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 Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2008 6:12 pm
depressed.
you get the picture.
my mom's the reason i'm depressed. i'm cry, and she doesn't ask what's wrong, she calls my dad going in spanish "Look at the waterworks!"
i couldn't find one ####### paper for her.
what she doesn't know is, she scares the #### out of me. i'm terrified of failure and reject because of her. my dad's the only one to care enough now, and he asks me whats wrong, and my mom's standing there, with her arms crossed, looking like she wants to kill. By now I'm so embarrased by my mother's statement i tell them i'm not crying even though there are tears on my face.
and sitting here, i start to wonder.
Is this what my mom wants?
a child whose friends would leave her for her mother if they could?
Or...
A dull, lifeless child who does nothing but study.
northern downpour is comforting.
hey,moon please forget to fall down....
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Posted: Fri Apr 11, 2008 6:07 am
aww don't be like that I've been really depressed before becuase eveyone was expecting a lot from me. try not to let it get you down just try to think of things that make you happy.
I don't want you to get to depressed like I was so Pm me of you ever want to vent heart
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Posted: Sat Apr 12, 2008 7:06 pm
Sweetheart, I promsie you that things can only get better from there. I know what you're going through. I'm in it with you.
I can never be good enough for my mom. I get straight A's in school, and she's still disappointed in me. I clean my room everyday, and she still doesn't think it's done the right way. Nothing I do is right. It's her way or the high way. She drives me nucking futs.
Just know that every child has a difficult time with there parents. You're not alone. Being stuck in the same house with your parents for your entire life is hard, and every kid goes through problems. Every kid is in this together.
Crying is not bad. It's letting out how you feel. Don't let anyone ever tell you that crying makes you weak. It only makes you stronger. Whatever you do, don't look into self injury.
Life is so beautiful. Look outside into the trees, the sun, the stars, the grass, the people. Look at human nature, and how beautiful love is. The wonders of the world are incredable, and there's so much to be thankful for. Don't let yourself drown in things that don't matter. Do things that make you happy, and forget things that make you upset. It's not worth it. Life is so short, there isn't time to dred things. It's a waste of time. I know it's easier said than done, but try your best to be happy, optimistic and productive.
Express yourself.
Listen to music. (Panic is great for it.)
"Songs are bold enough to sing when all they know is darkness."
Write down your feelings.
Let it out, hun.
I suggest watching this video. It's about To Write Love On Her Arms, which you might have already watched, but I think it'll be good for you to look upon. Rescue is possible.
We're all here for you. The whole guild, including myself, is here for you. We love you and we don't want you to be upset. No one wants to you be stuck in a lonely world. Let yourself out. <3 heart
I don't know if you believe in God, but I do, and I will pray for you. I love you. <3
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Posted: Sun Apr 13, 2008 6:17 am
PrimeOdd Sweetheart, I promsie you that things can only get better from there. I know what you're going through. I'm in it with you.
I can never be good enough for my mom. I get straight A's in school, and she's still disappointed in me. I clean my room everyday, and she still doesn't think it's done the right way. Nothing I do is right. It's her way or the high way. She drives me nucking futs.
Just know that every child has a difficult time with there parents. You're not alone. Being stuck in the same house with your parents for your entire life is hard, and every kid goes through problems. Every kid is in this together.
Crying is not bad. It's letting out how you feel. Don't let anyone ever tell you that crying makes you weak. It only makes you stronger. Whatever you do, don't look into self injury.
Life is so beautiful. Look outside into the trees, the sun, the stars, the grass, the people. Look at human nature, and how beautiful love is. The wonders of the world are incredable, and there's so much to be thankful for. Don't let yourself drown in things that don't matter. Do things that make you happy, and forget things that make you upset. It's not worth it. Life is so short, there isn't time to dred things. It's a waste of time. I know it's easier said than done, but try your best to be happy, optimistic and productive.
Express yourself.
Listen to music. (Panic is great for it.)
"Songs are bold enough to sing when all they know is darkness."
Write down your feelings.
Let it out, hun.
I suggest watching this video. It's about To Write Love On Her Arms, which you might have already watched, but I think it'll be good for you to look upon. Rescue is possible.
We're all here for you. The whole guild, including myself, is here for you. We love you and we don't want you to be upset. No one wants to you be stuck in a lonely world. Let yourself out. <3 heart
I don't know if you believe in God, but I do, and I will pray for you. I love you. <3 I feel like you are just so much smarter than me
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Posted: Mon Apr 14, 2008 4:25 pm
candie the pirate thief I feel like you are just so much smarter than me Aw. xD
I'm sure it's not that way. Not in the least.
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Posted: Mon Apr 14, 2008 5:42 pm
PrimeOdd candie the pirate thief I feel like you are just so much smarter than me Aw. xD
I'm sure it's not that way. Not in the least. well it feels like it and thats not a bad thing
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Posted: Tue Apr 15, 2008 3:12 pm
candie the pirate thief PrimeOdd candie the pirate thief I feel like you are just so much smarter than me Aw. xD
I'm sure it's not that way. Not in the least. well it feels like it and thats not a bad thing Butbutbut.
It's not true. gonk heart
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Posted: Sun Apr 20, 2008 4:17 pm
Awwwwww. Don't feel too bad, I know exactly how you feel. My mother and I do not get along at all. My dad is the only one that keeps me from going crazy my house. I love him so much. He is proud of me just for the little stuff and when I do something really amazing, he's the happiest guy in the world. I get straight A's in school and when we got report cards a couple days ago, my dad photo-copied my report card and took it into his work and was showing it off. I am so glad he doesn't work with any of the kids at my school's parents. How embarrassing would that be? My mom on the other hand, just says that I was lucky because I just barely got straight A's. And I do all kinds of stuff just trying to make her proud but there is no pleasing my mother. No matter how hard I try. Not even kidding, I could find a cure for cancer and she still wouldn't be pleased. I constantly fight with her. She drives me crazy. And to make matters worse, my best friend and her mom are extremely close and they're actually friends. When I see how close they are and how her mom is always so proud of her, I get a little jealous and I wish it were like that with my mom and I but it's not. But, I just keep trying to think about how awesome it is gonna be when I go to college and she's not around and the only person I have to impress is me, me, me. And yeah, we're like the same with Northern Downpour, everytime I'm sad, I put Pretty. Odd. in my stereo and go right to track 7. Northern Downpour is so pretty and it makes me feel so much better.
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Posted: Sun Apr 20, 2008 6:37 pm
To Primey && Candie:
all is well in my household now. touching story for you two about me and my mom:
well, i was being picked up early and my mom asked me to ask the science teacher for my project grade because i left before i could get it, so i go ask him, and i see "A,100" on the sheet and run back to my mom, and off we go home, in the middle of the ride, during a stop light, she asks me what the grade was. i go "You got an A..." because she always says that the grade is hers. Then she starts driving again and says "No, WE got an A."
end of teh touching story. she bought me a cool t-shirt, two studded belts, and a pair of convsers.
to Capricorn:
i feel so lucky that my mother is proud of me. and my father is just like yours, he gets so happy when i do the littlest things, when i learned how to make hotdogs by myself, he just SHONE with happiness. my mother is also strict with my grades, too, i'm only allowed to have one C. and just hang on, okay? one day, you'll make your mother so proud, and Northern Downpour is a great comfort song.
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Posted: Wed Apr 23, 2008 6:56 pm
my mom isn't really like that but at hime it just fells like no one cares...
but that's good that you're mom is proud of you. biggrin
@Prime: i watched that video and i was just like whoa...
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Posted: Fri May 09, 2008 2:46 pm
(Im Guessing By Your Last Post Things Are Better?)
But, i agree with everyone here;
Up until recently everything i ever did in life was for my Mum, and unless she was happy i couldn't be. I could never confine in her, and it's a horrible feeling.
And i was scared, and still am scared of my Father, as he's not the nicest of people.
And i have SH before; but i'd never encourage anyone to do it. It was stupid of me.. and 'rantrantrant'
But things have improved massively since then; Me and my mum are like best friends x3
But if things get hard, talk to someone. I found that after letting things eat me up inside for 13 years, it kinda kills you D;
But hey. xD
Sorry for rambling.
I don't often talk this much about such a subject.
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Posted: Fri May 09, 2008 7:55 pm
^^
It's alright, we'll listen and be there for you if you need us. And that goes for everyone.
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