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 Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 1:17 pm
Ever wake up, have an okay morning, and then everything just starts going down hill until you just want to curl up and die?
Today is one of those days when I just feel like everyone is angry with me or hates me. My mom has been getting mad at me for every little thing the past week, my friends don't like me, it's just... I feel really alone or something.
I don't know why, everyone will just choose to be mean to me at the same time, though.
Also, my great great aunt who is over 101 years old just went to the hospital. She's been through all kinds of stuff, and is probably the toughest person I know, but I just have this feeling that this time she's going to... die. T.T
Although I shouldn't feel bad, because she's said in the past few times we've visited her that that's what she wants but... I dunno. Knowing her she's going to pull through real nicely but I just... have this feeling.
Oh well. I'm such a depressing little whiner. Sorry. >.<
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 1:26 pm
Okay, so, I'm extremely tired right now and I've still got four loads of laundry to do, so I apologize in advance if my advice isn't up to my usual standards. Or if I sound like a b***h. I wore out most of my patience at work this morning. Having said that...
Yes, I have had days like that. I think everyone does. However, I don't think everyone is angry with you, persay. Ever stop, look around at the world, and think, maybe if everyone is angry with me, the problem isn't them... it's me? Yeah... I have, too. I know you're probably going through a rough time, but attitude is like 99% internal and 1% external. Being happy starts with deciding that you want to be that way, no matter what happens.
Sometimes I curse my eternal source of optimism, but... *shrugs* It really does help it if you smile. And if the world is getting too much to handle, you should take some time for yourself to absorb what's getting on and upsetting you. A long, hot shower can do wonders to restore your patience. Also, you're never alone, silly, you've got us.
As for your aunt, if she's ready to die, it's something you need to accept. She's leaving the pain and difficulty of an elderly body behind. Even if it's hard for those around her, know that she is doing the best thing possible for herself.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 1:43 pm
Aww. I'm sorry hun. *Hugs* I don't know what it's like to lose a family member, on account of everybody whom I have lost have been close friends of mine and my family. But my uncle has about two years left to live, since he has blood cancer and hepatitus C. So I know the feeling of anticipation. But I'm really sorry about your day. I have those days where it's right when I wake up. CoCo Kitty Plushie
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 2:00 pm
As the first person stated I too am tired --- just got home from work. But Yes, we all have days like you are experiencing. You have to continue to hold your head high and know that tomorrow will be better. And it will. I have a ton of s**t going on in my life right now but even though I know it all won't be better tomorrow....I know it will all work out. It always does. Maybe not to my liking but it works out and I will accept the outcome. Just as you will. Be strong Sweetie.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 2:24 pm
I kinda felt like that yesterday. D:
And your great great aunt is 101 years old.
She's seen and experienced alot. If she's that old, she would have seen WWII, WWI, the Depression, etc.
If she truely desires to die, then that is her choice.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 4:38 pm
Thanks guys. I love you all, you know that? You're great. heart
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