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 Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:00 pm
An attempt at redemption: The Shadenhand collection.
Contents:
-Note from author
-Rules
-Index
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Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:03 pm
A note from the author:
So I've decided to migrate my official collection. Not like anyone will read it. But it will give me something to do. Please keep in mind the date they were written as most of these poems were written several years ago. I've personally weeded out the worst of them To see the full archive in all of it's splendor/horror click [Here].
Or you can check out the full blown shadenhand experience over at my storage locker//guild [here]
so let's begin shall we?
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Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:04 pm
Rules:
Nothing out of the ordinary for civilized gaians.
-Remain Obedient to the TOS.
-Flames/Trolls will be Shot on sight... or at least reported
-Please stay on topic.
-Don't be afraid to hurt my feelings.
-I'll add more later.
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Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:09 pm
Index:
As poems are added their titles will be added here in order of course to make for easier browsing//Discussing.
01. -=perfection=-
02.-=The true face of hell=-
03.-=daggers=-
04.-=Of war and peace=-
05.-=Teenage darkness=-
06.-={Bombs}=-
07.-={ Avatar }=-
08.-={planes}=-
09.-={eating Bullets}=-
10.-={A Meaning}=-
11.-={mask}=-
12.-={mirror}=-
13.-=So i heard you survived=-
14.-={Broken Liberty}=-
15.-={freedom]=- -NEW-
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Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:26 pm
-=Perfection=-
If i hurt you to let you live
you be kind and forgive?
or would you harbor lamenting hate
until my final dieing date?
I brought you here so you could see
How i wanted it to be
heaven on earth
peace with man
No one dieing
no master plans
You and me
together at last
no hunger strikes
no one to fast
this world is perfect
this world is fine
As we ride the ripples of time
But then it shatters down to dust
as we stare into the sky
watching dusk
wondering why
it cant be...
eNd
© -=SH4D3NH4ND=-, 2002-12-23
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Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:27 pm
-=The true face of hell=-
To spend forever fighting in a world lost in time
to watch them run as they're all dieing in the lines
A few short words
and a single gun shot
not acomplishing what it wanted
but regreting what it got
a moment of silence
every single day
why bother talking
when theres nothing left to say
in case you didn't notice
in case you couldn't tell
in this world it is war that is hell
and this will be our secret
that we wont have to tell...
because every one on earth knows that war is hell
End
© -=SH4D3NH4ND=-, 2004-02-05
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Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:28 pm
-=Daggers=-
The blood in these veins
has long run cold
glistening daggers all so old
still sharp as tacks at their points
can you hear the screams?
the pain is growing.....
inside I'm dieing
while my soul is crying
to make them all happy
I know that I'm lying
I cant fool myself
Rage builds on the inside
heaven forgive me
for I have lied....
I won't be alright
I think I’ll die
I won't be ok
oh god I'm choking
inside I'm dieing
while my soul is crying
to make them all happy
I know that I'm lying
I cant fool myself
this is it my moment of fame
a man to young
driven insane
the razor pressed flush against the vein
the feel of familiar cold metal
helps calm the man his thoughts will settle
and all is over with a slip of a hand
now in darkness good bye man....
inside I'm dieing
while my soul is crying
to make them all happy
I know that I'm lying
I can't fool myself
decisions made far to0 rash
thoughts to control
I couldn't last
my mind is breaking
but its all to fast
I don't know exactly how long ill last
but....
inside Im dieing
while my soul is crying
to make them all happy
i know that I'm lying
i cant fool myself
Here i sit at the end of it all
waiting, watching for eternity's call
the destiny I used to believe in
is far to busy massively deceiving
to make my acquaintance this dark day
I look at my life
pissed it all away
shadows turning
twist with desire
the darkest rapture
is a burning fire
(I can't....)
ice lingers on the horizon
(fool)
my eyes fail as I am rising
(my self)
i cant go on
all to dark
to far gone
i know i wont last
its been to long
I'm failing inside
too late I've died
your too late
too late
to save me
Never again....
end...
© -=SH4D3NH4ND=-, 2005-01-09
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Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:33 pm
-=Of war and peace=-
Id kill my self
But I’m too late
Your war torn lives
Have made my fate
I must die
So you’ll live on
Just be free
Once I'm gone
I read of wars past
Through hieroglyph
And even there
They talk this myth
Of prosperity
And of peace of mind
I fought for this
Though it will never be mine
I fight to free those left alive
I fight to free all who survive
I fight to free with peace of mind
Helping the world I've left behind
In the 18 years I’ve loved this earth
All 18 years since my birth
If found it hard to feel free
Maybe the solution lies in me
Perhaps this is to be free
To fight and die just like me…
And as I feel my soul drift
As ask myself
Is peace a myth?
End
© -=SH4D3NH4ND=-, 2005-01-09
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Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:51 pm
-=Teenage darkness=-
It begins with a smile
The first for a while
tis the first day of school
and im everyones fool
Id love to brag
of the new things i have
my car and my cash
and my girl and my stash
but I'm being attacked
and so i draw back
their verbal daggers
cause me to stagger
and take a step back
before i react
think first and act later
keeps me from regretting later
A few words exchange
and nothings the same
my friends of past
have started to blast
my clothes and my hair
and all that we've shared
my trust my love
all of the above
for them is gone...
eNd
(of more than a poem)
© -=SH4D3NH4ND=-, 2005-01-09
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