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his myspace is: www.myspace.com/sweetybou

Here are all his blogs he wrote:

"07 Jul 2007


About an Cafe

I know, I have so many fans and my lil statement was not enough to explain everything.
You think my decision was so sudden but truly it was a long process. So many months ago I didn't agree with the part what I had in An Cafe.I tried to tell it for others but no-one listen to me. Than my parents became ill and I had not enough time to spend with them and it makes me sad too.
I told the others I need a lil time without An Cafe but the bosses told me I must forget it.
Than I got the news, our boss would to put Yuuki into the An Cafe and no-one understand why.
Some months ago my boss told me I could leave An cafe for some months and Yue will deputize me.(I know it till the latest minute)
But by that time everybody blamed me ( bosses, fans, friends, parents, and the others from An Cafe) and I had enough and fed up everything. I had need rest. I changed , but no-one could tolerate it.Sometimes I felt the others more childish than me and they wait from me that I play a role.And when I was totally upset Miku told me You'll not miss me.It was the finally drop and I left An cafe.

Today my relation with others are perfect again and I hope my fans understood me I feel all my fans stand by me and give me power to carry on my career.
I didn't left music, I build my new career, I am in the states now and work with my friend. I changed a lil but I hope everybody will loves me again.
I hope I'll go to everywhere with my new band, cos I would to say thanks personaly to my fans. I got thousends and thousends letters and mails and It was gives me power to carry on.Thank you!!!

Be nyappy, see you soon!

Nya, PuCcA: BoUuu*"




"10 Jun 2007


Sorry

My dear friends,

Sorry I'm not online too often in these dys, but I had a lot of problem.

My sweet-honey cat died some day ago and I totally broke down!I was very-very sad. He died in a car accident and I see this!It was terrible!(Uruha if you read my blog, I would you to know, I already see what did you feel!)

And next day I got the news, my grandma died too.So I cried a lot in these days.

I don't know what could I write more, I just wrote down here, because I wouldn't write everybody one by one.

I'm here because I'm already OK.I got so many love from my friends and my family.I would buy or obtain or get a new cat and give all my love to him what I gave my other cat before!

I'll go to Tokyo again to work with my friend. Don't forget Bou!!!!

Love"





"26 Apr 2007


So angry

I'm so angry now.If I have a lil time I come home to my parents.I like this place, the view, the people etc...

BUT, we have a horrible neighbour. An old uncle, who always would to know everything and always paddle about me and would to kiss me whenever he see me.I am fed up with him!!!

Unlikely, that he read my blog but...who knows!So I send word to him, if you read this blog BE QUIET!don't touch my botty, don't kiss my face!



Ohh, I relieved 'cos I wrote this!!!^_^"





"25 Apr 2007


terrible afternoon

What a terrible afternoon!

I slept for 1-2hours in this afternoon and I had a terrible dream!

In my dream I went to a jurney with An cafe and my love. But when we arrived the hotel we met my lover's ex-love than my lover kissed to the ********' b***h!!!

It make me angry!So I wake up.

Than my phone is ringing one of my friends called, and said sy robbed she so I go for her but immediatly!!

I run down the stairs and I see a frog in front of my door!!!!!(I can't imagine how could It come in)

It was small but ugly so i called Miku to take out this animal! But just laughed but I know he feared.Half hour later we could take out the froggy and I was so courageous!!!

Than I went for my friend!Crazy."





"23 Apr 2007


my 2.day on myspace

I met my ex-lover in myspace yesterday^_^

I write it for everyone, 'cos I think you're interested in my life, would to know me and............................







........................................maybe he is read my blog too^_^.

We take leave each-other like friends, but we don't keep in touch.

So if you read my blog, my ex-sweety, I would to now, I miss you!˘_˘

PuCcA: Bouuu*"




"Thanks for the warm reception

Dear my new and old friends!

I would to thanks the warm reception in myspace!When i registered, I didn't think I'll have sweet new friends who are not just fans from Antic Cafe, but would to know me, Bou the silly man^_^

Thanks too the so many messages and comments I try to reply for all!

I really need for your friendship now.I'm Ok, but I be sad easily.But i feel my friends are standing by be and It's important to me and give me energy for the life!

Thanks that you worry about me!You are all so sweet and precious!

PuCcA for you!==>BoUuuu*"

It's his blog on myspace.

There's one thing about the blogs that confuse me. And that's him being in the States now. Because 2 weeks before the guys did they're Summer Dive show in Japan, Bou met up with Teruki for drinks (Teruki mentioned in his blog that he met up with a round face guy that he hadn't seen for awhile and mentioned that he didn't change a bit.......It was the first Bou update since he left......Miku has also mentioned him quite a bit. more recently in his long blog......and it doesn't sound like a man that would say something like You'll not miss me to his friend......Miku loves his friend very much......and he wants Bou's dream that he left to chase to come true.)

But the thing that confuses me the most is that Bou said "It is sudden, but I have decided that I will be leaving Antic Cafe after the live at Hibiya Yagai Ongaku Dou live. There has been something that I've wanted to challenge for a while now and I had been suppressing it as it kept growing inside my heart. As I went to tours and recordings, I felt as if I was lying to Cafekkos [Antic Cafe fans] and the other members. I thought that it would be wrong to the members, staff, and Cafekkos if I kept it like this so I made a decision. This decision was talked over amongst the members and concluded. Of course, I still love Antic Cafe and I love you Cafekkos. Right now, I can’t easily say what will happen from now. I truly feel bad for all the Cafekkos that believed in me and were with me, but this decision is not a pessimistic decision. I want to hold a new hope and move on. I plan to show my all at the live on April 30. Then, let’s say 'good bye' with smiles." And he also said that he wanted to let some time pass before telling what his plans are. he also said that this isn't the end for either of us.

for some reason I don't think he would have said anything 3 months after he left. But that's just me.



I'm so sorry for the long winded post and all the curiousness, I just wanna make sure that's the real Bou and not a person role playing as Bou that all.......because there are alot of Role playing Bou's on Myspace.