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 Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 6:41 pm
I'm always wondering how everyone's doing and what's going on in their life. So I figured I'd start this thread. So everytime you feel up or down or are just bored and want to share something about your life, you can post here.
Here's Ange's 2 cents for the day:
Well, Ange got a new iPod, so she's fairly happy. It cost a lot of course, but I have a lot of music so it's worth it.
Christmas was ok I guess. Every year I ask for nothing (I don't like getting gifts so I always request that my parents donate the money. They buy me stuff anyway.)
I got some cowboy boots and some Channel earrings, and Season 2 of Supernatural and some books, but the rest of my gifts I don't think I'll use much. It's aggravating because I know they'll be collecting dust next month and the money could've been put to better use.
Otherwise I'm in limbo. I'm doing scholarship apps and my homework. I can't quite bring myself to worry about exams yet. But I think I'm worried deep down.
Part of me is kind of down because I realized how much people don't seem to like me and how few true friends I really have. I got called conceited because someone asked me about something and begged me to go in detail. Which I did. Then they call me conceited and tell me to quit talking about myself. I also got told I was a b***h by some other people. Which, I mean, I know I have bitchy moments, but that was cruel. Why do people feel the need to tell other people stuff like that? It's wrong.
At the same time I feel oddly free. For some reason I'm in a whole "I DON'T CARE" sort of mood. I feel energized. I've been exercising and all. But other than that I've done nothing. And have the desire to do nothing.
Wow. That was long. I really needed to get that out.
How's everyone else doing?
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 7:03 pm
Yay for the new Ipod *hugs*. I hope you feel better =]. I wouldn't take the b***h thing too harshly, I'd take it as a compliment (personally). In today's world that just means you have a back bone. I proudly call myself an alpha-b***h. But that's just because I know what I want. whee On a side note, who called you conceded? I'll whip their a**.
I decided randomly I'm done with college applications. I applied to southwestern & a&m. I love SMU but it's too close to home so I don't see the point in applying somewhere that I know I won't go. I'm guaranteed admission into A&M. Southwestern is the #1 choice. I decided against Rice simply because I don't want to live in Houston. Blah.
I'm going ultra-mega-banner crazy right now. I love paint shop pro. Hopefully everyone will like the new banners.
What else... I need to see my friends because I have mountains of presents for them in my room & I want them to have them (so Ange you get to open more presents; please pretend to like them so I feel happy about it wink )
I'm excited because I turn 18 in *drum roll* 18 days (there are 31 days in december right?). I'm skipping school that day, renewing my liscence, and getting my ears pierced for the third and final time. yay! (haven't told my partents about the last bit there, I'm going to have to escape them. They believe 'excessive' piercing classifies you as a different sort of person. I think it's a generation thingie. At any rate, I get to take care of that. I would have done it myself but I want the cartilidge done & I've heard scary stories about upper ear piercings gone wrong.
In other news, I've spent most of xmas break in isolation (by that I mean with family + Kevin (boyfriend of long, long time). It's been great. I like having me time haha. (I love myself... MWA! *kisses self in mirror*. I could so be Ayame one day.... *sigh* if only...)
I'm frustrated because I have to wait until march for the next fruits basket to be released in the US. I don't want to cheat and read it online but I am being tempted. Oh dear...
Well I think I've talked about me for long enough. That's a wrap ^_^
PS: Ange cheer up! I loves you!
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 7:17 pm
The b***h thing came from Neil and Marc (Marc decided to tell me "neil thinks your a b***h" over AIM, which was just odd and stupid honestly) and the conceited from melissa (I took that like a grain of sand though because her opinion doesn't matter much to me.)
Being done with college apps is fabulous isn't it? It's too bad you decided against Rice. We could've been roomies! I hope you get into where you want. It's nervewracking, all this waiting.
And damn, I didn't realize you're birthday was that close! My mind I still thinking late November/early December. I need to figure out what I'm getting you a birthday present.
So you're getting your cartilage pierced? I still need to get my second piercing from my 15th birthday XD. I will eventually.
When I turn 18 will you come with me for something (I'm thinking a small tatoo on my hip bone)? I'm not really wanting a belly button piercing because it apparently hurts if you're too skinny and I'm afraid to get cartilage cause my cousin's got infected easily.
You should get one of those earrings that connects at both the cartilage and the lower lobe. (oooh. I think I just figured out what one of your presents will be!)
Too bad I'm not turning 18 first. I really want to get someone porn for their 18th birthday....
Maybe I'll do that to Katie... hehe.
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 7:30 pm
lol. Boys work in strange ways. That might have originated from you kicking Zach in the nuts. (which Kevin & I missed because we were staring at the ginormous green motorcycle). What happened exactly?
I'm starting to wish I applied early somewhere but at the same time I'm glad I didn't. I have a feeling I would have early decided to A&M which would have been a mistake but it would be nice to know that I'm definitely in somewhere... poop. Plus senior recognition for siwmming is on the 10th & I'll be one of the "is attending this or that place" instead of "so & so is going yada yada on the bla bla bla scholarship" so I don't get recognized as much & I'm a smidge to level headed to go around & to brag to people outside our group of friends. I need to be more self absorbed. I think that'll be my new year's resolution. We'll go around the table & I'll say "my goal for this year is to love myself even more." hahahaha. Hopefully you get in wher eyou want to. You have to come visit me. OR ELSE! But as long as you continue to play gaia (just imagine, one day we will be the 60 year old people that are still on here and all the little lads & lasses will be telling us to ******** off.... ah the beauty!) we're guaranteed to stay in touch. Le snap!
Yup for the cartlidge. I can't wait *so close*. Hopefully it's not too expensive. I need to look into prices... I have $40 to last me until the end of January (I went a little overboard with xmas shopping... again... oops) so we'll see. I'm sure you could do the 2nd piercing yourself just boil a needle in hot water &have some fun. That's how I got my second ones. Or you could go to claire's. There is also a parlor somewhere in irving that doesn't card for piercings so maybe look into that?
With our love, darling, you don't need to buy me porn. Bahahahaha! Sorry, I think we should buy Zach gay porn for his birthday... that would be hilarious. Or we could get him an inflatable sheep... oh the joys...
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 7:46 pm
They told me this yesterday so I don't think that's why.
And Zack deserved the kick. He makes short jokes and usually I'm ok. But when I ask him to stop multiple times and he proceeds and basically starts telling me my existence is bad because I don't like scrubs I get fed up.
I'm a bit nervous cause I didn't apply early, but at the same time I'm glad. I keep hearing from people who rushed their applications and messed up.
I promise to stay in touch! You, Anthony, Danielle, and Sarah (if she wants to) are the only people I really have a desire to keep in touch with. HOPEFULLY, I'll make it to California. Then you can come visit me because Cali is soooo pretty.
I always go overboard with X-mas shopping. This year I spent $160 or so. Which means I only have $40 left in my checking. But I have about $60 in cash and a little over 800 now in the savings. My mom is the one who came up with doing the second piercing so I'm allowed to have it done. I was going to do it myself but I can't find the needle I used when I redid my right ear a few years ago. (And if you need more money for the piercing I'll contribute as part of your present. biggrin )
LET'S BUY ZACK GAY PORN! YES.
And I owe Gordon a stuffed Polar Bear with tin foil armor now that I think about it.
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 7:58 pm
lol. I think a kick to his manliness was a smidge harsh, maybe just a slap next time? I really want to see his children one day, I'll be sad if he can't have any haha. xd
I'm hoping to keep in touch with everyone but who knows how that is going to go over. At any rate, I look forward to going to a brand new place with kevin & having tons of fun. Yay for college. Southwestern is my dream college but I'm sad because if I go there Kevin will be 40 minutes away (still.... *tear*) possibly even more. If I go to A&M he'll be walking distance away. He told me he's content either way he just wants to be with me (which makes me feel like a control freak because I'm making all the decisions X__X) & I'm torn between if I'd rather put some distance b/t us and go with a dream school or settle for a really badass but not dream school and have him 5 minutes away from me tops.
I think I spent in the ball park of $250.00 on xmas presents, but with the size of my family that's not all that suprising. On the bright side I usually get birthday money so that lasts me through.
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 1:58 pm
^^^ I'm so lost.
Good luck to both of you on your college apps whee
I've been good. Just hanging out with friends and stuff. Snaps for me. cool
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 1:59 pm
Bahahahahahahha
I just realized I typed snaps for me. MJ, you're rubbing off on me. I never used to use that. You must be saying it too much wink
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 6:55 pm
my life ******** sucks most of the time
I'm fat, I smoke and can't stop, my grades in college ain't impressive
no job, having fun with financial aid money and thats barely a lot of money
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 7:09 pm
I'm sorry *gives Violent Talker a ginormous online hug*. I'm sure everything will work its way out eventually. Besides, you're a really cool person =] don't get too down on yourself.
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 7:35 pm
I agree. You're awesome. Be happy!
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Posted: Tue Jan 01, 2008 10:30 pm
yeah but to tell the truth I may seem cool online but in person its a different story but thanks for the support
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Posted: Wed Jan 02, 2008 3:00 pm
Well, I think all of us probably seem a smidge cooler online than we are in person. I'm probably the most socially akward person you'll ever meet. xd I'm sure you're awesome.
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Posted: Fri Jan 04, 2008 10:56 am
I just got my name changed (now I can finally get my drivers licence. Yay!) and I saw my real dad for the first time and wanted to kick the crap out of him for leaving before I was born. one word of advice though, don't go to court, it's scary as hell.
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Posted: Fri Jan 04, 2008 11:42 am
I kinda feel insecure about my age. Like people think I'm stupid and immature because I'm 13. But I'm here, talking with college students. Gaia is kind of an escape from all my insecurities. I can come here and hang with you guys and feel right at home.
MJ: True. I know I definitely appear way cooler than in real life. PS: I, too, am very socially awkward
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