Erinsleeping
i need lots of help right now... mostly emotionally... you see a few weeks ago i got beaten up pretty badly and well raped then my gf at the time killed the people responcible got caught sentence to life and just got executed monday... my ex wants to get back with me but i dont know right now and i found out 3 days before the execution that im pregnate from the rape... and right now i just dont what to do...
help please
For some reason, I can relate, though through other ways. Lies, deception, exploitation; few years ago. Made me mostly block out a lot of my early life to forget, though I live with depression, probably always will, as you might unless you can find a way I haven't to get over that emotion.
There is that slight joy, to know the ones who harmed you on the four levels, have been dealt with in the mortal way, perhaps as well on the immortal.
To your departed one, it would seem our justice isn't the best to deal with circumstantial parts of life. What she did was a great thing, as sacrificing herself to give you a relief in life, even though knowing, somewhere in her mind that she may not have been able to live life with you, though no one entirely knows of the end that faced her as well. My words seem very limited though to describe much on it.
Your ex however, I wouldn't get together with in such a short time. Perhaps let a few years pass before taking in another relationship, if you ever chose to. It isn't right of him/her to want to be with you so soon like that. To be friends is good, but nothing further.
Life from Corruption. A complicated issue. In light of letting life be life, you can leave your child to adoption when born, or see if someone is willing to accept the embryo into their own womb for birth, if that is even an option. If you chose to end the pregnancy, I have nothing against it either though. You would end the rest of what life the villains had left behind within you, though ending life. One of the hardest decisions in life is in the ending of life that has no controlling if that would happen.
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