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sweatdrop So you all know how im friends with Dukes? Even though a lot of times I call him manipulative, and a liar, and say he pisses me off.

And if you're crew or Dan and Lexii you know how much trouble dukes as caused me as Captain, right?

And most of you should know i'm hot headed and can act irrationally at times, especially when I'm angry.

Well you know how someone kinda broke onto the GM Mule account last summer...and kinda made a thread in main naming all the roles...and how I kinda was convinced it was Dukes and if you're crew know how I kinda tried really hard to convince crew that he should be at least temp banned?

Well it was kinda me who ruined Pixie and PL's game ._. I mean not that it was ruined, the guild didnt notice that drama at all, it was hush hushed very well, but...yeah.

I mean Dukes was being all kinds of annoying all the time about everything and I was all kinds of pissed off and I like asked God everyday to cut his internet cord for life. And then it was like....it just came to me, at work. I hated Dukes at the time, I was hating Pixie then and besides she ******** with other people's games, it was only right to ******** with hers, it was like killing two birds with one stone. I felt bad about PL but I got over it. And I knew no one would believe a mule and jail the people with roles because of one mule's lame thread so I didnt feel bad about ruining those player's games. So yeah. My bad.

And with the 2 birds 1 stone thing - y'all know I hate Sin AND Dukes. So that Sin image...>.> I can assure you it wasnt Dukes' doing.

I dunno I was just angry and irrational and I knew I could get away with absolutely EVERYTHING because I was captain and besides everyone hated Dukes (and Sin and Pixie) and so I figured if they got pissed off enough and left for forever it would be like for the greater good.

But now I really really miss Pixie. Like a lot. And I miss Sin's drama. And I miss Ryan and Alain and Uta and Ego. All these people who I hated so many times and just wanted them gone - I miss them. They added flavor to the sg. I dont want Dukes to be lost too. And from the conversations I had with him I'm pretty sure he's not going to come back D: So yeah I got my wish and now I want to take it back.

I would say I'm sorry to the guild...but im not. But I am sorry for Dukes. I mean I got hated on a lot and so I know how he's feeling now kinda except he didnt do anything wrong except piss off the wrong person sad I'm sorry Dukes.

Really? Wow, never expected that one eek

Sounds like much fun, I applaud you in your endeavors.

I hate to say it, but I kinda agree with you. As irritating as some people can be, they add flavor to the guild. They usually end up being the people that make me hop on the guild and sit there and stare till everything settles down. These days, they've all left and the guild is boring as ******** me for being too lazy to reply to the rest of the post. I'll give this a real response later, but I'm too distracted at the moment.

Wata's post has me wondering too. Did you lock the guild over stuff that was actually your fault, or what?

*PLOT TWIST*

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Nothing much can be said here.

The damage has been done.

Past is past.

I really don't have much to say on it other than that...

Same. ><

I don't know if this is serious or a really really bad joke.

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While I think that what you did prob'ly wasn't the best thing, especially for Dukes, I don't blame you really. You should be able to deal with problems in a little better way, but if you can't find that way, I understand the need to lash out and do something drastic to change things.

If you get banned, I understand that the crew needs to be able to deal with people who do things like this, especially for deceiving so many people, but personally, it wouldn't bother me any if you didn't get banned or even temp banned.

I didn't like many of the same people, and it is their choice to leave if it bothers them enough, but if they stayed, I would not have been unhappy, and I would hope that seeing people take such measures against them would tone them down a little (not completely, cause then things get boring like people have said). Even if they didn't tone down, I would hope that people could discuss things more civilly instead of doing such complicated things and lying about it for so long.

I hope this also convinces people that the GMs and Captians and Crew need more respect or the like so that they don't feel that they have to do such things to solve problems.

tldr: I don't blame you Nymphie; even if I don't like someone, I don't mind if they stay, just the way they are; people should be nicer to GMs, Captains and Crew;