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 Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 6:46 pm
I hate my mom
She is controling my life
She's living though me
I have to do s**t that I don't want to do to make her happy
Because if I got a said in how I life then the world would fall apart.
I'm a cheerleader, bcause she never got to be
I play volleyball cause she always wanted to play
I'm in the school band because she couldn't
I can't hang with my friends, because she doesn't like then
She picks out my friends for me
And if I do poorly in anything
She'll yell at me, I hate yelling
I never know what to say, cause whatever I say isn't right
And tell me how I'm just wasting there money
And that my sister could do this stuff easy
After she yells, she laughs
and comes back in a yells some more and than laughs
It make me feel terrible.
Like my family would just be better off if I just die
And I've tried.
I hurt myself
But I can't tell anyone
I know they tell mom and she'll yell at me some more
She takes aways the things that are probability the reason that I'm alive
My books-gone
My friends-gone
My music-gone
The only thingI have is well this
My computer
My friends on gaia
The one thing she really can't take way.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:15 pm
That's... really sad... I feel sorry for you...
Tell your mom that you feel like killing yourself. She'll freak and apologize profusely. That's all I can really say...
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:39 pm
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Yeah, I really want to
But I just can't get myself to
I don't think she would even belive me
I know that people at school have no clue that
I'm, this way, because I act all happy at school
and stuff cause I don't want to have people worry
about me and I bet me mom wouldn't really care
She would just think it's like a lie to not go to school
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:52 pm
Tell her on a friday evening then. I'm sorry. I may be a poet, but nothing that bad has ever happened to me.
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 3:46 am
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Thanks for your help
But I dout I could
It's okay
Only four more years till I can more out
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 5:36 am
.Awe, sweetheart... I know exactly how you feel.
And I am soooo sorry.
My mum is like that too.
And it drives me crazy.
It makes me hate myself...
I think... "If my mum doesn't love me for me... I must be terrible"
And I hurt myself too.
And my life makes me so sick that I just puke.
Like... really.
My mum is a total control freak over me.
She reads my books... to see if they are "appropriate"
Its insane.
I'm 17.
i can pick out my own damn books.
And she hates all of my friends.
I just want you to know that I know how you feel.
And I know how hurtful it is...
And I am soooo sorry.
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Jinnxs for my Jesters Crew
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Jinnxs for my Jesters Crew
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 5:39 am
Wabb1t ...
Yeah, I really want to
But I just can't get myself to
I don't think she would even belive me
I know that people at school have no clue that
I'm, this way, because I act all happy at school
and stuff cause I don't want to have people worry
about me and I bet me mom wouldn't really care
She would just think it's like a lie to not go to school
.I told my mum I wanted to kill myself last year.
She basically laughed at me.
And told me to stop being stupid.
And no one at my school knew either because I put on an act.
My life is basically jsut an act.
I suggest you tell someone who will listen to you and can get you help.
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 5:27 pm
Thanks Vodka.
I really have tried to tell people
But
I don't wat those people to worry about me
I can't go tell the teachers or anything like that
Cause they'll think I'm either carzy or just trying to get out of doing stuff
And I can't tell my best friend, cause she really can't do anything
There's like one person I can tell he never picks up his phone.
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 5:34 pm
ok you don't need to go telling your mom your gonna kill your self
i think you should sit don't with your mom and ask her not to interupt and explain to her what you feel and if see don't listen don't come home from school go to a friends house ask their mom if ya can stay there for a couple of days, then in like 5 days your mom WILL miss you.
Just cause she yell don't mean she don't love you. Maybe she stressed about something, who knows but you and your mom need to commuicate.
This is what i think is the problem and how i'd try to fix it.
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Posted: Wed Feb 06, 2008 2:34 am
Wabb1t Thanks Vodka.
I really have tried to tell people
But
I don't wat those people to worry about me
I can't go tell the teachers or anything like that
Cause they'll think I'm either carzy or just trying to get out of doing stuff
And I can't tell my best friend, cause she really can't do anything
There's like one person I can tell he never picks up his phone. .Well the way it sounds... they need to worry about you.
Even if you don't want them too.
Is there any other way you can get a hold of him?
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Jinnxs for my Jesters Crew
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Posted: Wed Feb 06, 2008 3:41 am
Yeah, I know
Ummm....I've tried e-mailing him but he's bearly on.
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Posted: Wed Feb 06, 2008 4:31 am
.Well just keep trying?
He has to get your message somehow.
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Jinnxs for my Jesters Crew
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