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 Posted: Tue Dec 25, 2007 11:50 pm
No body ever posts here anymore. Mario's on vacation and has no access to the internet, so I understand, but Yolie is on all the time!
sheesh post once in a while, I didn't make this guild just to talk to myself. It gets lonely. crying
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Posted: Wed Dec 26, 2007 9:30 pm
hey i said i would and I did! see i'm still alive
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 8:46 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 9:10 pm
I'm here but I seem to have a lot to say but no voice to say it.
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Miss Katie Scarlett OHara Crew
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Miss Katie Scarlett OHara Crew
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 9:28 pm
It's even more lonely when the person you need most is in the same room, but won't say anything to you. It's worse than not having them here at all.
So lonely when you have family that could help you in an instant but refuse to even talk to you.
So lonely when people forget where they come from and look down on people in unfortunate situations believing they "got what they deserved"
So lonely when you are no longer your best friend but your worst enemy.
So sad when your emotions speak a poetic language, but it doesn't even translate into the written word. You don't even get good writing out of it.
So lonely when friends you talked to a year ago are no longer around to talk to. Then you recieve a call from them and you can't even get yourself to talk to them.
So lonely when you are crying inside but you dare not cry outside in fear of hurting the ones you love.
So sad that I can't even finish this post.
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 10:19 pm
awww cherish make yolie sad. Yolie hugs Cherish!! ^^
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 2:03 am
Germaine_Lovegood It's even more lonely when the person you need most is in the same room, but won't say anything to you. It's worse than not having them here at all. So lonely when you have family that could help you in an instant but refuse to even talk to you. So lonely when people forget where they come from and look down on people in unfortunate situations believing they "got what they deserved" So lonely when you are no longer your best friend but your worst enemy. So sad when your emotions speak a poetic language, but it doesn't even translate into the written word. You don't even get good writing out of it. So lonely when friends you talked to a year ago are no longer around to talk to. Then you recieve a call from them and you can't even get yourself to talk to them. So lonely when you are crying inside but you dare not cry outside in fear of hurting the ones you love. So sad that I can't even finish this post. yeah, I've been feelign lonely too, sometimes I feel like no one really thinks of me as important that I'm just there to entertain, but when they go home they forget about me altogehter.
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 1:44 pm
Thanks Yolie for the huggles *hugs back*.
I also know about the whole "I'm there to entertain" situation Dagger.
My mom feels that way so much usually. That's who I was referring to when I was talking about people forgetting where they come from.
Yes some of the lines were towards certain people, but some were just emotions.
I really do hope the new year does do myself and everyone else well.
I do not want to ruin another person's year nor do I want to go back in black.
Which I've considered making my identity again; the dark loner against the Performing Arts center.
Ani, John, Alecia and all the others I look up to were all loners, I should only look at it as proof that I will make something of myself.
If only I felt that way.
Everything I do is half-a** and I'm not as good as I thought. Jerry hates it when I talk like this, but I think he's only patronizing me when he says I am good.
He says he's not.
Sorry just sort of trying to get it all out before the new year does come. I have to get myself out of this. I feel like that line in "Swing"
"Lurking like a troll under the bridge between your heart and your head"
Next semester don't be surprised if everything I wear is related to Ani. She will become my God once again.
Not really, I won't be as obsessed as I used to but I miss her as a friend. Stopped listening to her because it brought back too many memories, but she's awesome to listen to.
Better wrap up this post. Gotta go do stuff. I know that's vague.
Sorry that people use you Dagger, that's never nice.
And sorry for making you cry Yolie, I don't want to upset others.
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Miss Katie Scarlett OHara Crew
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 12:34 am
I almost forgot about Ani. Wow, it really has been a while since you spoken of her.
Honestly I think you do things great and you care about what you do.
A lot of people feel down and out. I have those days all the time.
One of the reasons I change my hair so often is becuase I want to make a change that will help me get out of feeling down. Sometimes I feel can't be good enough either.
Sometimes I get tired of falling in love and not getting it return.
And sometimes I get tired of watching all the guys i'm attracted to be attracted too some skinny bimbo who donated all her organs.
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