I’m sure he didn’t get the insult I just threw on the table.
“What?” He said, anger rising in his voice.
“You. Will. Go. To. Jail. For. Hitting. A. Minor.” I said slowly. Again, the insult flew right over his head.
“Look Shrimp, you really need to learn how to correctly talk to the uppers.”
“What, use smaller words?” With that, a fist collided with my face. It wasn’t much of a shock, but I took the first punch. The second one got me mad. So I threw in a punch myself.
“Hey, get off of him!” Mikey yelled. I felt the guys’ weight lift off of me.
I looked up and saw Mikey punching the guy. The guys friend joined in. I could taste the blood from my lip, but got up and went for guy #2.
Fists flew and collided with faces and faces bled. Finally, another voice joined into the yelling of the 4 of us guys.
“Damn-it Frank, Mikey! What the hell did you guys do?” Gerard ran over and picked up the second guy, “Stay the ******** away from my brother and friend!” He tossed him against the wall, the first guy looked at him.
“What the hell are you doing hanging out with these fresh rejects?” I stood up and stood behind guy #1. “f**.” He said.
“Really, you think I’m the f**? You are what, an 11th grader?”
“Yeah…”
“Well then, ******** off. Graduating class you are ******** with. I’m pretty sure my kids will graduate before you.”
“They are in?”
“They are not ******** born yet, give it 4 maybe 5 years.” Gerard said, calmly.
“So now you are messing with me. Alright, you want to play that way…” He drew his fist back, I grabbed it.
“Dude, I told you twice, you will go to jail for hitting a minor!” I drew my own fist back and punched him. His lip split open and blood poured from it.
“Boys, my office now!” Vice Principal Kendal yelled.

Ooooh I likes it :]. More plezzz....

They sound like me! F-bombing every sentence! YAY!

I LOVE IT!

Probably the next page or just whenever the hell she feels like posting an update. That's what I do! Speaking of which, you might think my story will be over soon, but NO! It will be very, very long! Teh Nevar Ending Story!

Why do we live....

Woo! Long series!!!! (& higher literature grades ;])

if we all die in the end...?

Why do we live....


I suck at writing one-shots.

And I am proud! ;D

if we all die in the end...?

I helped Mikey up and we all headed to the V.P's office.
"Do you boys know what trouble you caused? And not only to yourself but to other students and teacher. I don't believe this. And from you Gerard, you are graduating and yuo have never even missed an assinment!" The V.P. said.
"I know sir, but you see, I had to pull these two jerks off my little brother and my friend. They started trouble with the wrong kids. Please, don't punish my brother and friend for protecting themselves." Gerard said, calmly and very polite.
"Gerard, I can't let you nor your brother and friend away with fighing back. I am sorry, but you three are suspended for 2 days. As for you two, I am not sure what to do with you, a week, no, 2 weeks and when you return, garbage duty in the caf. for a month. You need to learn not to pick on kids younger then you." We all left.
"You are so ********' stupid Frank, you smart mouthed them didn't you?"
"Well...maybe just a little..." I said sitting the back trying to look innoccent.
"You are ********' stupid, maybe you should get your a** kicked!" He said, turning to me as the light turned red. "Maybe I'll kick it!"
"Gee, dude, watch the road and kick a** later." Mikey said.
"Don't swear in my car you ********' idiot." He said, I let out a small laugh.
"Dude, shut up!" Mikey yelled at me.
"No ********' yelling either!" Gerard yelled. I swear he is one big hypocrite.
We arrived at my house and I got out. "Thanks for the ride." I said hurrying away before Gee decided to kick my a**.
"Dear, what are you doing home so earl...Oh my Lord, what happened to your face!?" My mom yelled as I walked in.
"Fight, long story, bye." I said walking upstairs. I didn't even bother to clean my face. I didn't feel up to it today.
"I'll call you for dinner sweetie."
"Yeah, okay." I said sitting on my bed.
I sat there for an hour and finally decided to sneak out my window and go to Bob's. It wasn't to see Bob either, it was to see his sister, Steph.
I like Steph, she is sweet and beautiful. Not hot, not sexy, not pretty, beautiful.
She was my age, 15, and she was perfect, trust me, she was PERFECT. I know Bob won't approve, so I don't try to make a move. Bob has ears like a rabbit, he hears me go for his sister, I'll be dead on the ground.
I climbed out my window and walked to Bob's, he only lived a few blocks away, and it wasn't fully dark yet.
"Frankie! What happened to you?" Steph asked me as I walked in.
"Um...I sort of got in a fight and my face was the target."
"Frankie!" Steph said making me sit on the couch as she got a washcloth and cleaned my face. I inhaled sharply and she stopped. "I'm sorry." She said looking me in the eyes.
"Um...it's okay. It only hurts a little." I said looking her back in the eyes.
"Um...o-okay." She said slowly as her face moved toward mine. I closed my eyes just as...
"Don't chya wish your girlfriend was hot like me?" Jalysa, Gerards girlfriend sang as she walked in. Steph and I moved quickly away from each other.
"No." I said, I didn't even have a girlfriend.
"Who asked you, I was talking to Steph!" She said.
"Pssh, you are my girlfriend! You are my lesbian lover!" She said smiling.
"I know. Why are you guys alone...on the couch...close?" She asked swinging her hair as she said each of those. The last swing hair got in her mouth and she started spitting it out.
"Nothing!" We said at once.
"Okay, well, I'm going to go find Gee. You guys continue doing what you're doing...that doesn't include me." She said walking out.
"Well...I should um...go to bed now..." Steph said standing up. I didn't even realize it was Midnight.
I grabbed her hand and stood up behind her. She turned and looked me in the eyes again. I swear, I wanted to swim in her eyes. Although the fact her eyes were hazel it would be awkward swimming in green-ish brown water. But anyway. We stood there for about 5 minutes. "I-I should um...go now. My mom doesn't know where...." She then kissed me. She sure knew how to shut me up.
"Be my boyfriend." She said smiling.
"Um...wow...okay!" I said kissing her again.
"Dude, hands of the little sister." Bob said walking in.
"Dude, hands are on my girlfriend."
"Dude, hands off. Who said you could date her?"
"I did and she asked me, so what?"
"So, no."
"Bob! You don't run my life, just because moms in jail and dad ran off doesn't make you my boss!" Steph yelled. She let go of my hands and ran upstairs.
"Go on little man, go home." I looked at him as he insulted me.
"'Little man'? Is that what I am. I'm more like yu future brother in-law. Deal alright?"
"Dude, chill. Just go, it's late, I want to watch TV...in peace, adn Steph needs to sleep, unlike you, she has school." I sighed.
"Bob, seriously. Let her decide on her own for once. Let her have me and be happy." I said walking out the door.

I have been thinking about that myself. And I am thinking of where to put you now. =]