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domokun Hey this is where I'lla be posting my freaking awesome dreams AND other cool thing that happen to me i guess. (MY DREAMS)They happen to be about me. Well actaully in the dreams my name is Kaeru. The dreams are in "Naruto" Like that's where i live. I practiacally have a 2nd life there because i have like the same kind of dream almost every few nights. Except each one like a new day.
>>Some of the stuff I add, but 95% of it is most likely true.

I've never really added a new thread (besides in chatterbox) so I hope I don't do anything stupid XP.

blaugh Thank you to all of you who actually read this. I LOVE YOU!! heart heart You'll be the cooliest ppl ever cool .



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[[Lawl. Now, that seems to long ago. Like,forever ago.
:3]]

More... lol.

When I woke up in Shikamaru's arms I looked up at him, his beautiful and calm face. I nudged him, and he awoke. Yoshino then called us down for dinner. While at dinner she kept looking up at Shikamaru and I who were conveniently kneeling next to each other. She asked "Is there something going on with you guys, you seem kind of jumpy Kaeru"? Oh no it's just tha-" I immediately cut myself off and started to cry. I asked if I could leave the table as soon as Dinner was over. Shikaku replied "Sure, but are you sure you're ok, you seem kind of, never mind I'm sorry" he said with a solemn look on his face. I looked at Yoshino and Shikaku and said "I'm very thankful you're letting me stay here, and I'm sorry that I'm setting a melancholy mood in your household. He looked as if he was going to say something; I had already stood up before he could say anything. I walked around the table and gathered up the dishes and took them into the kitchen. I laid the dishes on the counter, meaning to wash them later. I walked up the stairs, into my room and shut the door. I felt like my heart was on the floor, my body, like something was missing. Then I thought that feeling, it had always been missing. That feeling...

was love.

Kaeru Character info...
Ok so if you've read the first part(s) of my journal you might be wondering... what is Kaeru like. So here you go.

Full Name: Kaeru Yoshio Nakamura
Name means: to turn over (note that Kaeru meaning "to alter" and Kaeru meaning "to exchange" are NOT consonant verbs)
Age: 13((From what's happening right now))
Zodiac: Capricorn (Jan. 11th like mine.)
Village: Konohagakure
Rank: Chuunin (currently training to become medic ninja)

Bloodline trait: She can run at incredible amounts of speed. She found out she got it from her Father; her older brother also obtained it.

{Note, Kaeru does have a demon, but she isn't aware of it when she uses it, only Tsunade &Shizune knows. Tsunade said she went into the form as an infant and they had knocked her unconscious, otherwise they would have been killed. She described it like her skin turned a shade of dark grey, her eyes black the color part in her eyes grey and her hair a silver-pale blue.}

Demon: Tayori, an ice demon that can also control wind and water. Also when she's in demon form, her speed which is already really fast is 5x faster than normal. When she runs you can hardly see her, the sharingan and byakuugan can hardly even detect where she's coming from.

Weapon of choice: Elements/Medical jutsus/ Twin Katanas (rarely uses)/ she can control the movement of water and wind (comes from demon)

Team member’s: Yoshiko Ushiro (male) and Yoko Tonari (male).
Sensei: Haruki Kimura

Extra: Her personality is molded around a very shy background (dwelling on the fact that her family is dead). She is very sensitive and cries a lot. She is beautiful in her own way but hides it. When it comes to guys she starts to choke and can't breathe. When she tries to make friends with other girls she is shy and unknowing of what to say. Her real goals are to find out who killed her parents, brother, uncle and aunt; and to see if she had other siblings. She trains with Tsunade on hopes to becoming a medic ninja. Shizune is almost like a mother to her because she knew her family while growing up. She has a major crush on Shikamaru, but no one suspects it since she isn't really shy around him. Later on she becomes stronger and less shy, her will-power comes from the fact she wants to avenge her family's deaths. Everyone but Kaeru knows that Shikamaru does like Kaeru. Whenever she is near him he starts to blush and stumble on his words.

More: She grew up with her Aunt and uncle until they were murdered. Her Aunt was killed by banished ninja from the Mist Village on the way home from her sister's house. About three weeks after her aunt's death, Her Uncle was mysteriously murdered in his home while Kaeru was off on errands. When she was heading home Jonin confronted her and told her uncle was in trouble. She immediately ran to her home to find him lying on the floor covered in blood. She was screaming when the Jonin showed up at the door. They took her to her sensei's house where she was miserable and left. She went back to her uncle's home where all the evidence that a death took place there was now gone.

OMFG! Ino was a bish. WARNING!: This is uber long. prepare your eyes for you have a lot to read.


Quiet, calm I sat waiting outside my new home. This was actually Shikamaru’s. I was waiting for Haruki sensei. “What was taking her so long?” I thought to myself. I’d already been waiting for almost a half hour. I then saw her running down the road. I shouted out to her “What took you; I’ve been waiting for forever!” “Dun no, I was just running late.” We were heading to a meeting for the Hokage. When we arrived Jonin were waiting for us outside the doors. “We’ve been waiting, Haruki. Where have you been?” “Oh shut up you little-.” I cut her off before she said something to get us in trouble. We went inside, I noticed a couple of the other people; like Shikamaru (of course), and a couple of other Chuunin. Hardly any of the Genin I graduated with were Chuunin yet; I was the first then Shikamaru.

A lot of the other girls were jealous but I ignored them, I hated wearing the Chuunin jacket, it made me look weird. But it sure did look good on Shikamaru. I remember the day he moved up. I saw him right after he’d come out from attaining it. I stood there my mouth agape. I remember saying “Shikamaru, you look nice in that, don’t listen to what the others say, they’re just jealous.” He responded with a face red from blushing “Oh thank you, Kaeru.” He then smiled and said his team mates were waiting for him. Oh how I hated Ino, such a fat little pig. She was always drooling over Sasuke and MY Shikamaru. I also hated Sasuke, but it made me sick to see her like that, or just seeing her in general.

I sat their starring at Shikamaru, and when he looked at me I waved. He smiled and waved back, I made the heart thing with my index fingers and thumbs. I mouthed the words “I love you.” He mouthed back” I love you, too.” My sensei told me to quit flirting and listen to the Hokage. I rolled my eyes at her, then turned and listened. She was saying about how they were going on some trip. Then next thing I heard her say was “So I’ll need you to have your parents sign a couple of forms” I then saw her look at me. She obviously noticed I was silently crying because she looked like she didn’t mean to say parents. I started to stand up, when I started to feel like I couldn’t move my body.

I looked around and noticed it was Shikamaru, I could tell the hand sign he was using he was standing up but then sat down. He mouthed “Please don’t leave” he released the jutsu. He shrugged in way that I guessed meant I should make my own decision. I sat down but couldn’t stop crying. Every time I tried to stop I pictured the scene of my Uncle’s death, or I’d picture Omoiiru holding his arms out to me trying to embrace me in a hug, My father and mother standing next to each other hand in hand smiling at me.

Once the meeting was over I grabbed the forms and walked out with my head down. I had started to walk out down the road when from behind me I heard someone shout “Oi Kaeru, chotto matte kudasai!” I turned around and saw Shikamaru running toward me. I smiled and started to say hi, but before I could he ran up and embraced me by kissing me. “Kaeru, I’m sorry for everything that has happened to you. But remember, I still love you.”
“Shikamaru, you’re so kind, you always make me smile when I’m sad. You brighten up my life. I love you.” We started to head home when little Miss Ino porker walks up and hugs MY Shikamaru. I walked over to her and said”Ahem, excuse me. What do you think you’re doing?” “Oh nothing, I was just talking to my team mate.” “
Ino you little b***h, get away from Shikamaru before I slap that thing you call ‘your face’.” I could see Ino was really mad, because I knew she was sensitive about things like her looks, and that’s why I said it. “Kaeru you’re just jealous Shikamaru likes me better, because he knows me better.” “Ino what the hell are you talking about” Shikamaru asked “Shikamaru you go ahead, I’ll catch up with you later, I need to talk to Ino about keeping her nose out of other people’s relationships.” Now she was really pissed. “I’ll just be going now, bye” Shikamaru apparently didn’t want to get involved with this fight. “Ino you know Shikamaru is mine, and will never be yours.” “Kaeru shut up.”
“Ino I don’t think you want to mess with me.”
“Oh I think I do.”
“Well then let’s do this” I said rolling up my sleeves.
“Well Kaeru that’s fine with me.”
I took a fighting stance and started to focus my chakra in my hands. I was going to use it so when I jab at her, it will disable her arms. Before I could finish gathering the chakra she threw a kunai at me. I grabbed it by the tip and thrust it back at her with 5 times more force. It hit her left leg. She fell over backward and then pulled it out. I realized she wanted to fight in a fist fight. No jutsu. Or kunai. So I calmed the chakra in my hand. I ran at her with great speed punching at her upward, hard in the stomach. She coughed and blood spewed from her mouth. As I kept kicking her upward into the air I whispered “I’m so sorry, Ino.” I then flipped above her and punched her down as hard as I could. She hit the ground with a thud. I landed on my feet and started to cry. “Why am I doing this?” I asked myself. Just because I love someone doesn’t mean I have too beat someone to a bloody pulp. “Ino, we should stop I don’t want to” she stood up. “What are you scared?” Kaeru I knew you wouldn’t have the guts to fight me.” “Oh shut up, just look at yourself. Well then let’s finish this.” She ran up and punched me in the jaw I was going to fly into a tree, but instead swung myself around it. I felt my jaw throbbing. Yet, I could see her struggling more than I. She once again coughed and more blood came from her mouth. My mouth was also bleeding from my jaw.

I looked at her; I could see the envy in her eyes. “Ino, I know you like Shikamaru, but he has no interest in you, you should find someone more your type” I could see was really pissed because I was telling her how to run her life. “Kaeru, you should mind your own business, you have no idea if he likes me.” “Ino you don’t understand. Shikamaru is already with me and he’s told me he doesn’t like you. And yes it is my business because he my boyfriend.” Ino started running at me as if she were going to punch me. I jumped to the right and out of her way then left again kicking her down. I put my right foot on her head. “Well, well, well it looks as if I’ve got you finished. But I feel like I’ll be nice to you today and not kill you like the way I killed my cousin when I was 9."

I could still remember to this day, back when that incident happened. I was training with my older cousin. He was teaching me different fighting styles when he said he was going to kill me, because he was sick of me in the way and wished I would have died along with my family. I think it was because his parents, my aunt and uncle, had been giving me more attention since I was younger. I sat their confused and started crying “Why, why do you want to kill me Kaemon?” He kicked me in the face and I started bleeding everywhere. Right then my demon had been released and my whole hand had started to glow with a purplish chakra. My cousin at the time was thirteen. With the new source of strength I’d picked him up with my left hand and said “It looks like you die first, I’ve never really loved you, you b*****d.” I squeezed his neck until it popped in my hands. My demon’s power slipped back and I was my normal self again. I looked at my hand, covered in blood when I saw the blood I started to scream my aunt came run out. She was thinking don’t tell me he is going to…” she stopped to see me sitting there with my legs pulled to my chest and I was shivering. At the site of this she knew it was Tayori taking over my body. She the next week announced his death as accidental; what she had not said that it had anything to do with me.

I looked down at Ino; I knew she had no hope of beating me. I kicked her to the side when I realized she was already unconscious. I kneeled down and healed her wounds. There was no way I’d be able to let her home looking as if she was hit by a train.
I left her in her front porch. The next time I saw her talking to Shikamaru, She surprisingly walked over and apologized to me. “But why, why did you heal me. I wouldn’t have had the honor to do so. I respect you now Kaeru, seriously.” I was daydreaming in my mind “Yeah that’s right! What’s my name b***h!! What’s my name?!?” I nodded showing I acknowledged her. But still I could care less what Ino thought. She looked still pretty beaten up. I laughed thinking Ino is such a b***h she deserves it.

THE NEXT DAY…

Weary, tired I stood in the kitchen. I knew I’d have to make breakfast; I let Yoshino go on vacation to her sister’s house for the weekend. Shikaku had a mission that day so I wanted him to have a good breakfast and that I’m at least able to cook. I for some I wanted to prove that fact to him, I didn’t know why though. After he left I went back down the hall into my room, and fell asleep. When I woke up Shikamaru’s face was only inches from mine. I’d by accident walked into his room and fallen asleep, in his bed, him in it. I started to freak out. Just then he woke up. I jumped out of the bed. I must have at least jumped four feet in the air. I started to laugh and asked him if he wanted something to eat. With a confused look he asked” Why were you in my bed, sleeping with me?” “I walked into here and was so tired I didn’t realize where I was so I just fell asleep.” “Whatever, yes please just go make me something I’m starving.” “Ok, I’ll just be going…” I felt kind of weird the way he so casually asked “Why were you in my bed, sleeping with me?” He said it as if he didn’t really care, like he wanted me there. “Whatever I’m just freaking myself out.”
“What?”
“It’s nothing!”
“Ok.”
As we ate breakfast Shikamaru complimented on how the food I make tastes much better than what his mom makes. “Thank you, I guess.”
“Hey I’m sorry I’m making you feel awkward I understand what happened was an accident. It’s not like I want you there now at least.” Holy cow, that made me feel even more awkward so I said I was leaving to go to the market. I was heading out when Shikamaru stopped me. He turned me around and said “I love you.” “I love you too, just to let you know it’s warm in you bed”, I laughed and walked out the door.

Keiko: Pretty close to what she really looks like. She most of the time is wearing something that look like Kaeru's clothes but with red and white.


Meiru: Almost like her. But she wears something more like a short kimono(mostly blue with diff. shades) with silverish leggings and black boots.


Omoiiru: This looks a lot like him. Except his hiar is a little shorter, not by much though, and is black. Oh yeah his are green.

OMG! Lokkat it!! This would be as close as you can get to Kaeru as an avi.


Total Value: 10,615 Gold
After Exclusions: 9,355 Gold
[Item Information]

Item List:
Soft Pink Underwear
Pink Strapless Bra
White Glamrock Jean Skirt
Colonial Stockings
Those Black 90s Gloves
Ballet Toe Shoes
Hot Basic Shirt

OMG!! After I left...
SHIKAKU WAS SO PISSED!!!

Shikaku waited until I had walked down the street before he did anything. Then he looked at Shikamaru, and Shikamaru knew... he was dead. Shikaku practically pickked him by his arm and dragged him up the stairs and into his room. "Now Dad, before you do anything you might regret, let me explain." He said trying to keep a calm face. "I DON'T NEED AN EXPLAINATION!! I saw you... in her bed! What the hell were you doing??" "That's what I was trying to say, dad. I accindentally fell asleep in her-" "Don't even try lying to me I know what you're doing, just making excuses."

Shikaku seemed to be pondering and thinking over what Shikamaru's punishment would be when he said "So you realy like her?" Shikamaru was confused, but managed to say "No I don't like her... I love her. I have for a really long time, like when we were little. She says she loves me too and-."

"Shikamaru, it's fine. I'm not going to punish you. Just don't let it happen again. I know you like her but right now you guys are a little too... you know." "Oh... what the hell Dad? You know I wouldn't do that. I mean we're like 14. I was just-.Are you kidding?" "No I'm serious." He said but then started to laugh.
"Dad, thank you so much!" "Your welcome, but if I catch you guys up to anything like that again... things will happen. And trust me they won't be in your guys's liking. I mean we'll separate you two, never leave you alone, always watching." "Ok dad I understand. I promise I won't do anything to her. At least not yet. Shikaku laughed and said jabbing him in the ribs"You pervert!" "Shut up dad. I really do love her, I think someday we'll get married."

"Don't count your chickens before they hatch son, you never know who you'll end up with... or anyone at all." "Dad..." Shikamaru laughed and said "Nevermind. But thanks."