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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 6:27 pm
It was a relief to be allowed to roam the premises alone. The so-called adults seemed compelled to provide near-constant supervision and Ylaine could only escape that supervision in the confines of her own room. Like anyone with a mind as sharp as hers, it was like being a prisoner of mind and not body, allowed to roam where she chose, but given only limited freedom.
She knew full well that the Center was hardly an unsupervised location. There were security officers, hidden, scattered across the premises, and monitoring devices invisible to the naked eye. Ylaine knew all of their locations. She knew everything about the building, same as she knew everything else. But the illusion of freedom in this instance sufficed. All Ylaine asked for was that, if they would not leave her completely to her own devices, they at least stopped hovering about her.
She looked up at the directional signs pointing to different rooms and facilities. Administrative offices this way, rooms 100-150 that way, cafeteria dead ahead. Though she knew the building's schematics, the signs helped her orient her location. Merging her data with reality was not an easy task.
She set off towards the library, choosing a route away from the more populated areas. Even though she had a bandana covering her head casing, she still did not want to run into many other people. She felt as if they would know her secret just by looking, despite the attempted camouflage. Irrational, but that was the nature of emotions.
Ylaine had to stand on the tip of her toes to open the door to the library, but she was relieved to find it was as quiet a location as the definition of a library implied. She was curious to find out if her apparent knowledge of all published texts was indeed accurate and set out wandering among the shelves.
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 6:47 pm
Humming exuberantly, Irelia cruised along the streets of the city, her mind on things that she told no one. Her red bike splashed in to puddles, the tires slicing through thick grass. Irelia was blissfully, happily, finally alone. Knowing the secrets of all those around her was tiring, and talking to people unfailingly allowed her to know them, even if she didn't want to know. Secrets that people kept from themselves, secrets that could hurt people they loved, secrets that could even land them in jail. It made Irelia's head hurt, and sometimes she forgot who she was for a moment, so deep in someone else's mind.
So Irelia peddled her bike, finding areas in the city where no one trekked, but it was lonely. She tried making friends with the other children, she really did, but her social skills were atrocious and she usually ended up getting in to fights. She was on her best behaviour around the other children from the Liberty Center, mostly because she found that they were harder nuts to crack than the other, normal humans. So she felt safe around them, but at the same time, felt that there was much more at stake with them than with anyone else.
Because if they disliked her too, when she wasn't giving them the heebie-jeebies from knowing too much, Irelia had no one else to turn to. These thoughts milling in her mind, Irelia turned in to the next street, and skated to a stop. She hadn't been near the Liberty Centre in a long while, not since the bullying had cascaded in to Irelia being thrown out of school, and her being sent away to London. Locking her bike on to a piece of chain-link fence, Irelia strolled in to the building.
Bored by the lack of interesting things to do, Irelia walked through the doors that marked the Library and began to wander around. The library was a place that Irelia had never been before, and she was shocked to discover that while the patrons were silent, there was a distant... humming coming from the books themselves.
Intrigued, Irelia bent to pick up a book discarded on the ground, and almost bumped in to a small child.
"Oops. Sorry about that. Are you ok?"
Irelia eyed her bandanna and shrugged. She looked human but there were a couple of kids she knew that were anything but.
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 7:10 pm
"I am unhurt," said Ylaine, wary of the question. She had gone through so much trouble to evade the attentions of adults on this excursion. While this stranger was clearly not an adult, the expression of concern was not a positive point in Ylaine's book. She glanced Irelia for just a moment, not wanting to stare, but she could feel Irelia's eyes on her. It made Ylaine uncomfortable.
The book Ylaine was holding was a text on flowers, their biology and cultivation. Fairly dry stuff, far outside what a child Ylaine's age should be interested in. She had it open to a spot in the middle. "Do you require something?" Ylaine's eyes scanned the page as if reading. The only picture was a diagram of the structure of a leaf.
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 7:18 pm
"Oh good," Irelia said, ignoring the little girl again. Flopping on to the ground with a sigh, Irelia opened the book happily.
It was in latin, a thoroughly dead language, and it looked quite expensive for the book seemed to be written by a deft hand dead long ago. The book was old and tired, but he was very eager to tell Irelia his secrets. Irelia happily ate them up, then forgot about him suddenly, looking up in to Ylaine's face.
"I've never been in a library before, do you know where the books on species of mammals are?"
Irelia never thought for an instant if it was normal to be asking a child younger than she was where books were, since Ylaine seemed to know what she was doing, reading her dry and boring book. (Irelia could hear the book speaking, and it was the very dry monotone talk of a new book)
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 7:35 pm
"599," said Ylaine, but did not offer up the fact that this section was 581, or that the books on mammals were all of two shelving units away. To her, 599 was the answer, even though by itself the number had no bearing on the library's geography. Her data was reality removed from reality. Ylaine returned the book she held to the wall and took the one next to it, opening it to a random spot near the middle again and resuming her reading. Clearly Ylaine had not been the one to discard that other book on the floor. She was too meticulous. Yet she had not bothered to return the dropped book to its place, either.
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 8:07 pm
Irelia retrieved her book on mountain goats, and settled back on to the floor, gravitating towards the other child. There was something familiar about her but she couldn't put her finger on it. After the book happily told her about how it liked her hoofs, Irelia sighed, and put the book on top of the discarded Latin one, which grumbled softly at the indignity.
"Sooo... I guess you're new around here, aren't you? I'm Irelia, what's your name?"
Irelia tried to be quiet but her voice carried, and drove a librarian to whisper a loud SHHH! in her direction.
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 8:18 pm
"I am Ylaine." She repeated her earlier action with the book, shelving the one she held and removing the next. It was almost like she was looking for something and had decided to check the books one by one. "This is my first time here."
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 9:54 pm
Irelia was intrigued by the little girl who could read and knew where the library books were.
"You read too, huh? That's craaaaazy! I read pretty early too, but not the size of books you're reading," Receiving no immediate answer, Irelia huffed, "well, i bet the books don't whisper to you like they do to me!"
Irelia mentally yelled a HA! at the end of her sentence.
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 8:17 am
"Read?" echoed Ylaine softly, a troubled look crossing her face. Her voice had an almost otherwordly quality to it, a low calm that would have been suited to a woman of wisdom and power in some ancient land. "Yes, I suppose I do. I was not aware books were able to whisper." Nor did the idea seem to fit the definitions of book and whisper as Ylaine understood them.
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 1:46 pm
Irelia straightened out her skirt, and coughed, readying herself for her odd explanation.
"Of course books talk! They full of yummy secrets, and most are very helpful, because the person who wrote them expected them to be. The best, most vibrant ones are the really old ones, bound by humans or even better, written by them! I get an insight in to why they wrote it, rather than just the words," Irelia smiled, and nodded at Ylaine, "of course, it doesn't help me with school much since the books we read are new and therefore computer manufactured. So they're dull and boring."
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 8:29 pm
Ylaine was confused. "They contain the same words regardless of their age," she noted. "Why would they offer you more insight than any other person? Their texts are not secret." At least, not where Ylaine was concerned. She looked up at Irelia with a sort of dazed awe, quietly wishing she had the other girl's age, height, and hair and wondering what it was this girl seemed to know that Ylaine did not. The thought was beginning to nag at Ylaine.
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 8:58 pm
Irelia thought for a moment, perplexed. Ylaine answered her questions, but offered no more information about herself. It was if she wanted to tell Irelia to bugger off, but her expression and manner seemed to say something else. Irelia's hands itched to grab her book off her back, and reveal Ylaine's internal monologue but she was trying really hard to be good and respect others "boundaries".
Painfully hard for someone as nosy as Irelia.
"Of course books are secretive! Look, all the pages of wisdom and thoughts are secret until you read them! Sometimes there are also hidden subtexts too!"
Irelia loved subtexts. And loopholes.
Irelia wrinkled her nose, trying to think of a way to explain what she did,
"Um, most people can't hear the whispers of books. I hear whispers from people too, snatches of inner dialogue that they wish no one to know. Today I heard of people secretly in love with others, people with secret places, people with secret lives. Its all very confusing and mish-mashed unless i use the Book, but then its too much like I am intruding on others. Not that I have a problem with that, but my dad says its "unethical"."
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 10:25 pm
"I don't need to read the books," said Ylaine flatly, "I already know what they contain. I was merely checking them for accuracy." And checking herself for accuracy in the process. Ylaine closed the book she was holding, put it back onto the shelf, and this time did not take another. Irelia's words intrigued her. It had never before occurred to her that possessing private information on others might be seen as unethical, but then, Ylaine did not have a highly-developed sense of ethics, being only a few weeks old. The information she held was not of the same nature as what Irelia was describing, but it was certainly secret, at least from general public knowledge.
"Tell me more about secrets," Ylaine instructed.
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Posted: Wed Jan 16, 2008 1:33 pm
Feeling that Ylaine's attention was fully on hers, Irelia closed the book that had been open on her lap, and pulled her large leather bound book from her backpack.
"Secrets are really interesting, because secrets are different from everyone. For example, one person might think that they need to keep who they date secret, while others choose to tell anyone that information. Its not just information based, but also emotional based."
Opening her book, Irelia turned to look at Ylaine, running her hands over the pages as if she was reading braile. Smiling, Irelia shook her head.
"Don't worry about hiding your brain-casing; I mean, i have wonky legs and horns so I am not even as human looking as you."
Irelia hoped that her example wouldn't make Ylaine mad at her. She was just trying to show what she knew.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 6:00 pm
Ylaine's heart was gripped with a fearful chill. She looked away from Irelia, ashamed, and carefully reached up to check that her bandana was still in place. Near as she could tell, it was, but she checked it again. She knew everything that had ever been printed yet she could not even tell when the bandana had slipped on her head. Ylaine was unaware Irelia had used other means to gain this secret.
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