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In anycase, after searching franticly, I found it. Behind a desk in a ton of dust bunnies wrapped in wires and s**t.

I wish she had more respect for my s**t. She doesn't know I really have this obssession with the whole keeping stuff perfect because no matter how pissed I am, I either don't show it, or the times I do show it, she thinks I'm overreacting over nothing. Then I can't really explain it because she doesn't bother to listen.

She's so immature. Honestly. You know when you were little, and your parents gave you tons of idle threats. Like, "Quiet back there, or I'll turn this car around!". Honestly, most of the time that was on our way to grandma's, I couldn't care less if we went or not. Not to disrespect grandma, it's just hanging around in that car, and then having to stay in the same room with my family. Not pleasent. Everyone else in my family pass gas so much... I can't think of a suitable comparison really...

So anyways. Those childish, idle threats, she uses them a lot nowadays... It's so condescending. I'm trying to say somehing, not even something that is meant to piss her off, but she'll say something that has nothing to do with what we're argueing about.

Oh, a great eample of an arguement... My mom doesn't believe in Global Warming... Honestly... She says that even if there was something of the sort, why should she care. Yea... Selfish much? This was right after I was volunteering at Pro Rev's Music For Relief booth BTW... One of the main things was to help combat Global Warming. Way to be supportive of the first thing I've ever wanted to help out with. I mean, she should at least show some sort of positive attitude towards me... But no.

But I digress. So yea, she makes idle threats, or lame points. Like, for the internet thing. I tell her she's addicted, she's freaking out about the net, I never did anything like this when I played tons of RS... I bring that up, and say that she used to accuse me of spending too much time on the computer... I call her a hypocrite. Her come back? "I didn't grow up with internet!"... Oh yea, well I didn't grow up with clean air, should I chasize you for ******** up my air?

Now, a lot of her s**t I can tell is because she really has nothing to back up her arguement... Hell, She'll never let me finish my point because she knows it. Now, here's what she resorts to when she can't think up any other lame attempts at points... "Amber! You're pissing me off. You go on and on and on! STOP IT!". Excuse me? I am not going on and on... Infact, you still havn't let me say anything... Honestly, most of the time I don't get halfway through a sentence and she's freaking out.

You'd think that when dealing with this I'd be yelling back? Nope, I'm calm the whole time... Frustrated of course, but I don't yell. I nicely ask her if I can finish my point, and she just... I don't know... Pouts... It's ******** pathetic.

You know, I don't think I've ever said anything so stupid and immature in my life... Aside from the normal joking around, but for an actual arguement or the sort... I don't know, I wish people would just chill and not be so pissy and immature when they talk. Take it out on the wall or something.

Curse this sore throat! Yea, you'd think anyone would notice me coughing and s**t around here too... Excuse me while I go rot away in a corner or something. No, actually... I could probably lay in the middle the most walked about area of the house, I doubt anyone would give a s**t... stare