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 Posted: Sun May 11, 2008 7:47 pm
ever get in one of those just feelin down moods? Nothing really happens to put you there. Just everything comes to mind and you feel really bad. Next month is the anniversay (if you can call it that) of my grandmother being killed. My hubby broke another promise. the baby chicks will be here Tuesday and he didn't finish the coop. The floor is the only thing done. And now he calls and says he is working tomorrow night and can't work on the cop. The fence still isn;t done for the goats and dogs. The basement is flooded from the rain again. One of the goats escaped and I got soaked trying to find her. Then she ran from me when I found her. The kids have been rotten. The cat yaked up a hairy thing in the floor. Just all comes down on you at once. What you could have done different with your life. What ifs are depressing.
Just feeling down. Lie is so short and right now I feel like I've wasted so much of it. Pity party time. I think I'll make some hot chocolate, wrap up in a blanket and watch tv. My advice ... I looked at the calender today... I'll be 41 this month.....please don't look at a calendar someday and think about the things you could have done. Go see the sights, watch movies, talk to your relatives .... live my friends..... live.
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 6:35 am
I've been in a rut like that for a long time. Every time I think I'm out of it, something happens, I'm right back in: / Stupid freelancing job keeps me out of work for a few weeks at a time and moving to New York for us hasn't been easy. And of course, being an emotional girl does not help, hee hee.
But last week, I said screw it! If they want me working, then I will..if not, then free time for me at home where I can be lazy, draw, craft, whatever, just enjoy the time 3nodding And the warm weather is helping tons. And we have trips to look forward to and we even moving again, where we'll make things work.
*hugs* Hope you start feeling better.
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 2:09 pm
Thank you hon! I feel better today. My baby chicks came in! 25 peeping little cuties!
I'm glad you have found a way to combat the blues! smile
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Posted: Thu May 15, 2008 5:31 pm
Awww...cute baby animals are always a pick-me-up!
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Posted: Thu May 15, 2008 5:50 pm
Sabotabby Thank you hon! I feel better today. My baby chicks came in! 25 peeping little cuties! I'm glad you have found a way to combat the blues! smile Aw! How wonderful! I can't wait to have chickens one day.
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