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 Posted: Thu Jan 31, 2008 4:46 pm
.Otayz.
Well...
Vodka is trying to get into this place that helps with.... issues. >.<
Why?
Because Vodka is retarded.
But anyway.
Vodka isn't very nice to himself.
And he doesn't have such great self-esteem or self-love or stuff.
He doesn't really like himself that much.
So.... he does some not so great things.
And well...
He just wants to know if anyone has ever cut/bit themselves/scratched themselves.
Or if they've ever had an eating disorder... and how they got help for it?
Pwease dun hate me. >.<
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Posted: Thu Jan 31, 2008 5:03 pm
Well I know for me. When I had my like eatting disorder no one really knew about it.
Cause well I hid it really well.
But like, my friends well my best friend noticed.
But she didn't know how to bring it up.
Until I like, actually got worried about myself.
So what happened was instead of eating just at school.
I'd eat at school and only at my friends house.
So of course, I spent a lot of time there.
But gradually I like, was okay with eating again.
It sounds weird.
But for some reason I HATED eating at home.
And then Id do these insane workouts and like it was just bad ><;
But more I like eat almost regular.
And like don't do crazy things like that.
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Posted: Thu Jan 31, 2008 5:13 pm
.Well thats good!
Like... one of my friends in real life knows.
She told me to get some ******** courage and get over it. ;~;
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Posted: Thu Jan 31, 2008 5:17 pm
.::*::. <3 .::*::.
Thats really kinda like... mean. D<
A friend should be there for you. And help you out.
If I was like IRL with you.
You know I'd help you out.
^^
.::*::. Lets make History together. .::*::.
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Posted: Thu Jan 31, 2008 5:24 pm
.Yeah I know.
::huggles::
Thats just it though.
Like... all of my good friends who actually care about me are the ones on the net.
Its so weird.
And... I'm so sick of my life.
It just makes me want to puke.
I think thats part of my ED.
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Posted: Thu Jan 31, 2008 8:21 pm
Your ED?
Like Emotionally disturbed thingy.
They like mark you with at school?
Kinda like LD and stuff like that?
I have that. ><;;;; The ED thingy. And the LD. But whatever.
But thats not too weird, you just have an easier way of expressing yourself.
When your not physically with someone, or when you dont have to talk.
Or when you dont have to be like, directly talking to them.
I know my problem is hearing/seeing their reaction.
Like their tone and face expression.
It gets to me.
I'm not really sure if any of thats relavent. But ><;;; Yeah.
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Posted: Fri Feb 01, 2008 10:15 am
Oh, I've hurt myself. Alotalotalot. Going on, ********, eleven years, and I'm only 17. Nothing like starting early. ^^;
Soo. . . yeah. Jus' so you know you're not alone.
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Posted: Fri Feb 01, 2008 12:28 pm
My friend doesn't eat at lunvh. o i forcefeed her. Every day. She hates me, but still loves me b/c we are best friends. My other friend is emo. I don't talk to her.
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Posted: Fri Feb 01, 2008 5:39 pm
Your. Little. Girl.
Your ED?
Like Emotionally disturbed thingy.
They like mark you with at school?
Kinda like LD and stuff like that?
I have that. ><;;;; The ED thingy. And the LD. But whatever.
But thats not too weird, you just have an easier way of expressing yourself.
When your not physically with someone, or when you dont have to talk.
Or when you dont have to be like, directly talking to them.
I know my problem is hearing/seeing their reaction.
Like their tone and face expression.
It gets to me.
I'm not really sure if any of thats relavent. But ><;;; Yeah.
.Hmmm?
Nein. >.<
Eien was talking about Eating Disorder.
Sorry.
Whats this LD thing you're talking about?
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Posted: Fri Feb 01, 2008 5:41 pm
.six-speed.[.tranny.] Oh, I've hurt myself. Alotalotalot. Going on, ********, eleven years, and I'm only 17. Nothing like starting early. ^^; Soo. . . yeah. Jus' so you know you're not alone. .11 years?
Wow.
I've hurt myself since I was 12... and now I'm 17.
I wish I didn't though.
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Posted: Fri Feb 01, 2008 5:42 pm
Mystic Chick55 My friend doesn't eat at lunvh. o i forcefeed her. Every day. She hates me, but still loves me b/c we are best friends. My other friend is emo. I don't talk to her. .How is she your friend if you don'tt alk to her? o.o
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Posted: Fri Feb 01, 2008 11:42 pm
x_Vodka Slurrz .Otayz.
Well...
Vodka is trying to get into this place that helps with.... issues. >.<
Why?
Because Vodka is retarded.
But anyway.
Vodka isn't very nice to himself.
And he doesn't have such great self-esteem or self-love or stuff.
He doesn't really like himself that much.
So.... he does some not so great things.
And well...
He just wants to know if anyone has ever cut/bit themselves/scratched themselves.
Or if they've ever had an eating disorder... and how they got help for it?
Pwease dun hate me. >.< -huggles vodka- I have an eating disorder..and i cut..and..meh..other things but to be truthful i havent and wont get help for it cuz i dunno..i dont cut a whole lot anymore I used to tho lol blamed it on the cat >.> Im pretty sure my insides are slowly rotting away becuz of the eating disorder lol lately ive had these pains that are like someone tearing a knife through yer insides..meh. But..I wish I could tell yyou where to get help doll..yer to cool to mutilate&starve yerself babe ^-^
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 5:53 am
xGrunnyRAWRX x_Vodka Slurrz .Otayz.
Well...
Vodka is trying to get into this place that helps with.... issues. >.<
Why?
Because Vodka is retarded.
But anyway.
Vodka isn't very nice to himself.
And he doesn't have such great self-esteem or self-love or stuff.
He doesn't really like himself that much.
So.... he does some not so great things.
And well...
He just wants to know if anyone has ever cut/bit themselves/scratched themselves.
Or if they've ever had an eating disorder... and how they got help for it?
Pwease dun hate me. >.< -huggles vodka- I have an eating disorder..and i cut..and..meh..other things but to be truthful i havent and wont get help for it cuz i dunno..i dont cut a whole lot anymore I used to tho lol blamed it on the cat >.> Im pretty sure my insides are slowly rotting away becuz of the eating disorder lol lately ive had these pains that are like someone tearing a knife through yer insides..meh. But..I wish I could tell yyou where to get help doll..yer to cool to mutilate&starve yerself babe ^-^ .=(
So are you.
Why don't you want help for your ED?
I've wanted help for a long time... but no one ever listens.
No one ever has.
Its like I'm mute or something.
I tell them I'm not okay.
I cut myself.
I puke my effing guts out...
And they still won't listen.
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Posted: Sat Mar 01, 2008 3:56 pm
Hmm I've Cut myself many many times before >.<
My mom found out and made me go to therapy.
I pretended it worked to make my mom happy.
& well it kinda worked.
But i have the urge again and i dunno what to do >.<
You could try it therapy.
But i dunno if it will work
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Posted: Sat Mar 01, 2008 8:13 pm
T O X I C _S C E N E 101 Hmm I've Cut myself many many times before >.< My mom found out and made me go to therapy. I pretended it worked to make my mom happy. & well it kinda worked. But i have the urge again and i dunno what to do >.< You could try it therapy. But i dunno if it will work .Hey!
I know you!
I go to a shrink.
It.... helps I guess.
But still.
I don't know... =(
Oh... and our sigs are alike. ^^
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