I was going out with a guy in my youth group. I fell hard I was so in love with him. Well about 2 months ago before I went to bed the night before I was leaving for Missouri I checked my myspace and got a message from him saying "I don't know how to say this but I don't like you anymore... havefun with your cousins." I cryed myself to sleep that night because I have never felt that amount of pain from anyone in my life expecially not from someone I cared about. Now I have forgiven him for it, but when we decided we would stay friends we can't look at eachother and we can't talk unless we're alone without friends around. Now I wish I wouldn't have falen so hard. How do I pick myself up and become his friend without getting hrt again because that is what I fear most. I don't want to get hurt by him again.