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 Posted: Thu Feb 07, 2008 4:28 pm
So, like
I check my e-mail
AND ABOUT 30 MILLION COLLEGES E-MAILED ME
Like, literally, at least 50
My mistake was the PSATs asked for my e-mail, and I gave it to them ]:
Colleges have also been mailing me
Like, I get something every day
I KNOW THEY JUST DO THIS BECAUSE THEY WANT KIDS, AND IT'S NOT LIKE THEY SPECIFICALLY PICKED ME
BUT I AM STILL FREAKING THE ******** OUT ]:
Like, wtf, I'm a sophomore with an 85 average who doesn't do her homework and cuts her classes, WHY ARE YOU WASTING YOUR TIME WITH ME?
And like, I dunno if anyone has noticed, but I've been type of dead
Soorry ]:
But like, all this college/school stuff, plus other s**t, I'm just type of freaking the ******** out in general :3
I'll probably get bored and sign on AIM in a day or two, but just in case, I wanted to warn you guys, if I die or something
ANYWAY, WHAT'S UP WITH EVERYONE ELSE?
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Posted: Thu Feb 07, 2008 4:40 pm
SAME HERE WITH THE SIGNING ON THING. D:
Tale of Two Cities is a b***h to read.
Especially when I only like it a little bit.
I knew not to give my e-mail to any SAT people. D<
I don't really even check my e-mails anyway.
I got a nice score on the PSAT/PLAN, though. biggrin
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Posted: Thu Feb 07, 2008 5:04 pm
Omg, I just finished Death of a Salesman in English
I dunno if you've heard of it, BUT MOST BORING PLAY/BOOK EVER
Next we're reading Shakespeare ]:
Every year we either read Shakespeare or Charles Dickens, and I have no clue wtf either of them are writing about when I read any of their books or plays.
I check my e-mail once and a while, and it's usually all junk, but now it was like BAMCOLLEGE
I guess I got a decent score? xD
I dunno, I'm hard on myself, and I don't really know what a good score is
Wtf is the PLAN?
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2008 6:55 pm
b***h, plzzzz.
Sparknotes
That ought to help you if you don't know what the heck is going on. 0:
Death of a Salesman sounds like it'd be interesting, but I don't have a clue what it's about.
And Shakespeare isn't THAT hard, they just rant a lot. D<
I always get stuff from dumb online colleges, or whatever.
Well, on our tests that we got back, it showed how we scored in comparison to everyone else, and I was up there in the 90 percentile. D:
So I guess that's okay.
I think the PLAN is the practice ACT or something. idk.
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2008 7:58 pm
Omg, I use cliffnotes for like, everything
But like, sometimes it's still confusing, because I'm stupid ]:
Death of a Salesman was THE MOST BORING PLAY I HAVE EVER READ
The plot is a good idea, I guess, but like, reading it ******** sucks. Plays were not meant to be read :3
I got in the 80th percentile D:
But, whutevs
I don't really give a s**t about the PSATs
I don't know what the ACT is xD
Except like, that it's a test
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 12:10 am
Nobody but like
Uber nerds seem to take PSATS and SATS
Considering those scores are useless up here unless you're planning on going to the US for university/college;
I'm so not taking either.
xD
All I have to do are my class finals.
HELLO
MY INSTANT MESSENGERS = FRITZ LATELY
It makes me so angry
D: < Rly
But like, if you want to talk, I'm online a ton of the time, so just PM me or whatever until my computer stops being a piece of s**t, or something, okay? xD
And since you asked what it up
I will spam;
I have a cruuuuush, I have a cruuuuuuush, I have a cruuuuuuuush.
It's that cute boy from the first day of school; we cuddled and watched a movie today after school. ;O; <3333 HE'S SO CUTE AND NICE~
He's just kind of...: [ Well.
-Cough-
Not so smart seeming
But like
Well, I know he is bright, really
But we don't have much interesting conversation;
Once he's out of the classroom, he's like,
"SO, ABOUT THEM DRUGS/VIDEO GAMES/DRUGS/VIDEO GAMES?"
:' [
BUT~
HE'S STILL HOTTTT
:'D
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Posted: Sat Feb 16, 2008 9:39 am
xDDD
We have to take the PSATs/SATs/SAT IIs
UNFORTUNATELY
Almost every ******** college is like WHAT, YOU DIDN'T GET A PERFECT SAT SCORE, ******** YOU, YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE
WTF @ AIM DYING ]:
I'm really late to replying
So, like, the last half of that post isn't really current events anymore, I think xD
I DUNNO
UPDATE ME, KAI
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Posted: Sun Feb 17, 2008 8:43 pm
Boy = D: <
Kai to boy = Lovemedamnit.
Situation with boy = wtf, idk, it's like, weird
whatever the ******** going on, it's confusing, and making me upset on thuh daily
-having an illiterate phase-
AND YO
SCOOBZ
I GOT SO DRUNK LAST NIGHT, LAWL
WE TOOK PICTURES AND VIDEOS
I WAS A RUSSIAN MAN NAMED EUGENE-GREGORY
I'LL SO SHOW YOU WHEN I GET PIXX
HAAAHAH, IT WAS AWESOME
except for the part where my friend's friend who is a disgusting dinosaur bizzatch tried to, like, molest me
:/
it was gross
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Posted: Wed Feb 20, 2008 9:43 am
Well, DDD; @ the boy situation
I DON'T KNOW THIS KID, BUT SOMETHING TELLS ME HE'S NOT WORTH YOUR TIME ]:
I don't want Kai upset ]:
AND
xDDDDDDDDDDDD
OMG
I HAVE TO SEE PICTURES
AND VIDEOS
LIKE
THE SECOND YOU GET THEM, OMG :3
ihu @ getting drunk
My parents are like, crazy ]:
Whenever I go anywhere, they have to talk to the kids parents to make sure we're not home alone D:<
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Posted: Wed Feb 20, 2008 10:25 am
Buahahaha. Welcome to my hell.
But now I'm in college, so it's no longer a hell. xD
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Posted: Wed Feb 20, 2008 11:19 am
xDDD
I mean, I knew that like, high school = freaking out about college
AND I MEAN, I'VE BEEN FREAKING OUT ABOUT COLLEGE SINCE I WAS LIKE, 6
But I didn't expect it to happen so soon ]:
EVE, I'M GOING TO GO TO COLLEGE WITH YOU, KAY?
I'll hide in your dorm :3
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Posted: Wed Feb 20, 2008 9:44 pm
D;
I srry @@ your forced-upon-you sobriety;
I don't get to drink very often either,
Since my parents are nazis and my irl friends aren't really as concerned with drinking like there's no tomorrow the same way I am.
-stops to scratch the hell out of arm-
And yeah, Dan's not really worth the time I would normally waste moping about unrequited affection, and whatnot, and I know that for someone who's "over" him, I complain about him a helluva lot, but like, whatever, I have to see him like, five times a ******** day because this school is like, 120 kids so we all know each other and like, everything that happens at school, and like, ********, and I can't just like, get it out of my system and explode at him because like, I don't want to cause a scene at school, and like, make people think I'm some ******** spazz drama queen, right, and plus, like, even if I tried to like, yell at him for everything, I'd just end up confusing myself and like, running away crying, just from trying to organize my thoughts, and sometimes I think I shouldn't even be mad at him, since, like, whatever, you can't make someone like you, right, and it's really not either of our faults he doesn't like me, it's just the way it went. :/ Anyways, I just...kind of hope he dies in a car accident, or something, so I don't have to see him and don't have to embarrass myself in front of the school yelling at him. School is so frustrating knowing Dan's going to be like, standing in front of me and pretending I don't exist. It makes me want to punch him in the head.
D: <<<
-Swings at the air-
Okay, I've so got to get some homework done and like, pass the ******** out
I'm like
dying
D;
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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2008 12:14 pm
Yeah, I mean
I feel like one of those ignorant teenagers when I'm all MY PARENTS ARE ******** NAZIS FASCIST PIGS D;
Especially since my mom is all -jew-
BUT, LIKE, REALLY, THEY'RE CRAZY ]:
My friends parents are going away, and she's throwing a party and s**t
But I can't go because I can't sleep over D: My parents needs to talk to the parents at whatever house I'm sleeping over, or even if I just go over someones house sometimes
And like, I can't come home drunk anymore, obviously xD
SO, LIKE, SRDJTHMG D;
-rantrant-
Yeah, I mean, I don't expect you to just go "Oh, well, this sucks, WHATEVER" and like, completely forget about him xD
And I know like, the whole small school thing sucks D:
I mean, I've never really had guy problems or anything, so I wish I could like, solve everything or say something to help, but I can't really ]:
Like, this probably sounds really stupid xD But I've had times where I was like, about to explode because I had so much s**t and I just like, couldn't explode on anyone because that would cause a lot of s**t and be messy
I actually got this idea on dA, I think
There was this thing where like, you can either draw or type or just write, and you like, write every single thing that's on your mind that you can't talk to anyone about, or even s**t you just want to get down on paper
I'll look for the link xD It was supposed to be like, you draw/get a picture of you and then you write the s**t, but that's too much effort ]]:
I ended up just like, scribbling everything out and took up like 4 pieces of paper xD
It's more of a temporary solution, but I dunno, getting things down on paper helps me, especially irl paper, not like, internet :3 It helps to like, do the angry writing instead of typing
WOW TL;DR ]:
But like, also, you know that you can always talk to me, even though I never have anything helpful to say xD
And of course you can talk to the rest of the guild
WE'RE HERE FOR YOU KAI ]:
BASICALLY, LIKE
I get that this sucks and you're upset about it and everything
I just don't want you to be this upset for like, a year or anything, I dunno xD
D:
And like, I hate when people tell me this, but in 5 years it probably won't be something you look back on and like, be all OMG THAT STILL AFFECTS ME TODAY D;
I HAVE NO CLUE WHY THAT WAS SO LONG
I DIDN'T KNOW I LIKE, HAD THAT MUCH TO SAY
BUT
FEEL BETTER
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 3:43 pm
LOL
Well, I don't think it will take me a year to get over Dan, lol
Or even another week
Since, like, well
I'm already pretty much over him. :B Sometimes I get a little jealous twang thing when he like, walks up to some b***h and talks to her, and I'm like, "whytf won't you talk to me, you homo," and lol, that reminds me that a lot of the girls I talk to at school now have a private joke that Dan's like, really really gay, and just like, tries to hide it by acting like some big player a*****e. xD It really wouldn't surprise me; almost all the guys I like/date are gay, bi, or like, turn gay, wtf. The straightest guy I ever dated was a closet crossdresser, so, like, LAWL
And yeah, as I was saying, like, sometimes I get jealous, but I haven't cried about it, I won't cry about it, I don't really think about it, and yeah; last night I had like, this short little weird dream that I was making out with Dan in a bathroom at my old, old high school, and I woke up and like, looked around for Dan and was like, "whar u hidin'?" for like, a whole five minutes before I was like, "OHYEAHHH."
And like, whatever, Dan and I like, don't talk any more, and that's just what makes me want to ******** hit him, because like, he's not even pretending that before he was friends with me just for like, nookie s**t whatevertf, right, so like, now that he doesn't like me any more he doesn't talk to me, and I'm like, "OH, OH I SEE, YOU WAS A-USIN' ME, I SEE, HUH, OH I SEE." And it just pisses me off, because he acted all interested in my brain and s**t. D: < But whatever, I'm not even wasting punches on him, because physical violence at alti = three day suspension, fo'sho, and there's like, no way the teachers WOULDN'T know because everyone would be like, LOL KAI PUNCHED DAN ON THE NOSE and I'd be like, "uhshitnoIdidn't"
I lost the point of what I was saying, but like
LAWL, my TL;DR beat out yours, I think
And like
Just
THANK-YOU
for listening to me always bitching and moaning about some stupid boy
I know it's like, lame that all I think about is boys
(and girls, but I'm pickier with bitches)
D; And I try to curb it
But like
Well
Just thanks
And yo, my parents are crazy too, but not as psycho as yours. They don't call around when I don't come home on the weekend and just like, show up on Sunday night to like, get ready for school. Sometimes they don't even call to check on me on a weeknight when I don't come home. xD But I like, rarely get wasted or high or anything because none of my friends smoke weed, and like, they don't really care about getting drunk the way I do, and I'm like, -party animal- and they're like, -mellow-
D: And like
Scoobs
We're going to get like
So high
And so drunk
And like, make a shitload of ******** noise
And be like, messed up assholes, okay?
: [ COME VISIT CANADAR; we'll be like, "whooodsgdfgb!"
xD
Yeah!
And since my mom has shitty detective skillz,
We'll just let her talk to your humans, and they'll think we're all, "-good-"
And then we'll go somewhere else and just go freekin' nutz
dfjkbgdfb
DL;TR, FERSURE
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 4:37 pm
xDDDD
KAI
WE'RE ALSO GOING TO LIKE
TL;DR HELL
OR SOMETHING
At least we can both like, read it xD
And yeah, I'm really glad you're not too upset over this
I have like, a habit of getting way too worried about people so xD
I guess it's better than not worrying
And dude, there's so something about guys named Dan
Literally like, 4 of my friends like this guy named Dan
and he flirts with every single one of them, and like, I dunno
I could see how they like him, but I guess I know enough about him from them to be like "Uh, this guy's a bit of a man whore" xD
But yeah, he's just one of those guys who could make anyone like him, and all my friends do, and I'm like STOP D;
And he has a girlfriend, too, and like
I JUST REALIZED THAT ALL THE DAN'S I KNOW ARE ASSHOLES
even though I only know two, and the Dan you're talking about makes it 3 xD
I always feel bad being like "WELL JUST GET OVER IT" because that sounds horrible, but like, it's just one of those things that suck and you can't really do anything about D:
So yeah, I'm glad you're not crying over it and you're not going to like, go and punch him in the face or anything xD
And
YOU'RE WELCOME
I like listening and like, trying to help :3
And I mean, I b***h SO MUCH it's crazy xD
So I know that it's type of rare to find someone who'll actually listen for more than like, a few days
And I don't blame anyone for not listening, I mean, my bitching can get really boring and repetitive xD
BUT YEAH, I don't mind listening :33
Dude, wtffff, that's like, not crazy at all for me xD
Seriously, I pretty much have to call my parents every few hours
Like, I get it since they found out all this s**t a few months ago, but I mean
Like, still D: ******** insane
I would love to be able to just, like, go out for the weekend and then come home sunday night xD
AND OMG, I KNOW
I need to get a passport
Then I'm like, so serious about going up there when I'm old enough
And yeah, like, I type of have two groups of friends,
and the group I'm closer too don't really get ******** up too often, they really couldn't care less
And the other group gets stoned like, every day, but I mean, I couldn't pull that off with my parents and s**t D:
And I don't know them too well, so I don't hang out with them too often
SO YEAH
WE'LL LIKE
GET COMPLETELY SHITFACED
And then we'll wake up and be like "Um, wtf just happened?"
But, like, my parents don't let me like, anywhere, so they couldn't know xD
But like, we're so doing this in two or three years when I'm 18 and all moved out
And isn't the drinking age there 18, anyway?
SO LIKE, IT WOULD ACTUALLY BE LEGAL
I like this plan :'D
UM, I DON'T KNOW HOW I CAN WRITE THAT MUCH, BUT YEAH
I have to work on being able to talk
If I didn't say like every two second, this would be so much shorter :3
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