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Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 10:19 pm
It had taken some convincing, but Ylaine had managed to make Grey and Reginald realize that she deserved the opportunity to take the GED, even if both Grey and Reginald were adamant that it was not a good measure of education, especially for someone like Ylaine who knew all the answers without trying. They considered her arguments, but theirs fell on deaf ears. Ylaine was tired of listening to her so-called guardians. They guarded her from nothing but living her own life.
To appease them, she had agreed to one small demand. They had insisted she undergo exit counseling from the Center. It seemed a small price to pay for their permission to decide some part of her own life. Ylaine still worried that they would attempt to pursue legal action if she did not abide by their rules, so if there was a negotiable point she could live with, she accepted it. She was still too young (in the eyes of the law) to have any chance in emancipation hearings.
Returning to the Center had not been easy, but she did alone, listening carefully with one ear for any whisperings from the student body about her hair. She had chosen a quiet time for her appointment and if the few students she passed knew about her, they made no sign of it. Just in case one of them tried something, she had placed a bit of adhesive between her head casing and the wig and put on a hat tied under her chin. If someone yanked really hard, the wig would come off, but hopefully she would have enough time to try and resist any attackers.
The guidance department was located on the second floor, off to the side of the main classroom areas, and Ylaine headed straight for the office of one Rosalind Naaktgeboren. Talk to her, and then get the hell away from this building for good.
Unfortunately, neither Grey nor Reginald had seen fit to tell Rosalind about this. Instead, they had described Ylaine simply as a student wishing to remove herself from school, implying they wanted Rosalind to talk Ylaine out of it. Ylaine was walking into a trap of good intentions.
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Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 10:24 pm
The trap of good intentions was a little glittery. The counselling office was decorated with art; the slightly smeary poster-board artworks done by kids at the nursery, followed up with bug-eyed self-portraits done by the older children, and a couple of sketches and more thoughtful pieces done by the even older kids. The desk was organised chaos: Ylaine could pick out a pattern in the madness, though the madness was definitely present, as well as in the shelving system. It was incredibly complex madness, actually, patterns upon patterns, though the walls were a subdued blue and the seats sober and comfortable. This helped save it from overstimulation (though only just, really).
Sitting behind the desk was the school counsellor; she had pinned her french braid up on top of her head and turned away from her computer as she smiled at Ylaine's entrance. Ms. Lindy was, as ever, pink-and-orange coloured, a mobile human sunset, a scarf wrapped neatly around her neck. There was a photo on her desk: it showed that two children had received apricot hair and one child unfortunate enough to receive pink, also a boy, never a good look.
Once she had gotten through the door, the welcoming smile immediately turned a little bit surprised. "Come on in and have a sit," said Rosalind Naaktgeboren. "Do you prefer being called Ylaine, or? You are Ylaine, right? Sorry, I just don't have a photo on file here, and I was expecting Ylaine at 2:30 -- do you have an appointment, honey?"
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Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 10:42 pm
Ylaine's first response was to frown, as usual. While she secretly harbored a great love of things which were very girly, pink, and pretty, brightly cheerful people and things were annoying. Every time Ylaine encountered a cheerful person or place she felt like she was being forced to be cheerful, too, and there was nothing she resented quite so much as being told what to do.
Rosalind Naaktegeboren's office was almost disgustingly cheerful. Ylaine glowered at the pictures, the colors, and the sweetly angelic voice most of all. "I am Ylaine Taylor," she informed Rosalind simply, because legally that was her name and it answered Rosalind's jabbering queries quite succinctly. It also subtly objected to the usage of the term "honey" by setting a more formal tone in the conversation.
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Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 10:45 pm
"Eggsellent," said Lindy briskly, which pretty much described her then and there: the type of woman who would say eggsellent instead of excellent. "Sit down, then, and we'll talk. I'm Ms. Lindy as you probably know; I don't think I've taken you in Health yet, have I? You must be in the accelerated classes. So! Why don't you tell me a little bit about yourself as I just get your file and details up here?"
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Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 10:59 pm
On her first day of class, Ylaine had been instructed to stand in front of the other students and say her name and something about herself. She had not known how to answer besides to give her name. The teacher had tried to prompt her, asking her likes or dislikes (favorite flavor of ice cream? do you have any pets?) and in the end she had offered a response only to question where are you from: a laboratory, she told them, which was an answer many of the other students shared and said absolutely nothing about who she truly was. The teacher had given up and let her sit down.
She only had that one answer, so she said to Lindy, "I was born in a laboratory," and thought that this would suffice.
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Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 11:02 pm
"Anything big happen between then and now?" said Lindy, keeping a straight face as she tapped at the keyboard; some children worked better at answering questions without eye contact, and right then and there Ylaine was reminding her briefly of her older brother. "What do you like to do in your spare time?"
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Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 11:15 pm
Ylaine was no better at answering personal questions without eye contact. She monotoned, "Spare time implies there is some difference between time spent working on proscribed tasks and time spent otherwise." It actually said a great deal more about Ylaine's personality than she intended or realized. Her gaze was empty as she stared at Lindy, waiting for thsi interview to be over with.
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Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 11:18 pm
Wooooo. Lindy generally tried not to mentally file students away. Ylaine, however, got an immediate label of we are going to have to work on her Sociality, as Lindy loved Sociality. "So," she said, flipping around in her chair and setting down her pen, flipping through the file in front of her that was thick with early-childhood tests -- "so, proscribed tasks. Excellent words. I love your vocabulary. Is there any part of time spent otherwise you really enjoy? Any preferences at all whatsoever? Or are you not the preferences type?"
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Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 11:42 pm
Enjoyment was not something Ylaine generally found in her life. Purpose and meaning, yes, but enjoyment? "I do not appreciate being typified," she said, once again revealing more by her refusal than she ever could by telling the truth. From her perspective, this meeting was off to a bad start, and all she had to do was endure through it until Lindy was satisfied and released her, or until she could honestly report back to Reginald and Grey that Lindy had wasted too much of her time -- spare or otherwise.
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Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 11:50 pm
"Who does!" said Lindy rhetorically, who had soaked in pretty much every nuance of Ylaine's answers right from the start. It was no use trying to pursue that avenue, as it was a dead end; instead, she looked at the pretty little girl in front of her and changed tack. "Why do you want to pursue your GED now and not continue on to good ol' graduation, when you haven't been here very long? This is just a stab in the dark, but I don't think this is a situation that you just decided -- what aren't you satisfied with?"
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Posted: Fri May 23, 2008 12:00 am
As if a switch had just flipped in her head, Ylaine went from reticent to indignant in the space of half a second. Her eyes narrowed and she straightened with resolve, arms crossing and head tilting. From her tone, it was obvious what her opiinon of Lindy's intelligence was. "You're jesting, surely you cannot tell me you beleive this to be a suitable institution of learning, overrun as it is with insolent little brats."
Hypocrisy was somewhat lost on Ylaine, even if she did know its exact dictionary definition.
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Posted: Fri May 23, 2008 12:08 am
The girl sounded like a lost Shakespeare play. Lindy tilted her head in concern; not anger or insult or disappointment, merely interest. "I do believe that this is a good school," she said, "we've gotten great results; we compare pretty favourably to local private schools, you know, we have a budget the size of a solar system. We are a -- let me get the school charter! -- a cooperative and caring learning environment focusing on the student. So. Something's gone wrong here. It says you don't really interact with your peers much, Ylaine, do you ever play with kids your own age anywhere? Being a genius you probably let yourself get isolated."
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Posted: Fri May 23, 2008 12:30 am
There was no pause, no need for switch-flipping. The wheels in Ylaine's head were whirring at top speed. Naught to sixty in less than half a second, she was a rocket car hurtling down the track.
"You are jesting," she accused, but with a cold calmness that burned more with ice than fire. "There are no children my age, not here nor anywhere else, and I dare say there never will be. To attempt to define any individual at this school as one of my peers is insulting. And I will thank you not to label me with your meaningless terms which have no bearing on my situation. The students at your institution--" spoken more like a correctional facility than an educational one-- "are little more than brutish louts, immature and unmannered. Their juvenile antics are no more conducive to learning than the howling of zoo monkeys, and their behavior is barely above the level of wild apes. In all my life I have never met more distasteful, disrespectful individuals capable of such utter baseness of behavior. If you had any clue as to the breadth of their inhumanity you would surely have them all expelled."
It was a full-on rant. To Ylaine, this was the manner in which she won an argument: by exhausting her opponent into submission. What was not totally clear was who she thought her opponent was. Her examples seemed a touch specific to be a true generalization of the school's population.
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Posted: Fri May 23, 2008 12:52 am
It was crystal clear now. Well. Slightly clear. Ylaine talked as though she'd eaten a thesaurus, with the preciseness of a pretentious Shakespearean actor of the Old School. It was charming in its own way.
"Ylaine," said Ms. Lindy, "have you been bullied?"
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Posted: Sat May 24, 2008 4:48 pm
"As if such things would concern me," Ylaine lied smoothly, more comfortable lying than she was telling the truth. Lying was to her a trade skill, courtesy Emerson Thweatt. "The antics of these children are of no consequence. It is simply unacceptable that I should be subjected to such nonsense."
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