Welcome to Gaia! ::

I'm not going to be on for a good while... I just lost Bethany Tate... who was my wife at one point... and was my adopted sister.

She was the last remaining living legacy of my past on three brothers and their mother... and she was only 17. She died Dec. 2nd, 11:26pm PST. Dec.3rd at 1:26am back south east in Texas. She died in a hospital bed slowly... and very sad.

The hardest thing that I have ever gone though, and by far the most painful, was to listen to her die slowly over fifteen mintues... and then her heart moniter go flat line.

I don't expect any of you to understand... I really don't. And if you wanna delete me because of my drama over the past four months... then go for it.

My number is (360)773-0947... I might pick up... I might not. Chances are... I might just try to half work my a** into the ground to try to just... forget.

Rest in Peace... Bethy... You were the most loved out of everyone, and my personal angel. I love you always.

I'm sorry you have to go through that. It's a horrid thing, facing the death of someone close to you.

Like Prettie Zombie said, I'm also here if you need someone to talk to. smile