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 Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2008 4:11 pm
I have gotten myself into a huge gigantic mess. This mess is resolvable, but I am trying to wait on the person that can get me out. Please pray that I will get to see this person on Sunday. If I do not see the person, I do have intentions of killing myself, so please pray hard. I really don't want this to end in suicide, but I am so tired of this life and can't take much more. I have endure so much. Please pray for me.
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Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2008 4:39 pm
Woah. Could you explain what's wrong and why you're going to such drastic measures? I understand thast life can suck at times but it does get better. You need to have faith. Trust me.
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Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2008 8:11 pm
Do you have a reason o.o;;; ...I'll definatley pray! o_____o
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Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2008 10:25 pm
Yes, I'll pray.
Look, I've had my own share of grief. This year has marked the death of 8 people that I love and a buttload of other pains. I'll PM you about them and the rest of my story. Hope and healing do come. Lean on God like you've never done before. Refuse to be alone. Fight for your life like you've never done before. You're worth it. God gave His life for you and you are precious to Him. Please hold on. More accurately, please just put yourself in God's hands. You're already broken. Let God work in the mess and make something beautiful.
And for those of you who are wondering - people don't just intend on killing themselves willy-nilly. It's obviously serious.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 7:12 am
Berezi Yes, I'll pray. Look, I've had my own share of grief. This year has marked the death of 8 people that I love and a buttload of other pains. I'll PM you about them and the rest of my story. Hope and healing do come. Lean on God like you've never done before. Refuse to be alone. Fight for your life like you've never done before. You're worth it. God gave His life for you and you are precious to Him. Please hold on. More accurately, please just put yourself in God's hands. You're already broken. Let God work in the mess and make something beautiful. And for those of you who are wondering - people don't just intend on killing themselves willy-nilly. It's obviously serious. It depends on what the reason is. People commit suicide for the dumbest reasons like if they can't see their bf or gf. Or if they're parents won't give them a shiny new car.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 11:11 am
-xXGodslayer_RaiXx- It depends on what the reason is. People commit suicide for the dumbest reasons like if they can't see their bf or gf. Or if they're parents won't give them a shiny new car. And in those cases, there's a real emotional problem lying under the surface. I'm pretty sure the things you mentioned are not her reasons, unless you see anything like that in her post. I don't. Sorry if I seem t-oed. A lot of my friends have either committed suicide or come close. I've learned to take it seriously, regardless of the reason.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 12:01 pm
Berezi -xXGodslayer_RaiXx- It depends on what the reason is. People commit suicide for the dumbest reasons like if they can't see their bf or gf. Or if they're parents won't give them a shiny new car. And in those cases, there's a real emotional problem lying under the surface. I'm pretty sure the things you mentioned are not her reasons, unless you see anything like that in her post. I don't. Sorry if I seem t-oed. A lot of my friends have either committed suicide or come close. I've learned to take it seriously, regardless of the reason. It is a possibility but its rather unlikely. I've countlessly want to end my life. So I know what the feeling is. But after a while you realize that you have people who indeed do care about you and wouldn't want to see you hurt, nor would you want to see them hurt by your actions. I have a few friends have come close to committing suicide a couple of them have indeed cut themselves but its a revelation that we come to that life has its ups and downs. I hope that makes sense...i sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 12:40 pm
-xXGodslayer_RaiXx- It is a possibility but its rather unlikely. I've countlessly want to end my life. So I know what the feeling is. But after a while you realize that you have people who indeed do care about you and wouldn't want to see you hurt, nor would you want to see them hurt by your actions. I have a few friends have come close to committing suicide a couple of them have indeed cut themselves but its a revelation that we come to that life has its ups and downs. I hope that makes sense...i sweatdrop It does. I understand that notion well. I also know that it has to be something we come to for ourselves.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 7:29 pm
Don't commit suicide. It's a stupid thing to do, as it doesn't solve anything. One of my friends did it recently.
You've got a life to live. Live it in a way so you have as few regrets as possible. Also, live it in a way so as few other people have as few regrets as possible.
Remember, God has a plan for you (Jeremiah 29:11), and I'll pray for you.
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 12:51 am
I'm still praying for you, hard.
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 10:52 am
First of all, I want to thank all of you for caring. At this point in my life, it's good to know that there are some people who do care. Unfortunatly, none of the people who should care do, just someone I have recently met and you. I'm not sure if you would care if you did know me. However, I'll take what I can. I need to. So, thank you all.
Just to bring some relief to you, I have been given some hope. Because of that, I am delaying for at least another week. I hope then things will start to look a lot brighter.
Oh, and thank you for your prayers. It is greatly appreciated.
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 8:59 pm
I give you a hug, okay sweetheart? > biggrin <
I don't want to echo a thousand thoughts already, so all I'm going to say is this.
You're strong. You can pull through this, whatever it is. You said "the mess is resolvable". Have faith that it will be resolved. Don't give Life or Death or Satan or whatever name you want to give it the satisfaction of one more victory. You can make it. You're stronger than the voices that say otherwise.
I know virtual hugs really don't amount to much, but know I'd throw everything into this one, lol. And I know that virtual hugs from people you don't know have the potential for creepy, biggrin , but sometimes its nice to have God "take human form", and put his love through someone else so that we can tangibly feel it.
....which isn't working well online. xd
You're strong. You're going to make it.
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 11:30 pm
God has a plan for you. Perhaps, like glass or steel, you need to be tempered and prepared befor you can do the job your needed for.
I've been down that road before. I thought it couldn't get any worse. But if you think about all the different ways you can die, suicide can fall under 'worse'! Now I see that what I thought was bad was actually necessary to make me into the person I am today.
Don't just have us pray. Pray yourself. And listen for God to answer you. He works in mysterious ways.
As long as you have God, you are never really alone.
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 11:32 pm
And, on a lighter note, if you die.... can I have that kitty your snugling? *tries to make you laugh*
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 11:35 pm
Casperetta First of all, I want to thank all of you for caring. At this point in my life, it's good to know that there are some people who do care. Unfortunatly, none of the people who should care do, just someone I have recently met and you. I'm not sure if you would care if you did know me. However, I'll take what I can. I need to. So, thank you all. Just to bring some relief to you, I have been given some hope. Because of that, I am delaying for at least another week. I hope then things will start to look a lot brighter. Oh, and thank you for your prayers. It is greatly appreciated. why would you thing some people don't care about you?
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