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If I went to school with you, I'd probably trip you in the hallways.

I just couldn't understand why people would willingly put themselves into the bottom of the food chain.

I wouldn't treat you like crap like everyday, that's just rude, but I'd be SOO annoyed with you at one point, that I'd just plain old wait until you were walking right by me, stick out my foot and watch you fall and not even care. I mean, I'd probably care if you got hurt.

YOU'D BE SO EXHAUSTING!!!

You didn't even confuse me, you just said that and it kinda went up to my brain and said hi and my brain was like "WTF ARE YOU DOING HERE?!"

I seriously try not to, but there's something that always bugs me about ...people in general.

Class clown? Who cares about that? Attention? I do things because I want to. I don't even get to be class clown if I wanted to, because two other guys already are.

I avoid...disturbing people [Or annoying, as a more like term] that I know will kill me if I pull a stunt like that. But, however, that ruins my observation.

I have many reasons why I do what I do. Mostly because I felt like it, partly because I used to be one-hundred percent...forget that. And a little bit because I'm helping a friend do something. But mostly because I do what I do. There's just no explanation I can give right now.

Buzz: I know it wouldn't confuse you, silly. It shouldn't really confuse anyone. [Although it does to a good amount of people who are lazy...Which is a trait I see a lot these days. Not that I'm excluding myself.]

I guess so. Yes, I am a baby, then.

Honestly, if I went to school with you I would hate you. I'd also make sure you knew exactly how much I couldn't stand you. It's one thing to be an attention whore, its another to annoy the ******** out of everyone.

Yes I am aware I suck as a human being. w/e

I read the list of things that you do randomly, and it seems like it could be one of two things-- if you do it too much, you could be obnoxious. If you do it so that it's kind of just contained in your group of friends, then it's funny.

I do a lot of random stuff like that too-- my math teacher lets me eat lunch in his classroom on Fridays, so I always write some happy fun message on the board, and last week's was "There are no baracudas in mathland."

I also wore a Harry Potter Cloak to school every day in the fourth quarter of seventh grade. Me and my friend grabbed hands and ran down the empty overpass hallway like we were fighter jets before wasl testing.

Sometimes I get into conversations with my friend about how we're actors in the sitcom "Ret and Matt's day at school," and that there's only about 20 or so real actors and the rest are extras, named Random Actor 1, 2, etc. And then we'll be all "OH NOES! Someone killed random actor 52! Who do you think it was, Matt?" And he'll point to some random kid passing us in the hallway and be all, "OH! HE did it!" And then the random kid will just stare at us and we'll walk away laughing.

It's all very entertaining, but we do moderate it.

I'm not quite sure why I replied this way, but I guess it's to show you that you ARE NOT ALONE! *superhero pose*, and to tell you that weirdness in moderation is funny. Weirdness all the time and shoved in everyone's faces SUCKS. To both sides (trust me, I know.)

Not using your words to hide behind, although anyone can say I'm lying if they wish so, but I guess that's what I was getting at. I'm not going to "lie down" and be passive to everything, but I'm not going to overdo something to the point of hurting somebody. When I do hurt somebody, I do feel bad, guilty, and ashamed, but in that I can be a much better person. Still, I watch myself as to not do something too extreme, as that brings nothing but sorrow.

With that, I don't do these things just because I want to make people laugh. I do so because, well...that's life. Bad reasoning, but I still can't explain why. neutral That's a part of me that will always be bad: Thinking of a way to stand up for myself fast enough. How I do manage to do so in some situations however...

MORE HISTORY LESSONS
You see, there's something I call the "Truths not to be told". It's...partly my own theory, and in fact, I shouldn't even be sharing this information to anyone. But, I have not encountered any reasons not to do so here, so I will.

The "Truths not to be told" are facts, plain but impressive facts, that people learn on their own. Why? Because if someone told them the "truths not to be told", then there is a very good chance that that truth will be learned "improperly", so to speak. Therefore, the only way for people to realize their flaws and correct them accordingly, is to learn these truths. People always have flaws, but these truths wll open their eyes to such events and be much happier in life, but this is not confirmed. However, there are some exceptions to this. This is under the circumstance that people are near death, and in not knowing these truths, will die unfufillingly. These truths told in these situations will be benifitial because of the fact that the person knows and [hopefully] will realize what they have done...wrong. [Not steady wording.] This way, it is more probable that someone will understand and comprehend these truths properly, because...Well, this in itself is a truth not to be told....
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This relates to the discussion because I know many of the truths, crazy enough as it seems. And it seems to be working. I feel more aware of...certain things. [Yet another truth not to be told. You see why I can't explain in detail? Not only is it a very long lecture, but it doesn't help anyone in anyway whatsoever, if not for worse.] On top of that, life has been better for me, if you want to believe it, however, I'm still dealing with the usual problems in life. Thing is, I know how to deal with them because of this knowledge and in knowing so, thus one of the reasons I act as I do. Wow, I just told a truth not to be told. If anyone caught it, that is.

No one has to believe me, because I know. The only thing I can never be more knowledgable about is the wisdom of growth, meaning the wisdom gained from aging.

*sigh* This can/cannot change a thing, but just to throw this out there. Also, this thread was made because of the fact that I didn't want to hide one of my lifestyles to anyone here once I came back. confused ...Now I retire.

Btw, this was in response to Ret, although the top portion before the history lesson was more the reply than the bottom.