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October 14, 2021
I’ve finally come back to Japan, thank God. Now that I know that my little one and I will be safe from Nai…but I don’t want to go home, yet. Fortunately, I have a friend in Arai who is willing to take me in—at least for the time being.
Momoko picked me up at the airport—she was my roommate from college the year that I dropped out in order to support Nai and myself. She’s awesome—she didn’t look down on me for leaving and understood why, but she’s willing to let me stay with her as long as I need to until I find my own place.
She’s the second person to know of my pregnancy—she practically squealed it over the phone and cost me a fortune in hearing aides! Well, not EXACTLY, but you get the idea. >w<
But when I arrived from the airport last night, I was surprised by seeing that she was right there waiting for me! And she had the CUTEST little outfits—blue overalls, blue baby shoes, a footie-pyjamas with a hood with cat ears on it. “It’s got to be a boy,” she declared, “so my little brother can play with it. And if not, well, blue’s a good color for a girl anyway.”
I nearly fell to my knees laughing. The way she thinks sometimes…God.
She reminds me of Alex, a little bit. I can just see them foaming at the bit right now for godmother rights.
*
Autopsy on Dead Bodies:
We have finally received the results of the autopsies on the dead bodies in China.
What we found is…to say the least…disturbing.
It seems that some of the people—if they did not immediately die by their dismemberment or blood loss…were killed by something that got into their bloodstream and….
Well, it appears that their organs were in the process of…transforming.
Among the deformed organs were an enlarged heart and a swollen small intestine…and it appears that some of the other organs were shifting their place in the person’s body as well.
We are performing a culture on some of the fluids found in the body. We can only hope that it reveals something we’re missing about this entire fiasco...we can only hope that it does not spread easily.
*
October 16, 2021
Momoko set aside a very cute little room for me—I am so grateful to her for letting me stay.
Upon arriving in my room, I found a futon, a small kotatsu and a pile of baby magazines and catalogues to look at! Some of these little outfits are SO cute. Momoko insists that I buy at least one more baby bonnet for my little one…hahaha, she’s so energ
…….
Okay, I know that pregnant woman have strange cravings.
….Is it normal to chase a fly around the room for an hour and catch it, and then realize…you want to eat it?
I let it go. I don’t think I’ll be able to stomach Momoko’s meal tonight.
I mean….I know pregnant ladies have weird cravings…but HOW weird….?
*
List of individuals present/exposed to demonic aura….
(16/127)
Individuals on this list are possibly at risk. Advanced monitoring and insight encouraged to ensure continued safety.
…..
Tai, Ruizhi
Leung, Weiyuan
Forrest, Henry
Larine, Greg
Larine, Kenth
Falcone, Alex
Lina, Bakura
…..
*
October 18th, 2021
It’s a bit hard to get work now—even though Momoko says that I should be resting, waiting, that overworking will only distress me and my baby, I can’t help but feel guilty. So I’m going out to see if there’s anyone out there that will hire a pregnant woman.
I’m also getting a bit nervous. I don’t feel like I’m getting the nutrition I should. Why does it seem that Momoko’s meals are so much more than I can eat….?
*
Date: 19 October 2007
To: sugacakes197@dmail.com
From: falconea@shinkami.net
RE: <3<3<3
Hey, Lina~
It’s been a while since I heard from you—oh, don’t give me that, a week IS a long time!
There’s a LOT that’s going on in the school. We’ve gotten a new student—More, that’s his name—and he seems like a pretty good kid. Unfortunately, we’ve also lost Rylenn. Poor Wei is so heartbroken. And Rui…. But they’re strong kids, and I have a feeling that when their tears abate they’ll only be stronger.
Yes, Kenth’s still being a “zero-libido glacial tightass” as you put it. I’ll keep on working at it. He has to smile SOMEtime.
But I hope you’re taking care of yourself! Remember, eat healthy and keep exercising—and I still call Godmother rights.
All my love,
Alex
*
October 20, 2021
I woke up in the hospital this afternoon, dazed and confused.
I…I remember helping Momoko with the dishes…and then I remember feeling woozy, and bringing a hand to my head…and next thing I know, I’m sitting in a bed with a heart-rate monitor connected to me.
That’s not what I’m here to discuss, though.
Momoko’s brother—Daisuke—was there in her place when she woke up. I assumed it was because she was tired…but he said that she didn’t want to be around me, at least for now. I was puzzled—Momoko’s my best friend! Why would she—
“Lina, when she came over to help you when you fell to your knees you were looking up at her with amber eyes—your pupils were slitted as well.”
….What’s wrong with me…?
I’ve finally come back to Japan, thank God. Now that I know that my little one and I will be safe from Nai…but I don’t want to go home, yet. Fortunately, I have a friend in Arai who is willing to take me in—at least for the time being.
Momoko picked me up at the airport—she was my roommate from college the year that I dropped out in order to support Nai and myself. She’s awesome—she didn’t look down on me for leaving and understood why, but she’s willing to let me stay with her as long as I need to until I find my own place.
She’s the second person to know of my pregnancy—she practically squealed it over the phone and cost me a fortune in hearing aides! Well, not EXACTLY, but you get the idea. >w<
But when I arrived from the airport last night, I was surprised by seeing that she was right there waiting for me! And she had the CUTEST little outfits—blue overalls, blue baby shoes, a footie-pyjamas with a hood with cat ears on it. “It’s got to be a boy,” she declared, “so my little brother can play with it. And if not, well, blue’s a good color for a girl anyway.”
I nearly fell to my knees laughing. The way she thinks sometimes…God.
She reminds me of Alex, a little bit. I can just see them foaming at the bit right now for godmother rights.
*
Autopsy on Dead Bodies:
We have finally received the results of the autopsies on the dead bodies in China.
What we found is…to say the least…disturbing.
It seems that some of the people—if they did not immediately die by their dismemberment or blood loss…were killed by something that got into their bloodstream and….
Well, it appears that their organs were in the process of…transforming.
Among the deformed organs were an enlarged heart and a swollen small intestine…and it appears that some of the other organs were shifting their place in the person’s body as well.
We are performing a culture on some of the fluids found in the body. We can only hope that it reveals something we’re missing about this entire fiasco...we can only hope that it does not spread easily.
*
October 16, 2021
Momoko set aside a very cute little room for me—I am so grateful to her for letting me stay.
Upon arriving in my room, I found a futon, a small kotatsu and a pile of baby magazines and catalogues to look at! Some of these little outfits are SO cute. Momoko insists that I buy at least one more baby bonnet for my little one…hahaha, she’s so energ
…….
Okay, I know that pregnant woman have strange cravings.
….Is it normal to chase a fly around the room for an hour and catch it, and then realize…you want to eat it?
I let it go. I don’t think I’ll be able to stomach Momoko’s meal tonight.
I mean….I know pregnant ladies have weird cravings…but HOW weird….?
*
List of individuals present/exposed to demonic aura….
(16/127)
Individuals on this list are possibly at risk. Advanced monitoring and insight encouraged to ensure continued safety.
…..
Tai, Ruizhi
Leung, Weiyuan
Forrest, Henry
Larine, Greg
Larine, Kenth
Falcone, Alex
Lina, Bakura
…..
*
October 18th, 2021
It’s a bit hard to get work now—even though Momoko says that I should be resting, waiting, that overworking will only distress me and my baby, I can’t help but feel guilty. So I’m going out to see if there’s anyone out there that will hire a pregnant woman.
I’m also getting a bit nervous. I don’t feel like I’m getting the nutrition I should. Why does it seem that Momoko’s meals are so much more than I can eat….?
*
Date: 19 October 2007
To: sugacakes197@dmail.com
From: falconea@shinkami.net
RE: <3<3<3
Hey, Lina~
It’s been a while since I heard from you—oh, don’t give me that, a week IS a long time!
There’s a LOT that’s going on in the school. We’ve gotten a new student—More, that’s his name—and he seems like a pretty good kid. Unfortunately, we’ve also lost Rylenn. Poor Wei is so heartbroken. And Rui…. But they’re strong kids, and I have a feeling that when their tears abate they’ll only be stronger.
Yes, Kenth’s still being a “zero-libido glacial tightass” as you put it. I’ll keep on working at it. He has to smile SOMEtime.
But I hope you’re taking care of yourself! Remember, eat healthy and keep exercising—and I still call Godmother rights.
All my love,
Alex
*
October 20, 2021
I woke up in the hospital this afternoon, dazed and confused.
I…I remember helping Momoko with the dishes…and then I remember feeling woozy, and bringing a hand to my head…and next thing I know, I’m sitting in a bed with a heart-rate monitor connected to me.
That’s not what I’m here to discuss, though.
Momoko’s brother—Daisuke—was there in her place when she woke up. I assumed it was because she was tired…but he said that she didn’t want to be around me, at least for now. I was puzzled—Momoko’s my best friend! Why would she—
“Lina, when she came over to help you when you fell to your knees you were looking up at her with amber eyes—your pupils were slitted as well.”
….What’s wrong with me…?
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21 October 2021
Experiment #: 34b
Summary:
As of right now, a culture of “infected blood” has been introduced to a culture of “normal” blood. A culture of the normal blood will act as the control. Documentation of the “infected” blood will be documented over the course of two weeks; every two days there will be a diagnostic checkup on the experimental sample, including but not necessarily limited to microscopic radiation and ultraviolet examination to see if the infected blood cells undergo any transformation.
*
October 22, 2021
They finally released me from the hospital, thank goodness. I can never stay in one of those things for very long before I start feeling claustrophobic.
Momoko’s being…nervous around me, though. We still laugh, we still joke around. But there’s a slighty hysterical, frightened edge to her voice now. She’s convinced me not to get a job, close as I am, but suddenly she was “switched” to the nightshift—so we only see each other in the mornings now.
…I miss her. I’m sorry, Momoko.
Please…take this away…all of this. Give me my old friend back….
*
Date: 23 October 2007
To: falconea@shinkami.net
From: sugacakes197@dmail.com
RE: <3<3<3
Good to hear from you again, Alex!
Things over here are going as well as they can, with me being as pregnant as I am. I have a new job, and while it’s not the best I’m managing to get by somehow. That’s why it’s taken me so long to get back to you.
I’m a little tired right now, but I’ll get through it all right. I have a couple thousand dollars set aside from my last job so I think if I need to I can dip into that.
I am so sorry to hear about Rylenn. Please, give the boys hugs from me. And keep breaking Kenth down. He has to give in sometime!
Lots of love to you. I’m sorry this isn’t longer, but I’m feeling a bit tired. Take care!
Lina<3
*
October 24, 2021
To keep myself busy now I sing. Or I write. I mostly sing. They say that little ones still in the womb enjoy that kind of thing—and I’d rather give birth to a happy baby.
But...the weird cravings are persisting. I’ve learned to ignore them…but they just won’t stop. To help banish some of the hunger I feel, I’ve taken to eating daifuku. I thought I was chubby before, when I was in the states with my brother? Dear lord, I am so much bigger now.
I really do miss my job—and sometimes I miss Nai. I wonder if he’s ever picked himself up and moved on. I wonder if he misses me sometimes. I loved him, no doubt—but I had to let him go. For the baby’s sake. At least for now.
But it’d be nice to have someone around the house for more than just an hour or two in the morning.
*
25 October 2007
Progress on 34b
Infrared/Ultraviolet scanning: No change, as of yet.
Microscopic inspection: It appears that a few white blood cells in the “infected” stream are becoming more aggressive, showing more of a tendency to attack the red blood cells before backing off.
As for the differences in the two, it appears that the “infected” blood is a much darker red than the blood that is still “normal.” It is also interesting to note that it was the lighter blood cells that the white blood cells went after….
*
26 October 2007
I had my first argument with Momoko today.
I’m just tired. I’m angry and I’m lonely. And I asked her what the hell was wrong—why we couldn’t just take a day off, go do something fun like shop for more baby clothes.
“It’s not that I don’t want to, it’s just that you—the baby—you need to rest, honey….”
And I sensed the hesitancy in her voice.
….I remember bits and pieces of what I said to my old friend—but mostly just rage. Something angry…like I wanted to claw at her and hurt and just scream….I’m mostly calm now. Mostly calm and sad. She hasn’t come back since last night.
I hope she does. So that I can say “I’m sorry.”
*
27 October 2007
Date: 23 October 2007
To: falconea@shinkami.net
From: daraquenosse@shinkami.net
RE: Lina
Pardon my interruption, Dr. Falcone, but there’s something I am curious about.
Dr. Manneth has been receiving and discussing some blood samples with demonic aura in them. I am aware that you are still in correspondence with Miss Bakura—would you, perhaps, mind inquiring after how she is taking her pregnancy?
Regards:
Professor Araquenosse
Experiment #: 34b
Summary:
As of right now, a culture of “infected blood” has been introduced to a culture of “normal” blood. A culture of the normal blood will act as the control. Documentation of the “infected” blood will be documented over the course of two weeks; every two days there will be a diagnostic checkup on the experimental sample, including but not necessarily limited to microscopic radiation and ultraviolet examination to see if the infected blood cells undergo any transformation.
*
October 22, 2021
They finally released me from the hospital, thank goodness. I can never stay in one of those things for very long before I start feeling claustrophobic.
Momoko’s being…nervous around me, though. We still laugh, we still joke around. But there’s a slighty hysterical, frightened edge to her voice now. She’s convinced me not to get a job, close as I am, but suddenly she was “switched” to the nightshift—so we only see each other in the mornings now.
…I miss her. I’m sorry, Momoko.
Please…take this away…all of this. Give me my old friend back….
*
Date: 23 October 2007
To: falconea@shinkami.net
From: sugacakes197@dmail.com
RE: <3<3<3
Good to hear from you again, Alex!
Things over here are going as well as they can, with me being as pregnant as I am. I have a new job, and while it’s not the best I’m managing to get by somehow. That’s why it’s taken me so long to get back to you.
I’m a little tired right now, but I’ll get through it all right. I have a couple thousand dollars set aside from my last job so I think if I need to I can dip into that.
I am so sorry to hear about Rylenn. Please, give the boys hugs from me. And keep breaking Kenth down. He has to give in sometime!
Lots of love to you. I’m sorry this isn’t longer, but I’m feeling a bit tired. Take care!
Lina<3
*
October 24, 2021
To keep myself busy now I sing. Or I write. I mostly sing. They say that little ones still in the womb enjoy that kind of thing—and I’d rather give birth to a happy baby.
But...the weird cravings are persisting. I’ve learned to ignore them…but they just won’t stop. To help banish some of the hunger I feel, I’ve taken to eating daifuku. I thought I was chubby before, when I was in the states with my brother? Dear lord, I am so much bigger now.
I really do miss my job—and sometimes I miss Nai. I wonder if he’s ever picked himself up and moved on. I wonder if he misses me sometimes. I loved him, no doubt—but I had to let him go. For the baby’s sake. At least for now.
But it’d be nice to have someone around the house for more than just an hour or two in the morning.
*
25 October 2007
Progress on 34b
Infrared/Ultraviolet scanning: No change, as of yet.
Microscopic inspection: It appears that a few white blood cells in the “infected” stream are becoming more aggressive, showing more of a tendency to attack the red blood cells before backing off.
As for the differences in the two, it appears that the “infected” blood is a much darker red than the blood that is still “normal.” It is also interesting to note that it was the lighter blood cells that the white blood cells went after….
*
26 October 2007
I had my first argument with Momoko today.
I’m just tired. I’m angry and I’m lonely. And I asked her what the hell was wrong—why we couldn’t just take a day off, go do something fun like shop for more baby clothes.
“It’s not that I don’t want to, it’s just that you—the baby—you need to rest, honey….”
And I sensed the hesitancy in her voice.
….I remember bits and pieces of what I said to my old friend—but mostly just rage. Something angry…like I wanted to claw at her and hurt and just scream….I’m mostly calm now. Mostly calm and sad. She hasn’t come back since last night.
I hope she does. So that I can say “I’m sorry.”
*
27 October 2007
Date: 23 October 2007
To: falconea@shinkami.net
From: daraquenosse@shinkami.net
RE: Lina
Pardon my interruption, Dr. Falcone, but there’s something I am curious about.
Dr. Manneth has been receiving and discussing some blood samples with demonic aura in them. I am aware that you are still in correspondence with Miss Bakura—would you, perhaps, mind inquiring after how she is taking her pregnancy?
Regards:
Professor Araquenosse
Quote:
28 October 2007
Date: 26 October 2007
To: sugacakes197@dmail..com
From: falconea@shinkami.net
RE: Leaving
Hey Lina,
Hope everything is well! Have to make this brief, as I'm leaving for a bit and wont have computer access; packing is a pain, not sure I should even bother!
Anyway, I'm leaving your e-mail with the Headmaster. He said he got some news about the China incident, but he hasn't announced it to the staff yet. Since I'll be gone, I want you to know it, so don't be surprised if you get one from a Norman Prinwaltz, okay?
Where does the time go? Take care Lina, I'll see you soon.
My love to you and my godchild,
Alex
*
29 October 2007
Nightmares.
I'm plagued by them more frequently, when I do dream. I don't remember the details...just darkness...and pain. An ache, an itch I can't scratch, one that I don't want to scratch, but I don't know why...!
I still haven't heard from Momoko. The neighbor knocked to ask about our dog howling at night, but...we don't have a dog. I wish they'd leave me alone. I'm having enough problems sleeping, and it's almost the least of my worries...
The power has been turned off, and I don't know why. I hope Momoko comes back soon.
*
30 October 2007
Progress on 34b
Infrared/Ultraviolet scanning: N/A
Microscopic inspection: The white blood cells and red blood cells have begun to attack each other. The red cells, while natural and unaggressive by nature, have taken on the aspect of the white cells and have become very unstable. The infrared/Ultraviolet is unable to read anything; hopefully the machine will be fixed by next week.
Further research is necessary; this sample has been injected into Specimens 5846 and 2463. The results will take one week to yield.
*
31 October 2007
Date: 30 October 2007
To: sugacakes197@dmail.com
From: prinwaltzn@shinkami.net
RE: Greetings, Miss Bakura.
Hello, Miss Bakura.
My name is Norman Prinwaltz, and I am the Headmaster of ShinKami School of Saviors. I was given your contact information by Miss Alexis Falcone; it was requested that I share information with you about the developments in China, and both the council I have agreed that it is in the best interest of you and your unborn child.
It is to my understanding that you are suffering some ill side effects of your pregnancy. It has been brought to my attention that these issues are with your health and your health alone, and that the child has not been exposed or otherwise maltreated by these problems. While this is good news, there are also grave concerns that come with your unique situation.
I would personally like to speak with you and discuss options for your unborn child and your own safety. If you are confused, I would recommend you check on the results to the studies that you yourself have started.
I hope to hear from you soon.
Regards,
Norman Prinwaltz
Headmaster
ShinKami School of Saviors
*
01 November 2007
I'm sick...so very sick.
I went out to eat...without power, the fridge isn't working properly. I was going to order a nice vegetable lasagna, but I was taken by a strange desire for steak. On a whim, I ordered it, well done. But, when it got to me, it wasn't what I wanted. I sent it back, and asked for something more rare.
There was still blood on it when they brought it out again, and...I don't remember it all clearly. I ate it, but when I was done, the utensils were never touched, and the bone had been cracked open, all the marrow drained.
Did I...really do that? Momoko, come home, please...!
I'm scared...
*
02 November 2007
I checked the Lab early today, hoping the results might be faster than previously thought. Of course, there is no such luck, and the technitians are practically mental trying to keep me from moving around and fretting so much.
They don't know where the real anxiety lays. I still haven't answered Norman...I know Alex trusts him, but I'm afraid. Why can't he just tell me? Why the wait?
No matter. I WILL wait.
*
03 November 2007
Momoko came home. She asked me to leave.
Of course I left. I'm sleeping in the lab now, trying not to be found. It's not so bad on my back, really, and the baby seems quieter...or maybe I am? I don't know anymore.
I tried to tell Momoko about the power, to explain...but she was crying so hard, I don't know if she heard me. She had another friend with her...she said something about the breaker being completely destroyed, like something attacked it with a sharp object...but I didn't hear anything! Maybe she was mistaken, maybe it's just...wind blown.
I don't like this uncertainty...
Date: 26 October 2007
To: sugacakes197@dmail..com
From: falconea@shinkami.net
RE: Leaving
Hey Lina,
Hope everything is well! Have to make this brief, as I'm leaving for a bit and wont have computer access; packing is a pain, not sure I should even bother!
Anyway, I'm leaving your e-mail with the Headmaster. He said he got some news about the China incident, but he hasn't announced it to the staff yet. Since I'll be gone, I want you to know it, so don't be surprised if you get one from a Norman Prinwaltz, okay?
Where does the time go? Take care Lina, I'll see you soon.
My love to you and my godchild,
Alex
*
29 October 2007
Nightmares.
I'm plagued by them more frequently, when I do dream. I don't remember the details...just darkness...and pain. An ache, an itch I can't scratch, one that I don't want to scratch, but I don't know why...!
I still haven't heard from Momoko. The neighbor knocked to ask about our dog howling at night, but...we don't have a dog. I wish they'd leave me alone. I'm having enough problems sleeping, and it's almost the least of my worries...
The power has been turned off, and I don't know why. I hope Momoko comes back soon.
*
30 October 2007
Progress on 34b
Infrared/Ultraviolet scanning: N/A
Microscopic inspection: The white blood cells and red blood cells have begun to attack each other. The red cells, while natural and unaggressive by nature, have taken on the aspect of the white cells and have become very unstable. The infrared/Ultraviolet is unable to read anything; hopefully the machine will be fixed by next week.
Further research is necessary; this sample has been injected into Specimens 5846 and 2463. The results will take one week to yield.
*
31 October 2007
Date: 30 October 2007
To: sugacakes197@dmail.com
From: prinwaltzn@shinkami.net
RE: Greetings, Miss Bakura.
Hello, Miss Bakura.
My name is Norman Prinwaltz, and I am the Headmaster of ShinKami School of Saviors. I was given your contact information by Miss Alexis Falcone; it was requested that I share information with you about the developments in China, and both the council I have agreed that it is in the best interest of you and your unborn child.
It is to my understanding that you are suffering some ill side effects of your pregnancy. It has been brought to my attention that these issues are with your health and your health alone, and that the child has not been exposed or otherwise maltreated by these problems. While this is good news, there are also grave concerns that come with your unique situation.
I would personally like to speak with you and discuss options for your unborn child and your own safety. If you are confused, I would recommend you check on the results to the studies that you yourself have started.
I hope to hear from you soon.
Regards,
Norman Prinwaltz
Headmaster
ShinKami School of Saviors
*
01 November 2007
I'm sick...so very sick.
I went out to eat...without power, the fridge isn't working properly. I was going to order a nice vegetable lasagna, but I was taken by a strange desire for steak. On a whim, I ordered it, well done. But, when it got to me, it wasn't what I wanted. I sent it back, and asked for something more rare.
There was still blood on it when they brought it out again, and...I don't remember it all clearly. I ate it, but when I was done, the utensils were never touched, and the bone had been cracked open, all the marrow drained.
Did I...really do that? Momoko, come home, please...!
I'm scared...
*
02 November 2007
I checked the Lab early today, hoping the results might be faster than previously thought. Of course, there is no such luck, and the technitians are practically mental trying to keep me from moving around and fretting so much.
They don't know where the real anxiety lays. I still haven't answered Norman...I know Alex trusts him, but I'm afraid. Why can't he just tell me? Why the wait?
No matter. I WILL wait.
*
03 November 2007
Momoko came home. She asked me to leave.
Of course I left. I'm sleeping in the lab now, trying not to be found. It's not so bad on my back, really, and the baby seems quieter...or maybe I am? I don't know anymore.
I tried to tell Momoko about the power, to explain...but she was crying so hard, I don't know if she heard me. She had another friend with her...she said something about the breaker being completely destroyed, like something attacked it with a sharp object...but I didn't hear anything! Maybe she was mistaken, maybe it's just...wind blown.
I don't like this uncertainty...
Quote:
04 November 2007
I can see more in my nightmares, now...literally, and figuratively. There's still darkness, but...it's like my eyes have adjusted. Like I'm seeing something that was there along, in that darkness. I still can't make much out, but I can see others there. They look human enough, but there's something weird about their ears. It triggers a memory, but...everytime I try to think about it, my mind gets fuzzy and I get tired...
I bit my lip or tongue during my sleep. There was the taste of blood in my mouth, but I didn't see any sores or cuts...must have been small.
*
05 November 2007
To add to the nightmares, I've been sleepwalking! I've NEVER done that before, I guess it's because I'm at work and my body thinks I'm still working...that MUST be it...
I woke up from one nightmare to find myself at the door of where we keep the rats. I don't condone this use of animals, and I avoid the place like the plague, so it was very startling and unsettling to find myself standing there in the doorway. Even the access codes were entered. Luckily, the upper management didn't seem to mind the early morning intrusion, and there were no questions. I hope it was a one time thing.
*
06 November 2007
Some of the rats have gone missing.
They're blaming it on me...saying it has only happened since I've been working 'later.' Like I said, just because I don't agree with it doesn't mean I'd do anything to jeopardize the lab and its studies! I know I'm only here by the graces of my past contributions, and I can't blow this. I have no where else to go, no money to speak of, only eating what I can pilfer from those who feel bad from me...I hate it.
I digress. Some of the rats are gone, without a trace. I found more blood on my face this morning, and...in fear...just...in case...I went to the doctor, to see if there was any foreign blood or objects in me. I couldn't tell him he was looking for dead rats, but apparently I was just being paranoid. He said I had a clean bill of health. He sent me to take some blood just in case, and said he'd call the lab in three days with the results.
I hope the rats are okay.
*
07 November 2007
Progress on 34b
Infrared/Ultraviolet scanning: Dangerously high levels of contamination
Microscopic inspection: The red blood cells and white blood cells have all but devoured each other, breeding a strange dark red cell that is unidentifiable. The pressure from this new specimen has cracked several microscopes.
Specimens 5846 and 2463 were found deceased. The bodies were found with many surface scratches and a few fatal gashes, as an apparent cause of death. However, the autopsy revealed that both subject's brains had hemmoraged, the dark red blood cells found within the cerebral fluids. The brain, lungs, liver and stomach of the specimens were in an advanced stage of decay, suggesting that the deterioration of the blood and body had very adverse affects to the host.
*
08 November 2007
Date: 07 November 2007
To: prinwaltzn@shinkami.net
From: sugacakes197@dmail.com
RE: RE: Greetings, Miss Bakura.
I received the results today.
Please help me.
Please help my child...
*
09 November 2007
Date: 08 November 2007
To: sugacakes197@dmail.com
From: prinwaltzn@shinkami.net
RE: RE: RE: Greetings, Miss Bakura.
Miss Bakura,
Please find your way to the nearest harbor. Don't worry about which one; if you go, we will find you. There will be a vessel waiting your arrival.
Barring any bad weather - securing your safety through our treaties and laws - we will see you in a week.
Be well. Be swift.
- NP
*
10 November 2007
The disease has a small amount of airborne influence, especially in the case of the females; their ovaries were contaminated by alien growths, and the pregnant ones died shortly after the two specimens died. Shortly after I left the lab, all of the female rats - even though they were seperated in cages - were all dead, showing signs of the dark red blood. We should have checked them sooner...the airborne exposure was a more progressive and passive death than direct injection, but it was death to them all the same.
The blood test results came in. The doctor expressed concern about my white cell count...he wants to do more tests, because of a strange influx of the cells. I don't have to go back to know that the strange thing is that they're attacking my red cells...
I'm leaving for the harbor in a few minutes, carrying with me only a few momentos and a few days change of clothes. I am leaving America and everything familiar behind me, and I don't know if I will ever see it again...
I don't care.
Don't take my child...not my baby...
I can see more in my nightmares, now...literally, and figuratively. There's still darkness, but...it's like my eyes have adjusted. Like I'm seeing something that was there along, in that darkness. I still can't make much out, but I can see others there. They look human enough, but there's something weird about their ears. It triggers a memory, but...everytime I try to think about it, my mind gets fuzzy and I get tired...
I bit my lip or tongue during my sleep. There was the taste of blood in my mouth, but I didn't see any sores or cuts...must have been small.
*
05 November 2007
To add to the nightmares, I've been sleepwalking! I've NEVER done that before, I guess it's because I'm at work and my body thinks I'm still working...that MUST be it...
I woke up from one nightmare to find myself at the door of where we keep the rats. I don't condone this use of animals, and I avoid the place like the plague, so it was very startling and unsettling to find myself standing there in the doorway. Even the access codes were entered. Luckily, the upper management didn't seem to mind the early morning intrusion, and there were no questions. I hope it was a one time thing.
*
06 November 2007
Some of the rats have gone missing.
They're blaming it on me...saying it has only happened since I've been working 'later.' Like I said, just because I don't agree with it doesn't mean I'd do anything to jeopardize the lab and its studies! I know I'm only here by the graces of my past contributions, and I can't blow this. I have no where else to go, no money to speak of, only eating what I can pilfer from those who feel bad from me...I hate it.
I digress. Some of the rats are gone, without a trace. I found more blood on my face this morning, and...in fear...just...in case...I went to the doctor, to see if there was any foreign blood or objects in me. I couldn't tell him he was looking for dead rats, but apparently I was just being paranoid. He said I had a clean bill of health. He sent me to take some blood just in case, and said he'd call the lab in three days with the results.
I hope the rats are okay.
*
07 November 2007
Progress on 34b
Infrared/Ultraviolet scanning: Dangerously high levels of contamination
Microscopic inspection: The red blood cells and white blood cells have all but devoured each other, breeding a strange dark red cell that is unidentifiable. The pressure from this new specimen has cracked several microscopes.
Specimens 5846 and 2463 were found deceased. The bodies were found with many surface scratches and a few fatal gashes, as an apparent cause of death. However, the autopsy revealed that both subject's brains had hemmoraged, the dark red blood cells found within the cerebral fluids. The brain, lungs, liver and stomach of the specimens were in an advanced stage of decay, suggesting that the deterioration of the blood and body had very adverse affects to the host.
*
08 November 2007
Date: 07 November 2007
To: prinwaltzn@shinkami.net
From: sugacakes197@dmail.com
RE: RE: Greetings, Miss Bakura.
I received the results today.
Please help me.
Please help my child...
*
09 November 2007
Date: 08 November 2007
To: sugacakes197@dmail.com
From: prinwaltzn@shinkami.net
RE: RE: RE: Greetings, Miss Bakura.
Miss Bakura,
Please find your way to the nearest harbor. Don't worry about which one; if you go, we will find you. There will be a vessel waiting your arrival.
Barring any bad weather - securing your safety through our treaties and laws - we will see you in a week.
Be well. Be swift.
- NP
*
10 November 2007
The disease has a small amount of airborne influence, especially in the case of the females; their ovaries were contaminated by alien growths, and the pregnant ones died shortly after the two specimens died. Shortly after I left the lab, all of the female rats - even though they were seperated in cages - were all dead, showing signs of the dark red blood. We should have checked them sooner...the airborne exposure was a more progressive and passive death than direct injection, but it was death to them all the same.
The blood test results came in. The doctor expressed concern about my white cell count...he wants to do more tests, because of a strange influx of the cells. I don't have to go back to know that the strange thing is that they're attacking my red cells...
I'm leaving for the harbor in a few minutes, carrying with me only a few momentos and a few days change of clothes. I am leaving America and everything familiar behind me, and I don't know if I will ever see it again...
I don't care.
Don't take my child...not my baby...
