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 Posted: Fri Mar 14, 2008 2:11 pm
sweatdrop
I'm in contact with one of my best friends from high school.. He moved out of state for a while, and we broke contact, but it seems he's back. I never told him, but I had feelings for him. Bad.
And lately I can't get him or the feelings from my mind for very long. I know I'm married, but I want to tell my friend, to see if I can get over him. I'm not sure what I'm looking for.. Maybe for the guy to tell me he never felt the same, so I can get over it.. I didn't ever really get the closure I needed.
It's the worst because these feelings make me think about being married in a way I don't want to..
But I just can't stop thinking about him!! Help!!
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Posted: Fri Mar 14, 2008 2:25 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 14, 2008 2:30 pm
No, and I'm terribly reluctant to tell him. Nothing is going to come of this, I love him too much.
But I fear I'm still in love with my friend..
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Posted: Wed Mar 19, 2008 9:37 am
Well, I told him. I don't know what I expected him to say. He just says he understands, and he trusts me to make up my mind..
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Posted: Wed Mar 26, 2008 9:25 pm
Guess not.. Thanks for helping
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Posted: Wed Mar 26, 2008 11:55 pm
um, I cam in contact with a guy I was friends with in college and he asked for my number. but didn't call after I told him that I was engaged...
so now I feel bad that I may have stomped his chances for a date after getting his hopes up.
but the thing is that I wanted him to dj my wedding since that is the thing that he is most into.... I I wanted him to be my first boyfriend but .. I coudn't leave the house to go on a date since my parents need me to work on thier farm but it sounds like a lame excuse to just blow him off...
I even had a dream that I was going skydiving(which I don't do) and bumped into him there and we hugged and giggled at each other like there was some big secret between us and as we go to a staging room with a bunch of guys who are also going to jump he whispers to me about a pact taht we made(not in real life) about if we were bothe vergins when we next meet then....... Then I wake up because my husband calls comming home from the midnight shift..........
crazy
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Posted: Thu Mar 27, 2008 12:30 pm
Crazy dream.
I've had many dreams about this guy. Several included us meeting up (this was before I got married) and hooking up.
But, it's like I keep finding him, or he keeps finding me.. We've been out of high school for 5 years now, for the first year he lived in Arizona. Then he moved to Toronto for 2 years. I ran into his mother at my best friend's reception, she asked for my number so she could give me his address (which she did). He came back to Utah briefly after the two years to visit his mother, and I ran into him.. I was with my best friend, so we didn't get much of a chance to talk. And now..
I guess I just need closure.. I think I need to find out how he felt all that time, IF he felt anything for me at all..
I don't want my marriage to end, but lately my heart isn't with my husband. It's a horrible feeling. But I loved my friend first.
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