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Pretty When I Cry Vice Captain
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 Posted: Mon Mar 24, 2008 3:21 pm
I wish I knew someone who is going through what I am.I wish I wasnt alone in this. I was 19 when this happened.Almost 5 years ago, I am losing it.
How am I supposed to live for another 50 years like this?
I dont want to! It keeps getting worse and no matter how much I tell the doctors about my pain they dont seem to care, or take me seriously.
Is it my age? Is it because they think I just want to get high from prescriptions?
I am so frustrated, I have no one to talk to about it, no one who relates, all I do is cry and complain and I'm tired of it all.
Its been so bad lately every day I just think about dying and I dont want to go on.I dont want to die either, I just cant take this unbearable pain anymore.
I dont even know why I am typing all this here, I guess Im depressed and lonely and need some help but there isnt anyone to help me.
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Posted: Mon Mar 24, 2008 5:23 pm
[ ] What kind of pain? sad []
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Pretty When I Cry Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 24, 2008 9:10 pm
T i f a [] What kind of pain? sad []
I used to never tell anyone I had it, but the past few months its like I cant stop talking about it.I just dont know who to turn to.I'm absolutely scared to see a psychatrist.
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Posted: Mon Mar 24, 2008 10:59 pm
Pretty When I Cry T i f a [] What kind of pain? sad []
I used to never tell anyone I had it, but the past few months its like I cant stop talking about it.I just dont know who to turn to.I'm absolutely scared to see a psychatrist.Dude, do whatever you can! You are worth too much. Dont give up. The docters dont believe you???
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Pretty When I Cry Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Mar 25, 2008 1:47 am
stmcutie Dude, do whatever you can! You are worth too much. Dont give up. The docters dont believe you???
they have xrays and bloodwork to know im in pain, but they dont know just how bad it is.i havent been able to sleep in our bed in 3 years and its like he doesnt hear me when i explain to him i cant even lay down anymore
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Posted: Tue Mar 25, 2008 3:00 pm
oh damn o.o...im probably gonna be heading down the same road...im a constant joint cracker D: since i was 10...18 now
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Wakki Darkmoon Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Mar 25, 2008 4:27 pm
Can you change doctor?
Get someone to listen to you,
even if you yell and scream.
Just dont give up.
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Posted: Wed Mar 26, 2008 12:43 pm
Wakkimus Warnerus Can you change doctor? Get someone to listen to you, even if you yell and scream. Just dont give up.
and im trying.even when my brain and my heart tell me to quit, something inside makes me go on..
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Pretty When I Cry Vice Captain
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Wakki Darkmoon Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Mar 26, 2008 5:26 pm
Pretty When I Cry Wakkimus Warnerus Can you change doctor? Get someone to listen to you, even if you yell and scream. Just dont give up.
and im trying.even when my brain and my heart tell me to quit, something inside makes me go on..Have they given you drugs for it? What about methotrexate? my mom takes it and she is doing good on it. She had to keep looking for some doctor that would listen.
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Posted: Thu Mar 27, 2008 12:19 am
yeah my mom has fibro and its hard for people to understand...
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Pretty When I Cry Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Mar 28, 2008 6:22 am
Wakkimus Warnerus neutral Have they given you drugs for it? What about methotrexate? my mom takes it and she is doing good on it. She had to keep looking for some doctor that would listen.
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Posted: Fri Mar 28, 2008 6:23 am
stmcutie yeah my mom has fibro and its hard for people to understand...
yeah it is.i admit i didnt even think that arthritis was that bad, and didnt know why people complained about it so much.heh, now i know why.because your body attacks itself.thats never good.
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Pretty When I Cry Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 2:53 pm
Pretty When I Cry stmcutie yeah my mom has fibro and its hard for people to understand...
yeah it is.i admit i didnt even think that arthritis was that bad, and didnt know why people complained about it so much.heh, now i know why.because your body attacks itself.thats never good.never...
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 4:49 pm
How about trying acupuncture?
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Wakki Darkmoon Vice Captain
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Pretty When I Cry Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 6:33 pm
Wakkimus Warnerus How about trying acupuncture?
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