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I am SUCH a jerk. Like for serious, I walk around insulting people and making fun of my friends and family relentlessly. But for some reason I come online and I act all nice to people all the time. I try my damn hardest to be nice to everyone, I REALLY DO! Except the like 3 people who made it on my rude list, they should know who they are by now talk2hand .

BUT, I decided I didn't FEEL like being nice to people anymore. I mean, what's the point? I still have people who hate me, I still have people who didn't want to invite me into their secret guild talk2hand . I might as well give people reason to hate me, I might as well give people reasons to tell their friends not to talk to me.

This is pretty much the same realization I had in High School, like Freshman year... well maybe Sophomore, but nobody remembers their sophomore year.

I kept my mouth shut about A LOT of things that I wanted to talk about, mostly because I didn't want people to hate me. I edited every single post I ever made, EVERY SINGLE ONE! It has been tedious work. I started doing it A LOT after this one time I pissed off "EIKICHI" when I like LASHED out at Takazawa when he TOTALLY dished on Dukes. But then I thought it was funny how he began dating Padme, one of THE biggest bitches ever to stroll through the SG, and before that he was like WORSHIPING Meru, COME ON!! MERU?!?!?! Yet I slip up ONCE and I'm the ******** terror of the Sniper Game... punk... stare . But I can't hate him, I mean he's like a way better version of himself now right? LOL that sounded like the rantings of a drunken guy.

And don't even get me started on people who whine a lot, and want people to feel sorry for them, it's like "I don't have pity to give out, sorry, but I wouldn't mind if you stopped collecting".

I realize that this whole post would fit much more appropriately in my journal, but I think it's WAY better if I told people about why I'm gonna go around acting like my irl self, instead of the guy who edits his post to please people who never seem to be pleased. I remember all the times when I told Nymphie I was going to say something to somebody, and then I got home and I lost my nerve because I thought "oh my, people might hate me if I say that", but no, that's over.

I should stop writing now, cuz I'm starting to think I should delete this and then talk to one of my friends instead. Don't worry peoples, I'm not gonna b***h people out left and right, that would be silly and I'd have to change my name to MerPadEgo >.>

ANYWHOSE tl;dr-- b***h READ MY RANT!!! talk2hand