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Posted: Tue Dec 04, 2007 6:22 am
 The older mare was running as fquickly as she could and Korrine was not far behind. They both took off the moment they heard from a rabbit that Ezriel was wounded nearby. The little creature wasn't even sure if the stallion was alive, too scared to go any closer than he had. She loved Ezriel as if he were her own grandchild, having been there to watch him grow. She knew that whatever she was feeling, it would only be magnified by what Korrine was. The mare might be older than most but she kept her body in top notch condition. She swerved and jumped with an elegance and grace about her, despite the speed she was carrying.
She had to find him.Please be alive, Please be alive, Please be alive. She chanted the phrase over and over again in her head. She hated not knowing but not knowing gave her hope. He could be alive. He would be alive. There was no way her baby would die. She did not survive to bring them into this world for them to be taken from her. Such cruelty should not exist! He would be alive, she told herself. He might be in bad shape but Glamrock will be there for him. Since her eldership and closeness to her deity, her healing was even stronger than it had been when she was in need of it. Ezriel will be fine. He has to. She knew she was getting close for the smell of blood wafted towards her with a gust of wind. "We are close, Korrine," she called back and began to slow down so she could get a better look of the area.Call it luck or a mother's instinct, but Korrine was the first to spot her son laying down on the ground a few yards off. He was unmoving, so still that she was scared to step close. Her body was rigid and tried to remain still though the legs pushed her forward. "Glamrock," she called, her voice just above a whisper and shaking. She wasn't sure if the name was even recognizable. "Oh.. Ezriel," she whispered and began to cry, her body shaking visible as she lowered herself to the ground beside her son. He was covered in blood. There was so much of it. She wasn't sure what had scared her more. Was it the body she saw near Korrine or the voice of the ebony mare. It sounded so scared and devoid of hope. The unicorn made her way over and tried to control her own tears. She had her suspicions on who had attacked him based on the wounds. They were so similar to those she had seen one dark night when she had first stumbled upon Lady Korrine. She didn't dare speak her suspicions out loud. Didn't want to worry Korrine any more than she already was.
The unicorn lowered hself to her knees beside Korrine and lowered her head so that her horn nestled on Ezriel's body near his head. While Korrine whispered words of love to her son, begging him to hold on, reassuring him that all would be well, Glamrock pride silently to her god. She willed the wounds to heal with all of her heart and soul and the magic began to heal the wounds. Most of the wounds healed fairly quickly but it took about ten minutes for the deep wound to close up. It would still be sore and need at least one or two more healings for it to go away and not leave a scar but she would have to give it time before applying another wave of healing to it. Korrine was worried that he had lost too much blood. The wounds were healing nicely, bless Glamrock's soul, but the blood.. it was everywhere. She wanted so badly to get her son to the river and wash it off. His body felt too warm to the touch too. Was he getting a fever or was it just her imagination? "Ezriel, sweetie, you're going to be okay. I promise. I'll take care of you. Everything is going to be fine." She laid her head near his and kissed his nose. She refused to leave his side until he was able to walk with her.
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Posted: Tue Dec 04, 2007 4:21 pm
 Hours had passed since the conflict with his father and the stallion had laid upon the ground, conciousness taken hostage as his body slumbered deeply- attempting to recover from the loss of blood and from the sustained wounds. In and out he had fallen as his eyes managed to flicker and the hazy, shadowed and near surreal surroundings seemed to cause him to hallucinate. If one could imagine a well bloodied and fatigued stallion flaring his nostrils at random, wincing and clenching his jaws as he sucked a gasp of air through his teeth it seemed somewhat eerie and disheartening. Though with the hours passing and his body attempting to stabalize, he was becoming more coherent. He had remembered seeing a rabbit- some rabbit staring at him and them scampering off. Ezriel would have told the thing to get help but his tongue felt restricted, jagged and unable to utter out even the simplest of words. Again he was left alone.
From time to time he had mumbled, muttering as pain flashed across his face but the words were in disarray and it seemed that he was left alone for what felt like hours. But as his conciousness seemed to flicker in and out, he heard hooves- they were in haste. But confined to the ground as even Ezriel couldn't keep himself from drifting in and out, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
Somehow as they drew closer, Ezriel could hear them. Their voices were faint and somewhat garbled but he knew, without a shadow of a doubt, who they were.
Yes- the first one...was his mother, Lady Korrine, and the other one must be Glamrock- the unicorn had taken care of Ezriel and his siblings since they had broken free from their baskets and she never looked down upon them but gave them love and comfort just like their mother. The tones became more hushed and somewhat terrifed, mourning and scared which seemed to convey to his confused and blackened mind and outlook that she had seen the wounds that were caused by his fathers horns and the blood, all of the blood that had doused and spattered his pale white hide as now it looked kissed by the sun in a rather malicious fashion and morbid array. Ezriel moaned, ears flickering barely as his breathes fell shallow.
Then a strange feeling was felt.
As his mother seemed to whisper such sweet words into his ears, he felt something- something touch his head as a swell of a strange and new feeling began to douse inside of him with a cleansing sensation. He didn't know how to describe it as it was truly something he had never experienced before as his skin seemed to tighten, sealing and regenerating itself although it seemed that it came with a price as he winced, gritting his jowls tighter as the voided puncture from his fathers horns began to close, slowly dissapating from view and left with a fleshy and tender scar. Just as that feeling began to fade away, the stallion managed to slowly open his eyes, ears flickering as his spaded, spiked tail twitched behind him as he had yet to fully grasp conciousness yet it would only take a few minutes.
Ezriel shook his head and exhaled a deep breath from his nostrils. Emotions, sensations and recollections of what had happened the night before flooded his mind with a small bitter taste in his mouth from residing blood. As his mothers words were more audible than before and as she kissed his nose, the stallion opened his eyes fully and settled his eyes upon his mother.
"Mom...." he softly spoke, a bit weakly but with a somber, low tone. "I'm sorry." Small tears began to welt in his eyes, slowly trailing down his cheeks as he stumbled up to lay on his stomach, a minor wince crossing across his lips as he was still sore from the blows dealt to his side. Tenderly he nuzzled against his mother while being concious of his spikes to not get to close, tilting his head and nosing at her as he looked to Glamrock with a small nod of his head still trying to gather himself.
It had been one hell of a night but at least it was over.
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Posted: Thu Dec 06, 2007 11:12 am
"Ezriel", she whispered the response as if she was trying to reassure herself that he had really spoke. She knew Glamrock would do her best but a part of her was afraid that they might have gotten there too late. "You have nothing to be sorry for," she continued, "everything is going to be just fine."
As with Glamrock, she too had an idea of what had happened to her son. That what she had feared had come to pass. What Glamrock and others failed to know was that she was not as sensitive or weak as might be first suspected. She had prepared for this possible day long ago. She knew it wouldn't be far off when she had heard confirmation from Dante that Ezriel had been contacted by Reaper. Really, it was only a matter of time.
Of course, there was a slight chance that a Kalona or Skinwalker did this. There were no real guarantees though the wounds were similar to those she once suffered from.
"Rest son, and when you're ready, we'll get you cleaned up and back with the herd to stay for a day or two. When you're rested up, perhaps you could tell me what happened? But let's put that off for a bit. Your health is more important."
While Korrine was speaking to her son, Glamrock stood back and and started looking around. Her first thought was to make sure that Reaper had not followed Ezriel. The safety of her heard and family was very important to her and if a battle was to take place, she would like to be prepared for it.
She caught no sign of tracks nor could she catch Reaper's scent in the air. It seemed like whatever had taken place between them and stopped for now. Perhaps Ezriel had left his father wounded? Dare Glamrock hope that Reaper was dead? She had seen the beast cause nothing but pain for those she has come to love. She knew it was wrong wishing ill on another creature, but surely if anyone deserved it, it was him? She had see no good come from that one. No good at all.
Korrine was nearly killed. Meera came close too and surely would have died if others had not stepped in to save her. Now Ezriel. The only one left was Dante. Surely their luck would not hold out if Reaper decided to turn his attention towards Dante? He did not come equipped to defend himself like Ezriel. He was also a more gentler soul. It seemed that as long as Reaper would live, she would have no peace. Those she have come to love as family would have no peace. When would it stop?
"Would you like to rest here for awhile longer before trying to move, Ezriel?" Korrine asked. She would lay with her son as long as needed, though if he chose to stay for awhile, she would have to leave soon to gather something to eat for him. He really needed to get his strength back.
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Posted: Fri Dec 07, 2007 12:04 pm
Pale, white ears flickered as his brows furrowed slightly- thier appearance masked and blending into the dried and stained crimson that spattered and had dribbled from his forehead. That stronger sense of feeling and sensation began to course through his body as he shifted slightly, wincing just a bit with a snort of his nostrils but only to find that his body needed to rest just a bit longer. While Korrine cotinued to speak of how he would be cleaned up from the mess of blood that tarnished his strikingly pale hide and to stay with the herd for a while, he nodded his head.
"I will- though I don't know where to start," he admitted, lips pursing slightly as the train of thought was stopped momentarily as he shook his head. "No- I'll get up..." he replied.
Slowly the young stallion staggered up onto his knees, trembling slightly with a deep grunt as he winced through clenched jowls. Even with Glamrocks ability to heal- the pain still was so severe in some places and he was sure that he had broken some ribs. Reaper was a large, powerful stallion, no doubt. Shifting slightly and digging his cloven hooves into the ground as his tail slammed into the ground in any attempt to stabalize the stallion, Ezriel rose to full height although still his body trembled and legs pleading to buckle and retreat to the ground. But such a wish wouldn't be obliged nor heeded to. Ezriel was a strong stallion- he knew it and so did his father. Somehow through the conflict he had gained more self confidence and hardly held an ounce of fear in his body.
Overall his train of thought and outlook of his father had shifted and changed with a new light as through the confrontation Ezriel had learned the truth and had come to truly see that both father and son were so alike- knowing that semed to put relief on his mind.
Ezriel moved slowly as he took one step at a time and disreguarding the pain by all means. Although he stood at full height his overall appearance was still rugged and even now as the blood spattered and stained all over him, leaves, dirt and dried blood tangled and clinging within the midsts of his hair. Leveling his eyes both with Glamrock and his mother, Lady Korrine, he managed to give a small smile.
"Which way to the lake?"
To think that he would have remembered the direction of where the lake was but the stallion hadn't been home in so long that the coordiantes of the land had easily slipped his train of thought. It seemed that with being back that questions began to flood his train of thought and his mind- questions that he was curious about and even questions that he wasn't sure were appropriate to ask. Upon knowing so much about his father that had seemed like an empty void, Ezriel was slowly fitting the pieces together and making sense of things which had happened before he even existed.
He couldn't help but ask.
"Where's Dante and Meera?"
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Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2007 6:52 am
Korrine could tell that her son was in so much pain and it hurt her to see him in such a state. She wanted her little ones to experience only the good things that life had to offer, like any mother would, but it really seemed like fate brought her sons and daughter more hardships than most.
"The lake is too far off for you to reach in the condition you are in, but there's a stream nearby that has some deeper parts in it that will do the trick. Follow me, my son."
She turned and went deeper into the woods, keeping her pace slow and steady. She avoided areas that required small jumps to get over bushes, or large steps to get over branches. She wanted to keep this trek as simple and painless as possible for her son. Of course, in the long run, it made the journey a little longer but she believed it to be the best decision.
"Dante came to visit me not long ago, he had a lot on his mind and I think he's off trying to make sense of it. Meera is with the herd. I'm sure when Glamrock gets back to them, she will let Meera know that you are fine and she will come to visit you. She was quite worried too. She can speak now, you know. I'm still getting used to it myself. Glamrock says that the trauma of facing your father was what brought her voice forth. I think it's been there all along and she just had no reason to speak. It's hard to say with that one. She keeps so much to herself." She didn't mean to ramble on about Meera but his question gave her a reason to try to lighten the mood. Get their mind off what happened, though it wasn't really possible.
"I wasn't going to ask this until later," she started, "but I need to know. Was it your father that did this?"
Glamrock had watched them head off towards the stream before she turned to head back to her herd. They would be anxious to hear the news, especially Meera. Though she had shied away from her older brother most of her life as it had been exceedingly obvious when they were foals, she saw genuine concern behind those dark eyes. It seems the young mare had become much wiser since her own run in with their father. Though she hated Reaper with all her being, she had to be thankful for the lessens he had taught his own children. They were stronger, wiser, and more determined than they were before.
She would prefer it to not come at such a high price though. She did not like the idea of their lives being dangled as if on a web of a giant spider.
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Posted: Tue Dec 18, 2007 9:25 pm
Though the scars had sealed and their appearance were still raw and fleshy, Ezriel tried to hold his stature but with each step he found his teeth to grind and a swelling pain to shoot through his body. There was little energy for him to cry out in agony and although never such action would cross his mind since he had built a tough wall around him (although his mother Lady Korrine was one of the few that could penetrait it) he simply could not even will his mouth to open and yell and curse although he'd rather not use such language around his own mother.
His nostrils flared as he shifted, slowly trailing behind his mother towards the stream as he gave a slight limp at his back legs- all due in thanks to the deep gashes from his fathers tail.
Ezriel tried to keep a steady pace, thankful that he didn't have to jump or stumble over treacherous places on the path and rather surprised that it was just as smooth and slick when he was a colt; he remembered when he would run up and down the stretch of trail with Dante a few times, yes- back in the days where they were somewhat carefree and still tried to shun the horrid truth of reality away from them.
But those times were long gone now.
His ears flickered while his crimson brows knitted slightly. "Dante came?" His lips pursed as those void-less orbs of darkness seemed to glance downwards. "I...hope he's well- I haven't seen him since I ran into Dad," he commented low with a typical reserved tone audible within his voice. But it seemed the next bit of information caught him off guard- causing his ears to perk upwards and his head to lift from off of the ground. "Meera? She was worried? The only thing I remember about her was that she was always so- so scared of me. It was almost like she didn't trust me because I look so much like Reaper."
Ezriel felt confused, somewhat lost. Was this the same Meera that his mother was speaking about? "No- I didn't know she could speak. But it is...comforting to know that she has a voice."
The next question should have been expected and, simply, the stallion nodded his head.
"Yes- but somehow...I'm not mad- I mean..I don't blame him. Hell- I nearly died! But I- I just don't hate him and I can't hold it against him." Oh yes- he could feel all of his thoughts and emotions seem to topple over him and course through his body at once as if they were all trying to make him state his stance on the issue but it was becoming rather confusing. Ezriel tried to clear his throat, swaying his head as his thick locks of purest crimson swept from out of his face.
"Mom I know what he did to you- I know that he did it out of rage and didn't have a clue how it would impact you. It was- it was blind rage and something that can never be made right." He staggered onwards behind her, trying to untie his tongue within his mouth while his mind was recollecting of what his father spoke of. "I learned...I learned how he came to be and he's had hell to pay and there's a hell bent crazy part of me that knows, I KNOW that there's a part of him that not so damn heartless, malicious and voracious that people make him out to be. Call me crazy, foolish or stupid but I'm so similar to him in apearance, how we think and even the same things that haunt us." His lips pursed, his body seemed to stop as he stood there, eyes focused upon his mother as he intook a deep breath while the pain seemed to surge again from his lungs and in every direction possible.
"If he wanted to kill us then he would have already but he had kept close watch on Meera, Dante and I and had left you at peace. I don't know- there's something...something about him... I know he doesn't have the cleanest record and sits infamously with his past but....I just can't hold what happened against him."
Another surge of pain expressed itself as he whinced and grimmaced. "It wa a fair fight and he won..." he spoke low, trying to hold everything back as that empty void within his own heart seemed to gap open and search for something to fill its depths.
"He won her- the victor won Nimue...."
His body trembled while his front legs seemed to shake as if tremors were coursing through his body. Try as he might he tried to fight them off but that sickly and horrid realization that she was lot to his father made him bite his lower lip while lone tears welted within his eyes and his head hung heavy.
"I lost her...."
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Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2007 8:33 am
"Meera was always a timid little thing, afraid of anything that stood out to her or appeared the least bit intimidating, but she's matured a lot a lot since her own run-in with your father." Korrine always knew there was some spunk to Meera, but it had taken a long time for it to make an appearance.
"Sometimes creatures do bad things but they doesn't mean they are completely bad." Though she never talked of her past with her children for it brought up a lot of pain, she had been in love once with Lord Soth. They had a son together but those days were gone. Believing their son to have his curse, he had killed them. It was a pain she would never get over. It's why she would love her children unconditionally, no matter how they were or what they looked like. It's why she was able to survive the physical attacks from Reaper. They couldn't do the damage she had already suffered. But Lord Soth wasn't always evil. He used to love her once, and they had fun. Sometimes, a naturally good creature could turn bad because of situations they faced.
She wasn't sure if that was the case with Reaper. She knew nothing about him. But she knew enough that a basket couldn't always be judged by its cover. You never knew what was inside.
"I am over it, Ezriel," she stated. "What's done is done. I do not wish to have anything to do with your father, but I have never thought you or your brother and sister should avoid him unless he was a threat. I admit, I was worried he would be, and I still am. Look at what he did to you!" She sighed softly before continuing, "However, I trust you to make the decisions in your own life. You have to set your own path and if you believe there is good to your father, I support any decision you make. Please, just don't get yourself killed. I couldn't stand that." I don't want to lose another son, she silently added.
"I do agree that if he wanted to kill you, he would have. You'd not be left in a condition to walk. I don't know what his motives or plans are. I don't mean to look at him in such a negative light but while the past may not bother me, it still set my opinion of him and it's not a good one. Who is Nimue and why did you lose her? How?" He lost a female to Reaper? It looked as if her son was crying. Is this what caused the fight? A battle over a mare?
They finally approached the stream and Korrine found a place that wasn't too deep. Ezriel might have to kneel to get most of the blood off but at least there was no possibility of his drowning. She wasn't sure he would have the strength to fight the water if it was too deep.
"Let's get you cleaned up, son. Then you can tell me about this Nimue and how you came to lose her."
Her sons were growing up if both of them had a female in their lives in some way. Was it only a matter of time before Meera started gushing about some handsome stallion?
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Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2007 11:21 am
He wasn't trying to bring up bad memories or the recollection- truly at this point he mind was desperately trying to make sense and will his tongue to speak but such a simple task seemed to difficult. Ezriels pale, white ears flickered with a simple nod of his head while his weary and glazed eyes as dark as night settled low and seemed to sink lower towards the ground. "I know- I'm not blaming you for anything I just...I don't know. Everything! I can't even speak- it's all so damn confusing!"
The stallion whinced with a gasp for air as his lungs felt tight and constricting as another wave of pain seemed to course through his tired and wounded body. He shook his head, teeth grinding as he tried to clear his throat while his mind began to piece back together the abridged version of how the events escalated and led to his present state.
"First he wanted me to be at his side and follow on his path but before I could make my decision I met-"
Tears seemed to trickle from his eyes and down his cheeks. He hadn't cried before- he had never allowed himself to but with this broken heart inside of his chest and the inability to fathome what he was suppose to without Nimue it seemed that anger, sadness and loneliness was once again consuming him. Although his forelegs and body still trembled slightly, the stallion knitted his crimson brows and tried to speak once more.
"..I met Nimue."
Before he could will his voice to speak as already it was low, reserved and attempting to flee and not be heard, Ezriel simply nodded his head as he staggered towards the stream, his back right legt limping still while the fleshy wounds upon his body seemed to still sting as the breeze kissed against it. After staring for several moments at the waters glassy surface, he slowly stepped towards its banks with a slow and easy movement as the brisk waters seemed to cause a shiver to jolt through his body. But even the cold temperature of the mountain run off wouldn't keep him away. Glancing to the side where dried blood matted his white hide it seemed to remind him of each blow and of the struggle of father against son and by merely thinking about the battle it seemed that Ezriel gritted his jowls together while his muscles tensed.
It still seemed to be a sore and rather fresh subject- the stallion didn't like to think of it at all.
With a curse or two under his breath, Ezriel eased himself down, kneeling as the current and pure water seemed to begin to go to work. Those dried clots of blood and fur were slowly loosening as ribbions of crimson began being pulled away from off of the white and down stream. By looking closely, one could see the white slowly returning as the blood became an alizaran crimson, to a pink and then would simply vanish away with the pull and will of the stream. Even his long, elegant mane of purest crimson was being freed from the mes of leaves, terra and earth as the cleansing waters dragged the unwanted clutter from his locks. Yet as the process, Ezriel simply laid there- his void-less orbs staring into his own reflection as his back seinged muzzle seemed to skim atop the face of the water and along with the babbling and soft lyrics of the water that familiar song- the some of the one he loved seemed to slip from his tongue and his voice singing to himself.
"Hold it together, birds of a feather, Nothing but lies and crooked wings. I have the answer, spreading the cancer, You are the faith inside me.
No, don't Leave me to die here, Help me survive here. Alone, don't remember, remember.
Put me to sleep evil angel. Open your wings evil angel.
Oh. Fly over me evil angel. Why can't I breathe evil angel?"
The tears found themselves to stream heavier from his eyes as he staggered upwards from out of the stream. Lost- he had lost her. What was Ezriel to do now? His father had spared his life and had even said that-even the thought of what his father had told him seemed meaningful at the time and something he would have never expected. Though he wasn't sure if his father had realized that when he had said it that he was somewhat awake and had embedded itself within his mind, it felt much like a secret that he would keept to himself.
Though the agony was gripping at his broken heart and pillaging any pleasant emotion that could be remnant from long ago, Ezriel began to slowly walk up the bank of the stream as a low sigh escaped from flaring nostrils and eyes that seemed as glassy as obsidian.
"I don't even have a hell of a clue on where to begin explaining what happened," he admitted, that typical reserved tone expressing itself once again. "Where should I start?"
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Posted: Fri Jan 04, 2008 7:50 am
Korrine could see his pain. She could do nothing but silently watch and listen as he cried and began to sing. "Shhh, Ezriel," she whispered and nuzzled him. She didn't want to open up any more memories than she already had. It was hurting him. "Let's save this story for another day, shall we?"
She wanted to get him back to the herd. Let him rest and move on with his life. Whatever happened was causing him so much pain that he needed to get away from it, even if just for awhile. When he was able to come to grips with his experience.. that would be the best time to talk about them. That's what worked for her in the past, hadn't it? Letting the pain heal so that you could talk about it without wounds reopening? What had she been thinking to try to thrust this upon him now?
"Let's get you back for now. You need more rest and you need to eat something. We need to get your strength back. Then we can talk, son, but only if you want to."
((Figured this would be a good stopping point for now. So that it could be tied into his resting, meeting Eponine, having foals and then meeting Nimue, etc. Sorry for the late response, it's hard to concentrate on roleplays on Gaia when I'm so busy irl.))
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Posted: Fri Jan 04, 2008 9:54 am
((Oh yes most definitely 8D And no worries on the late response- RL can get hectic and crazy so you're totally fine<3))
He tried to hold back the tears but it seemed that the panged memories and wounds across his body seared with an unbearable pain. The stallion snorted, trying to shake the chilling water free and off his his coat along with the tears that still streamed from his eyes- Ezriel felt so weak and so lost in the world, just like the very ground he was once standing on was pulled from out beneath him.
Silently as he felt his mothers soothing nuzzle he nodded his head. Yes- he couldn't speak anymore and he could feel his throat and tongue willing silence. Even the spoken words seemed to be much like small, double edged swords that always found their way to strike at his fragile heart and already wounded soul. The stallion needed the memories to leave him or at least to be pushed back out from his concious thought so he could rest along with the wounds being able to heal so they wouldn't fester or spoil.
Ezriel needed rest. Food. Strength. It felt troubling to think that he now needed to recreate a new life with meaning. Somehow he hoped it would be for the better- somehow he wanted to fill the empty void within his heart.
Again he nodded his head as he brushed against his mothers side and began walking with a slight limp. A light breeze rustled through the leaves and boughs of the trees with a new song and chatter.
Somehow he felt as if the winds of change were pushing him forward yet he felt as if he was trying to resist them.
He didn't feel ready.
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