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 Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2008 5:19 pm
I'm scared to hear or see anything else, because things just keep going down hill for my life..
My grandpa commited suicide.
I never had the chance to get to know him. I wonder that if I could've known him more, if maybe he wouldn't have commited suicide. Or if I had made extra effort to show him that I loved and cared for him, and I enjoyed every single birthday card he and grandma sent to me.
No one knows why he did it..
I'm not sure how to handle this..
Why do people do this?
Why did *I* want to do this a year ago?
This is terrible. This is so, so terrible.
If he had died like a normal man of his age, in a peaceful way.. If he had reached out for help, he would've been fine. If he just gave it one more day.. just a few more days to get better, it would've gotten better.
If he had known...
Has anyone else lost someone to suicide?
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Posted: Thu Jan 31, 2008 8:22 pm
his death has nothing to do with you.
nothing that happened was your fault at all
no one is to blame but him.
i know its hard and you will have to be sad for a while. but sounding yourself with people and talking about it alot will lhelp
im here for you too
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