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 Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 6:51 pm
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If I knew that it was going to be the last time I talked to you, I would of said something better. If I knew this was going to happen, I would of taken the hit. I hope you can hear me.
crying heart I'll always love you.
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2008 3:02 am
I'm so sorry Prime sad
People should not die that young gonk
Ughh I wish I could say something better or do something or anything. But virtual hugs is all I got..
*hug*
This is probably a stupid question... but are you okay?
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2008 1:49 pm
Not right now. crying
Tomorrow is going to be the worst of it...because of school. I don't want to hear the principle make that type of announcement...I'm going to loose it.
God, damn it.
He was seriously one of the funniest kids I've ever met.
And now I'm going to have to get a new lab partner in chemistry. crying
He was one of the only kids I met at school who actually listened to Michael Jackson with me.
That Goddamn iPod has been in my ears.
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2008 4:17 pm
Oh. My. God. Prime. I'm so sorry about this happening.
Love to youuu....<33
This is so scary. My mom and I yesterday passed by this crash site where this truck ran over a bike. (The guy was OK, though)
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2008 5:25 pm
He was my lab partner in chemistry...and the Friday it happened we made a penny turn gold during class. He insisted that I kept the penny, so I did. crying Tonight I had to finish the lab report. Ugghh. Looking at that penny is so weird.
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 10:32 am
PrimeOdd Not right now. crying
Tomorrow is going to be the worst of it...because of school. I don't want to hear the principle make that type of announcement...I'm going to loose it.
God, damn it.
He was seriously one of the funniest kids I've ever met.
And now I'm going to have to get a new lab partner in chemistry. crying
He was one of the only kids I met at school who actually listened to Michael Jackson with me.
That Goddamn iPod has been in my ears.
God his poor parents. And everyone. Ughh.
You're at school right now.
I'm thinking of you, sweetie. Thinking of you and your friends and everyone who knew him. I'm hoping you're holding up and can comfort each other.
I wish I had any kind of advice for you. But you know me, I'm a train wreck when it comes to dealing with stuff like that. I guess the only thing that ever makes me feel any better is just venting. Getting everything off your chest, crying, yelling, doing whatever you feel the need to do.
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 10:42 am
PrimeOdd He was my lab partner in chemistry...and the Friday it happened we made a penny turn gold during class. He insisted that I kept the penny, so I did. crying Tonight I had to finish the lab report. Ugghh. Looking at that penny is so weird.
And I know this in no way is gonna make things easier for you... but if I could, I'd do anything so you wouldn't have to go through this.
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 5:47 pm
Polyphonic Twilight PrimeOdd Not right now. crying
Tomorrow is going to be the worst of it...because of school. I don't want to hear the principle make that type of announcement...I'm going to loose it.
God, damn it.
He was seriously one of the funniest kids I've ever met.
And now I'm going to have to get a new lab partner in chemistry. crying
He was one of the only kids I met at school who actually listened to Michael Jackson with me.
That Goddamn iPod has been in my ears.
God his poor parents. And everyone. Ughh.
You're at school right now.
I'm thinking of you, sweetie. Thinking of you and your friends and everyone who knew him. I'm hoping you're holding up and can comfort each other.
I wish I had any kind of advice for you. But you know me, I'm a train wreck when it comes to dealing with stuff like that. I guess the only thing that ever makes me feel any better is just venting. Getting everything off your chest, crying, yelling, doing whatever you feel the need to do. I'm just to a point now where it won't come out anymore.
Like, I've cried so much...I just can't cry anymore.
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 5:48 pm
Polyphonic Twilight PrimeOdd He was my lab partner in chemistry...and the Friday it happened we made a penny turn gold during class. He insisted that I kept the penny, so I did. crying Tonight I had to finish the lab report. Ugghh. Looking at that penny is so weird.
And I know this in no way is gonna make things easier for you... but if I could, I'd do anything so you wouldn't have to go through this.I know you would, Poly. I know. crying
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 5:52 pm
It's not my nature to do this: Get some counseling. <33
I mean, if you are gonna deal with this w/o professional help you are gonna go through more things than you should.
Cuz like I read somewhere that a death of a loved one goes in like 12 ways: Guilt, Anger, Grief....
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 5:53 pm
Today during school was so weird. The bad kind of weird.
Like...just looking at his emty seat in chemistry and art. I couldn't take my eyes off of it. And just seeing tears coming down Mr. Dewitt's face...just listening to him talk about how just last Friday he was teaching him. And just listening to Mrs. Evink talk about the last conversation she had with him...how he was nerdy for making a bowling pin out of clay. crying heart Uggghhh. Whyyyy. And then the counselers had to come in and talk to us during both of the classes I had with him. I had to listen to the speech twice. And just listening to when his visitation is going to be and the funeral over the PA. Godddd.
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 9:11 am
PrimeOdd Today during school was so weird. The bad kind of weird.
Like...just looking at his emty seat in chemistry and art. I couldn't take my eyes off of it. And just seeing tears coming down Mr. Dewitt's face...just listening to him talk about how just last Friday he was teaching him. And just listening to Mrs. Evink talk about the last conversation she had with him...how he was nerdy for making a bowling pin out of clay. crying heart Uggghhh. Whyyyy. And then the counselers had to come in and talk to us during both of the classes I had with him. I had to listen to the speech twice. And just listening to when his visitation is going to be and the funeral over the PA. Godddd.
It can only get easier from here on out.
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