And All The Things That You Never Ever Told Me
By: Hardcore Mosher (Tay)
Characters: Elizabeth Bennett, MCR, other random people I decide to add in here...
Rating: Pg-13 for swearing, and maybe some violence. I dunno yet.
Disclaimer: Much to my disappointed, I do not own MCR or its members, not have I met them. So don't sue me.
Yes, this have been temporarily discontinued. I've lost interest in it and I haven't quite figured out how to make it flow. If and when I get some more ideas, I WILL start it again. Maybe if I get enough pressure to do it, I'll do it sooner.
Oh, and if anyone has any ideas that could lead it up to where it needs to go, PM me. Thanks.
THAT'S RIGHT, YOU READ RIGHT. THIS IS NO LONGER DISCONTINUED. AND IT'S BEEN UPDATED. SO READ THE STORY NOW.
Okay, this is another of my many ideas for fics. This one shouldn't be too long. But just so you know, I don't think any of you will expect what's really gonna happen after the prologue. So yeah. Enjoy!
Comment, bash, I don't care. I do this for my own enjoyment and if you happen to enjoy it then that's a benefit for me. So here you go!
Prologue
The air was cool and crisp, the chilling wind never ceasing to blow, even for a second. The night was still, the scene so serene that it seemed as if the slightest movement would shatter it. Most certainly not the best night for an evening stroll in New Jersey.
I pulled the jacket I had around me closer to my shuddering body, not just from the cold, but from fear as well. Every rustling leaf or snapping branch causing alarm, never appearing to be anything but still arousing panic nonetheless. After all, I was always paranoid, constantly making sure no danger was anywhere around me.
I quickened my pace, feeling the need to be home and away from the dark and abandoned streets as hastily as possible. I looked around me, jerking my head every direction to make sure nothing would halt my journey home, only about four blocks away.
Just then, I caught the bright flash of a car’s headlights heading down the street towards me.
I froze, panicking and not knowing how to react. The car was coming closer so very slowly, the anticipation causing time to feel prolonged and lengthier than it should’ve.
Finally after a few seconds that seemed to drag on for hours, the car stopped right in front of me. The window of the passenger side slid down and a familiar face stared up at me.
I sighed in relief.
“Mikey,” I breathed, my voice shaky.
“What are you doing out here? Frank was worried,” he said, his voice full of amusement.
“Oh come on; I was gone a few minutes and he’s already worried? What’s going to happen once all of you go on tour and he’s not here to watch everything I do?”
“I really have no idea Liz,” he said with a small chuckle. “But we really should get back before he has a stroke or something.”
I nodded, trying to mask the relief I felt from my face. He opened the passenger door and I climbed in, rolling the window up as soon as I was in the seat. He put on the radio and I let my head rest on the upper part of the seat.
“So what were you doing out?” Mikey asked, breaking the short silence.
“Walking of course; why?”
“Just wondering, but you should’ve told Frankie so he wouldn’t flip out.”
“Just to go on a five minute walk? That’s crazy.”
“Not in Jersey, it’s not. In two minutes you could be raped, beaten, and shot in the head and anyone around you wouldn’t give a ******** there’s a pleasant though,” I said quietly, sarcasm dripping from my voice.
“I’m serious Liz. We just don’t want you to get hurt.”
Silence filled the air once again and finally we arrived at the house Frankie and I shared.
Here’s the story. I was Elizabeth Bennett, Frankie’s younger cousin by a year. Since both my parents were in jail for kidnapping some kid for reasons I can’t even remember, he agreed to let me live with him in New Jersey.
Mikey stopped the quiet purring of the engine and pulled the key out of the ignition. We both exited the car and I walked up the steps to the small house while Mikey locked the car and such.
The second I reached the door and attempted to turn the lock, the door swung open and arms were flung around my body.
“Where the ******** did you go Lizzie?” Frankie asked, his voice laced with concern and relief.
“Just for a walk, I wasn’t gone long.”
“No, but I still had no idea where you were and that scared the s**t out of me.”
“I’m sorry Frankie, I really hate making you worried. It makes you all… mature.” I shuddered playfully in his grasp, earning a small chuckle from him. I maneuvered myself out of his arms and went into the living room, where I immediately saw Gerard and Ray sitting, Gerard on the couch and Ray slumbering in the recliner next to him, snoring and grunting. I tried so very hard to suppress the laugh growing in my throat, but failed miserably. Luckily, my outburst hadn’t awoken sleeping beauty there.
“Hey,” Gerard whispered with a smile.
I smiled back and sat on the couch, immediately being embraced by him.
“What happened to him? It’s only like, nine or something.”
“He stayed up all night last night with his girlfriend and spent all of today with her too. This is the first sleep he’s gotten since two nights ago.”
“Poor guy,” I said, still laughing as quietly as possible. Just then he grunted loudly and rolled over in the comfortable chair. My laugh continued.
“This is totally Youtube – worthy. He’s very loud when he sleeps, no?”
“Yeah he is. It’s amazing his girlfriend can tolerate him sleeping there. If I were dating him, I’d go mad and probably kill him.”
“Yeah that’s right, Gee. Fantasize about having Ray as your boyfriend,” I said, sarcasm laced in my tone.
“Oh yes, I want that sexy fro in my bed every night,” he commented like a lovesick schoolgirl, playing along with me.
“Inappropriate much?”
“What’s going on here?” Mikey asked, walking through the front door and Gerard immediately removing his arms from around me.
“Oh nothing. Just Gee finally coming out of the closet,” I said, watching Mikey’s look of horror for a moment. Gerard and I acted totally serious for a moment until we couldn’t take his expression anymore and burst out laughing. Mikey, finally realizing Gerard and I were joking, sat down between us.
“Whatever, as long as you don’t hit on me brother,” Mikey said, smiling.
“Too late.”
I excused myself and went up to my bedroom, laughing at poor Mikey being teased by his brother. Yeah, I know, I may sound mean, but I’m really actually pretty nice. This was just something I happened to find funny.
I climbed the stairs and headed into my bedroom, the first in the hall. I went into it and closed the oak door, polished and glistening. I walked to my drawers and changed into my pajamas, being a red and black Happy Bunny tank and some black pajama pants.
I sat down at my laptop and was about to log on to IM, but a knock at my door interrupted me.
“Come in,” I said, hearing the knob turn with a squeak and the creak of the door as it was pushed open. I saw Frank walk in and pace over to my bed. I smiled at him and closed my laptop, giving him my full attention.
“Hey Liz,” he said, looking a little nervous.
“Hi Pansy Boy, what’s going on?”
“You do realize how very much I hate that nickname?”
“Pretty much, yeah. So, as I asked, what’s up?”
“Well I have news.”
“Good or bad?” I asked a little reluctantly.
“It all depends. So, we’re finished with our break and we’re about to go on tour with Green Day. Plus we're gonna make another video while we're gone.”
“Really?” That’s awesome!”
“Yeah…” he said, moving his gaze from me to the floor.
“Is that a bad thing?”
“Well, we don’t really know how long we’ll be gone and when all the dates will be, but it’s supposed to be a while…”
“How long do you guys think?”
“About six months, if not more…”
“Six months? That’s so long!”
“Well that brings me to something else that I don’t know if you’ll like.”
“Which is?”
“How would you like to go on tour with us?” he asked, a little unsure.
I just sat there, eyes wide, mouth hanging open, and unable to speak.
Finally, after a moment of disbelief, he spoke.
“You think it’s a bad idea,” he said quietly.
I found my voice again and spoke.
“Are you crazy? I would love to go on tour with you guys!” I said, feeling a wave of excitement overcome me.
“You’re serious?” he asked, picking his head up to stare at me.
“Hell yeah! Do you even realize how much I’ve wanted to go on tour with all of you since the beginning?”
“Not really…”
“Well then, now you do.”
“That’s great! I’ll go tell the guys.”
“When’s the tour start?”
“A few days from now.”
“Cool! This’ll be awesome!”
“I’m glad you think so.”
Just then I yawned and Frankie got up from my bed.
“You should get some sleep, you know. You haven’t been getting a lot lately.”
“Thanks for the tip mom.”
“Shut up,” he said. I just smirked and shooed him out of my room.
“Night Pansy Boy!” I said with a big smile. He opened his mouth to say something, but I had already shut the door. I walked over to my lamp and pulled the chain, causing the room to go dim, the only light entering from the moon shining through the window on the center wall. I went to my bed and crawled under the thick, crimson covers, feeling sleep begin to overcome me immediately.
But then there was a feeling I had never felt before. I felt as if I was falling, fading away from something.
And then everything went black.
By: Hardcore Mosher (Tay)
Characters: Elizabeth Bennett, MCR, other random people I decide to add in here...
Rating: Pg-13 for swearing, and maybe some violence. I dunno yet.
Disclaimer: Much to my disappointed, I do not own MCR or its members, not have I met them. So don't sue me.
Yes, this have been temporarily discontinued. I've lost interest in it and I haven't quite figured out how to make it flow. If and when I get some more ideas, I WILL start it again. Maybe if I get enough pressure to do it, I'll do it sooner.
Oh, and if anyone has any ideas that could lead it up to where it needs to go, PM me. Thanks.
THAT'S RIGHT, YOU READ RIGHT. THIS IS NO LONGER DISCONTINUED. AND IT'S BEEN UPDATED. SO READ THE STORY NOW.
Okay, this is another of my many ideas for fics. This one shouldn't be too long. But just so you know, I don't think any of you will expect what's really gonna happen after the prologue. So yeah. Enjoy!
Comment, bash, I don't care. I do this for my own enjoyment and if you happen to enjoy it then that's a benefit for me. So here you go!
Prologue
The air was cool and crisp, the chilling wind never ceasing to blow, even for a second. The night was still, the scene so serene that it seemed as if the slightest movement would shatter it. Most certainly not the best night for an evening stroll in New Jersey.
I pulled the jacket I had around me closer to my shuddering body, not just from the cold, but from fear as well. Every rustling leaf or snapping branch causing alarm, never appearing to be anything but still arousing panic nonetheless. After all, I was always paranoid, constantly making sure no danger was anywhere around me.
I quickened my pace, feeling the need to be home and away from the dark and abandoned streets as hastily as possible. I looked around me, jerking my head every direction to make sure nothing would halt my journey home, only about four blocks away.
Just then, I caught the bright flash of a car’s headlights heading down the street towards me.
I froze, panicking and not knowing how to react. The car was coming closer so very slowly, the anticipation causing time to feel prolonged and lengthier than it should’ve.
Finally after a few seconds that seemed to drag on for hours, the car stopped right in front of me. The window of the passenger side slid down and a familiar face stared up at me.
I sighed in relief.
“Mikey,” I breathed, my voice shaky.
“What are you doing out here? Frank was worried,” he said, his voice full of amusement.
“Oh come on; I was gone a few minutes and he’s already worried? What’s going to happen once all of you go on tour and he’s not here to watch everything I do?”
“I really have no idea Liz,” he said with a small chuckle. “But we really should get back before he has a stroke or something.”
I nodded, trying to mask the relief I felt from my face. He opened the passenger door and I climbed in, rolling the window up as soon as I was in the seat. He put on the radio and I let my head rest on the upper part of the seat.
“So what were you doing out?” Mikey asked, breaking the short silence.
“Walking of course; why?”
“Just wondering, but you should’ve told Frankie so he wouldn’t flip out.”
“Just to go on a five minute walk? That’s crazy.”
“Not in Jersey, it’s not. In two minutes you could be raped, beaten, and shot in the head and anyone around you wouldn’t give a ******** there’s a pleasant though,” I said quietly, sarcasm dripping from my voice.
“I’m serious Liz. We just don’t want you to get hurt.”
Silence filled the air once again and finally we arrived at the house Frankie and I shared.
Here’s the story. I was Elizabeth Bennett, Frankie’s younger cousin by a year. Since both my parents were in jail for kidnapping some kid for reasons I can’t even remember, he agreed to let me live with him in New Jersey.
Mikey stopped the quiet purring of the engine and pulled the key out of the ignition. We both exited the car and I walked up the steps to the small house while Mikey locked the car and such.
The second I reached the door and attempted to turn the lock, the door swung open and arms were flung around my body.
“Where the ******** did you go Lizzie?” Frankie asked, his voice laced with concern and relief.
“Just for a walk, I wasn’t gone long.”
“No, but I still had no idea where you were and that scared the s**t out of me.”
“I’m sorry Frankie, I really hate making you worried. It makes you all… mature.” I shuddered playfully in his grasp, earning a small chuckle from him. I maneuvered myself out of his arms and went into the living room, where I immediately saw Gerard and Ray sitting, Gerard on the couch and Ray slumbering in the recliner next to him, snoring and grunting. I tried so very hard to suppress the laugh growing in my throat, but failed miserably. Luckily, my outburst hadn’t awoken sleeping beauty there.
“Hey,” Gerard whispered with a smile.
I smiled back and sat on the couch, immediately being embraced by him.
“What happened to him? It’s only like, nine or something.”
“He stayed up all night last night with his girlfriend and spent all of today with her too. This is the first sleep he’s gotten since two nights ago.”
“Poor guy,” I said, still laughing as quietly as possible. Just then he grunted loudly and rolled over in the comfortable chair. My laugh continued.
“This is totally Youtube – worthy. He’s very loud when he sleeps, no?”
“Yeah he is. It’s amazing his girlfriend can tolerate him sleeping there. If I were dating him, I’d go mad and probably kill him.”
“Yeah that’s right, Gee. Fantasize about having Ray as your boyfriend,” I said, sarcasm laced in my tone.
“Oh yes, I want that sexy fro in my bed every night,” he commented like a lovesick schoolgirl, playing along with me.
“Inappropriate much?”
“What’s going on here?” Mikey asked, walking through the front door and Gerard immediately removing his arms from around me.
“Oh nothing. Just Gee finally coming out of the closet,” I said, watching Mikey’s look of horror for a moment. Gerard and I acted totally serious for a moment until we couldn’t take his expression anymore and burst out laughing. Mikey, finally realizing Gerard and I were joking, sat down between us.
“Whatever, as long as you don’t hit on me brother,” Mikey said, smiling.
“Too late.”
I excused myself and went up to my bedroom, laughing at poor Mikey being teased by his brother. Yeah, I know, I may sound mean, but I’m really actually pretty nice. This was just something I happened to find funny.
I climbed the stairs and headed into my bedroom, the first in the hall. I went into it and closed the oak door, polished and glistening. I walked to my drawers and changed into my pajamas, being a red and black Happy Bunny tank and some black pajama pants.
I sat down at my laptop and was about to log on to IM, but a knock at my door interrupted me.
“Come in,” I said, hearing the knob turn with a squeak and the creak of the door as it was pushed open. I saw Frank walk in and pace over to my bed. I smiled at him and closed my laptop, giving him my full attention.
“Hey Liz,” he said, looking a little nervous.
“Hi Pansy Boy, what’s going on?”
“You do realize how very much I hate that nickname?”
“Pretty much, yeah. So, as I asked, what’s up?”
“Well I have news.”
“Good or bad?” I asked a little reluctantly.
“It all depends. So, we’re finished with our break and we’re about to go on tour with Green Day. Plus we're gonna make another video while we're gone.”
“Really?” That’s awesome!”
“Yeah…” he said, moving his gaze from me to the floor.
“Is that a bad thing?”
“Well, we don’t really know how long we’ll be gone and when all the dates will be, but it’s supposed to be a while…”
“How long do you guys think?”
“About six months, if not more…”
“Six months? That’s so long!”
“Well that brings me to something else that I don’t know if you’ll like.”
“Which is?”
“How would you like to go on tour with us?” he asked, a little unsure.
I just sat there, eyes wide, mouth hanging open, and unable to speak.
Finally, after a moment of disbelief, he spoke.
“You think it’s a bad idea,” he said quietly.
I found my voice again and spoke.
“Are you crazy? I would love to go on tour with you guys!” I said, feeling a wave of excitement overcome me.
“You’re serious?” he asked, picking his head up to stare at me.
“Hell yeah! Do you even realize how much I’ve wanted to go on tour with all of you since the beginning?”
“Not really…”
“Well then, now you do.”
“That’s great! I’ll go tell the guys.”
“When’s the tour start?”
“A few days from now.”
“Cool! This’ll be awesome!”
“I’m glad you think so.”
Just then I yawned and Frankie got up from my bed.
“You should get some sleep, you know. You haven’t been getting a lot lately.”
“Thanks for the tip mom.”
“Shut up,” he said. I just smirked and shooed him out of my room.
“Night Pansy Boy!” I said with a big smile. He opened his mouth to say something, but I had already shut the door. I walked over to my lamp and pulled the chain, causing the room to go dim, the only light entering from the moon shining through the window on the center wall. I went to my bed and crawled under the thick, crimson covers, feeling sleep begin to overcome me immediately.
But then there was a feeling I had never felt before. I felt as if I was falling, fading away from something.
And then everything went black.
