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This is really odd... Well at least it is for me. I think a few of the guys at my work are actually hitting on me... Some of them aren't even those desperate creeps either. Why is it so odd? Well I don't consider myself to be of any interest to anyone really. No one's actually said anything nice to me that actually seemed sincere. I look at myself and don't see anything special about me... Nor am I trying to be anything special really. Hell, part of the reason why I dress in baggy clothes is because I really don't care for people to take interest in me.

I had really not cared for any of that love s**t mostly because I never believed it to be real TBH. That and my family are really annoying about it. Like 10 years ago I had a friend who happened to be a boy. He was actually one of the first friends I made on my own. Not someone from school, not a kid of one of my mom's friends. My family teased me about him being my boyfriend, which pretty much drove me away from being his friend. [Well that and the fact that he later told me he had a crush on me... I didn't want him around saying things like that just to give my family more to tease about...] This actually had an effect on any of the other friends I did enjoy having. I enjoyed being friends with boys because I was, and still am, into boyish things... I never cared to hang around annoying gossip girls with Barbies. So yea, my social life totally suffered because of my immature family...

Anyways, the fact that people are actually saying such things even as I act and dress the way I do makes me wonder... Why are people actually giving a s**t about me? People never did before, what's different now? I honestly have no clue. However I kinda think it may have to do with the fact that these aren't the same people I had to go to school with. People in school were always assholes and drove me away from actually wanting to have anything to do with people. Although I've always thought that things would be different outside of school. I've not really seen it until now. Will that change me? I don't know, but I can say that I do like the attention. It makes me feel much better. heart It also makes me feel like I'm missing out on something that I've been avoiding. sad

Eh... I don't even know why I'm posting this... But since I wasted time typing it I guess I'll Submit it...

They're probably standing in the back watching you lift boxes. all like: "Come on baby, bend over... Thats it. Now use those legs.... lift... lift... oh yeah.... Put your a** into it!"
Air: " What?!
Guy: "Oh uhh, I said put your back into it. Come on hussle!"
Air: "But your just standing there!"
Guy: "Oh.... My a** is, i mean, my thighs are, i mean my legs are tired."
Air: "But you haven't done anything!"
Guy: ........*walks over*.... "You wanna get high?"
Air: ..."No"....
Guy: ........*walks away*.....

I can probably see this one guy thinking something like that. He tends to joke alot with innuendos. Two major ones are: When he pours wax onto a chute, to make it slippery - packages gets stuck a lot, he says stuff like "I'm hosing down the chute in my sperm.". Then there's the long packages. Can you guess what type of jokes come outta those?

The funniest part is that his girlfriend is due this month. rofl