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 Posted: Tue Mar 11, 2008 4:34 pm
So, I really don't know about my emotional health anymore. I've been really teary-eyed lately. Like on Monday, I was really depressed for reasons I don't want to get into. I hung out with Pat and Brendan, and then we went to Brendan's house to watch Troy [love that movie<3]. I was quiet and cuddled on Pat the whole time, and fell asleep for about fifteen minutes. Then it was time for me to go home, so Pat dropped me off. When we were at my front door, I held onto him, and buried my face in his neck. He must have felt my tears against his neck, because he practically had a heart attack from worry/panic. He looked in my eyes and asked, "What's wrong, babe? Please tell me what's wrong?" And I'd just cry harder, and he started to cry because he thought it was his fault, and I told him it wasn't his fault, but we still cried together. I think it was because we didn't want to leave each other. That's why I was crying, anyway. He cries when I cry because he hates seeing me cry. It's so cute yet sad all at the same time... I miss him so much, and I'm almost crying now. Lol. I have tears in my eyes. He's like, my destiny. I know for a fact that he's the one for me and... I dunno. He tells me everyday that we're meant to be together and I always believe him. I don't doubt our relationship or his love for me. <3 But I've just been really weepy/weapy lately and it's not always because I miss Pat or I love him beyond me being able to tell him. I think it might be because I have bipolar disorder and mild depression. It runs in my family so my kids are probably screwed. Lol.
Discuss:
Loving somebody beyond all reason
Crying from loving/missing somebody so much
Trying to match purple and yellow items on an avatar. D':
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Posted: Tue Mar 11, 2008 4:38 pm
Pat sounds like a real sensitive sweetheart.
You're lucky Fago.
*begins to sing "When the moon hits your eye like a big pizza pie thaaaat's amoreeeeeee`*
I often fall into song. <3
That's like my favorite old italian song.
<3
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Posted: Tue Mar 11, 2008 4:47 pm
^*totally did a tap routine to that song as a kid*^
ahem. anyway,
Yeah, I love someone beyond all reason, and he lives about 700 miles away from me, so I've definitely cried due to loving and missing. I love guys that aren't ashamed to cry, btw. I see it as a sign of strength. Pat sounds like a good guy.
I randomly have some weepy days...and every once in a blue moon, I'll have days where I just can't get out of bed. My mom was diagnosed with some form of depression, so I'm on the lookout for that.
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Posted: Tue Mar 11, 2008 5:09 pm
I cried all day yesterday because
it was my last day being in the hospital
that I completely loved
because of my British Doctor I had.
Also because I had many Surgeries
and stuff there and helped me a lot.
Your boyfriend is sweet~
I want a boyfriend now.
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Posted: Tue Mar 11, 2008 5:12 pm
Fago, can you ask Pat to make a few clones and send them to our fellow penguins...and moi?
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Posted: Tue Mar 11, 2008 5:46 pm
[.Volatile.] Fago, can you ask Pat to make a few clones and send them to our fellow penguins...and moi? I'd get jealous. Lol. :3 Even though they wouldn't be my Pat, they'd still be him. x3
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 9:54 am
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 11:00 am
That is like what goes on with Nathan and me, he is very sensertive like that too.
I am always crying when I am without him.
My mum actually sent me back to his house the other day, because I was crying so much. eek
So yeah, I spend almost all my time with him.
Because I don't work, apart from when he is at college, being away from him is pointless because neither of us are busy.
I haven't ever come across bipolar disorder, but I do have severe depression, so I can sympathise with you there.
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 1:52 pm
Aw, so sweet! I want a sensitive boyfriend...
I hope you become not so sad soon!
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2008 4:59 pm
♥
“ awww. thats so sweet yet sad. :3
Pat sounds like a real sensitiver,caring guy.
good things you have boyfriend that really cares
about you no matter what <33
right now, i don't have a boyfriend cause
my parents are darn too strict...um..don't
feel like having one until i heard your
relationship! haha, i want one now..
anywayss....the only person i miss the most is my dad...always
gone during the weekdays..here on the weekends...and my
best guy friend name Garrett...i missed always laughing at his
silly jokes. i barely see him during school .__. i llove that guy <33
not literally! like a family memeber i guess..i dunoo. O:
i hope things get better for yah, Fago :3 <33
[huggs]”
H e l l o – D a n i i e
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