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Okay.
Today was a horrible day.
I got 2, "Oh by the way, you have a test tomorrow"s.
And a "Learn all this. Now. QUIZ TIME!"
But thats not even half of it.
I went up to my friend/past crushed Derek today and I was all fake angry at him because he was so mean to all my friends. But thats that usual. I'm just so sick of his bitchyness. (am i allowed to say that?)
Anyhoo,
he was like "FINE. then I wont tell you what happened when I was away.."
So of course my curious self left me wondering all day what happened.
At the end of the day, when I was waiting for the buses, I pulled Derek aside and I was like. "What happened?'
Background info.
Last year, Derek was attacked by his dad. His dad pointed a gun to Derek and his mother. Now Derek's dad is in jail..So everytime something happens with Derek, I'm extra alarmed. Unfortunately, Derek only has like 2 friends. Me and someone in NY, I never met before.
BACK!
I was very concerned and asked him what was wrong. He said
"Okay..don't say this to anyone, but when I was at block island last weekend..I was just thinking. I might be bi"
I took out my pinky and went, "I pinky swear."
"And can I tell you something?" I said.
"Yeah?"
"Well. I think I am too."
And I walked away to my bus, not looking back.
He said something, I didnt hear, but I couldn't look back.
I think he said.
"I'm just kidding"
I was waiting for him to go online on AIM, and once he did, I asked him if what he said was a joke or not.
GUESS WHAT?!?!
IT WAS.
I kept saying "Oh I'm not bi. SERIOUSLY. I'm NOT."
But he won't believe me.
And honestly, I have been really depressed because its hard..
I dont know if I am or not.
And now, he's gonna hold it against me.
Nobody knows. Only him.
ERGGGG.
GAHHH
To top it off, my 10 year old sister is being so rude.
She's throwing things at me, and screaming and saying
"What-everrr"
I'm just smiling. Taking it all in. And sipping some Tazo tea.
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