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"The World Through Her Eyes"

it began when she was 9 years old.
she didn't know that the world was so cold.
everytime she turn to her parents for help
they'd say "go away" and beat her with a belt.

she realized that she is all alone in the world
she's thinking "how hard can it be for a girl"
she doens't know what the world is thinking.
she is just focused on what she's dreaming.

But when she feels all is hopless
and turns to the only thing she knows is
Things that make her feel alive
But these things wont let her survive

The things she took brought down her pride
She did anything to run and hide
She cant stop it now that she has begun
To take the drugs her head now spun

Now she is going down this unpaven road
And encountering some dangers unknown
It seems creepy and dark, so she has no sight
She is struggling as she is trying to find the light.

She is going forward when she should be going back and
Now she is in trouble and the knowledge is lacking
She's desprate to find any answers to the test.
She is looking for key and realizes that she needs to pass.

Many thoughts occured to her brain
Thoughts of suiside and her pain
She thought that she could just give up
and tell everyone it just wasnt enough

Along down the unpaved road
she thought of all the lies she told
how she abonded all the ones she loved
She looks up to the sky above

She sits there thinking and reminising
Thinging of her family and how much she missed them
She forgot the rule of the family
They always make sure that you're ok.

So as she sis there and wondering
She gets to her feet after pondering
She missed seeing the family in her sight
And wonders when she goes back will it be bright

Without thinking she made up her mind
She spun on her heel
for a road sign to find

walking down the ol' dirt road
A car stoped by and road her home
on the way she got quite scared
thinking of her parents and tempers flared

She was so out of it to see
That actually was the police
She didn't know that and started to flip
So was so angry that she was about to dip.

He pulled to the side and decided to search
her clothes her wallet and even her purse
he pulled out bags and bags of drugs
stuff that she has taken on the run

He pulls onto the road again
by this time the days numberd 10
an hour or so later he pulls into the garage
she saw her house thinking it was a mirage

She didn't know what she was seeing
It was her house but she didn't start believing
She thought that the door was to the living room
She was out of it, tripping off of mushrooms

When she got in the house, it was world war 3
This is someplace that she didn't want to be
But one thing that she did want to see
Was the warmth and love of her family

After Loud screams and suddle cries
she fell upon her mothers eyes
tears bolted down each cheek
and the hugs could make anyone weak

after a while the officer decided to leave
at the front door he felt a tug on his sleeve
the girl stood at him teary eyed and cried
"Thank you officer you saved my life"





*This is one that I wrote on my myspace

THE VALLEY OF BEASTS
as i walk through the valley of beasts,
i shall not fear them,
i shall embrace them as if they actually mattered to the world,
i'm determined they shall not attack me,
even if they are 3 times my size.
as i walk through the land of pity,
i shall not pity them,
i shall respect them as a human,
and remain unscathed as i bid my farewell to this poor valley.
as i walk through the valley of hate,
i shall not admit to being hated,
as i bear a natural disposition of standing up for the poor,
weak and fighting the greedy,ignorent.
this is my dream, it's my nightmare!

DEATH
I am the angel of death
watch me walk away,
The evil will kill you
That is all i can say,
Don't mind me,
I am here to look after you,
But now i am leaving
I know you can look after yourself,
Just in case you need me
Open the door with the key that i gave you,
I will come right back
But you will only see me till u don't need me,
So don't be too sad.. sad

I am NOT EMO or ANYTHING just so you know, this is just what popped in my mind first. i also no it's not that good

Death is....

Death is when your loved ones must depart
Death is a sharp pain to the heart

Death is a feeling of permanent sadness and pain
Death is when your loved ones have forever gone away

Death is a call to heaven or hell
Death is an eternal mansion or cell

Death is a lesson to learn about
Death is a loss, without a doubt

Death is an unhappy feeling to have
Death is unpleasant on anyone's behalf

Death is something we all will go through
Death is a storm waiting to brew

Death is a lingering crow always overhead
Death is a soul, done being fed

AS The Sun Sets
Behind The Hills Of Green
Hoping And Wishing
To Soon Not Be Seen

As We Sit There
With A Blanket And Pillow
Watching It
Breathing The Crisp Air

As We Sit Relaxed,
Not Wishing To Be Moved
We Slowly Doze
Slowly Falling Fast Asleep

Love...

Love can be wonderful.
Love can be beautiful
Love can be suffocating,
and at the same time feel intoxicating.

Love can be mean; can make you feel like Cinderella when the clock stroke twelve.
Love can make you feel like a child who can’t reach the top shelve.
Love can be a tear streaming down your eyes.
Love can feel fake, like your heart has been filled with lies.

Love can be up-and-down, like a yo-yo on string.
Love can be the lullaby that will always make you sing.
Love can make you feel complete.
But Love can also be a foolish desire, an object of imagination, wishful thinking, and most important of all – a cheat.

Love sucks,
Take It From Me...