My brothers down stairs, right now, talking s**t about me and my boy friend to who knows who.
And I have all the nerve to go down their and beat him over and over.
He lost like 55 dollars.
And hes blaming my boyfriend or me.
Saying that my grandma should have kicked nick out ages ago.
This ******** 11 year old kid, doesn't know who hes DEALING with!
Hes only my ******** HALF brother.
And I treat him like hes my whole.
He ******** HIT me with a ruler in the like temple.
And I still don't hate this kid.
Why?
Because hes my FAMILY.
And thats all I have.
My mother, my brother, and my grandma.
Why the HELL would I mess that up?
This is B U L L S H I T!
I get home and verbally abused?
Why should I endure this?
I havn't ******** DONE anything.
I'm a good little girl.
That trys to always do her homework.
And please her grandma.
And keep in touch with her friends.
And NOT ******** up like my whore of a mother.
But no.
Its ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLWAYS me.
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!
I want to leave.
I want to leave.
I WANT TO LEEEEEEEEAVE!
No one gives a s**t about me.
Honestly they don't.
Why the HELL should I stick around here?
Like.
What does it ******** matter?
UGH!
Not to mension, if thou my boyfriend has tattoos.
And peirces, and isn't normal.
DOESN'T mean he isn't a very nice good person.
Sure he has his flaws like his anger.
But hes a GOOD person.
That cares a LOT.
Maybe even too much.
And hes getting blamed for this s**t?
When he doesn't even LIVE here anymore?
WHAT THE ******** mean, hes gone out for the past like 4-5 days.
Looking for a job.
And hes even got job interviews.
Like.
SERIOUSLY!
I HATE THIS!
And I have all the nerve to go down their and beat him over and over.
He lost like 55 dollars.
And hes blaming my boyfriend or me.
Saying that my grandma should have kicked nick out ages ago.
This ******** 11 year old kid, doesn't know who hes DEALING with!
Hes only my ******** HALF brother.
And I treat him like hes my whole.
He ******** HIT me with a ruler in the like temple.
And I still don't hate this kid.
Why?
Because hes my FAMILY.
And thats all I have.
My mother, my brother, and my grandma.
Why the HELL would I mess that up?
This is B U L L S H I T!
I get home and verbally abused?
Why should I endure this?
I havn't ******** DONE anything.
I'm a good little girl.
That trys to always do her homework.
And please her grandma.
And keep in touch with her friends.
And NOT ******** up like my whore of a mother.
But no.
Its ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLWAYS me.
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!
I want to leave.
I want to leave.
I WANT TO LEEEEEEEEAVE!
No one gives a s**t about me.
Honestly they don't.
Why the HELL should I stick around here?
Like.
What does it ******** matter?
UGH!
Not to mension, if thou my boyfriend has tattoos.
And peirces, and isn't normal.
DOESN'T mean he isn't a very nice good person.
Sure he has his flaws like his anger.
But hes a GOOD person.
That cares a LOT.
Maybe even too much.
And hes getting blamed for this s**t?
When he doesn't even LIVE here anymore?
WHAT THE ******** mean, hes gone out for the past like 4-5 days.
Looking for a job.
And hes even got job interviews.
Like.
SERIOUSLY!
I HATE THIS!
