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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 3:15 pm
It wasn't a particularly bad day in the Jungle, and with he general area rather peaceful one normally grouchy leopardess was in a pleasant mood. Ajali and the girls were off somewhere, Kifuno had gone off to do something- Mleli hadn't been paying attention when he said what, and the boys were off as well. All in all, Mleli didn't really know where they'd all gone off to but was quite enjoying the quiet time alone. With a family of 9, it wasn't as common as it used to be. So she slept lightly on a low tree branch, dreaming of the days before Kifuno randomly moved in, before Limbuko had dropped by and before her sister had found her..
It was nice to imagine the peace and quiet extending beyond the moment, even if she knew and accepted that it wouldn't be so. Mleli's aim was to enjoy what she had for now.
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2007 12:12 pm
Matojo was leading the way home by a few steps, still in an annoyed and sarcastic mood after meeting that goddess. Just who the hell did she think she was? What a freak. And yes, he'd use that word. FREAK. Moreso that they'd ever be. And just what had given way the fact they were half-lion freaks...? Least they weren't half-bird. Oh wait, they were apparently seeeers. Whatever. Bah.
"Good to be home...and I can't see mother." From their angle of approach, Matojo couldn't see Mleli because the tree's trunk was in the way. And he was too worked up over Mtima to care.
"That thing back there....queen of freaks, eh, Mezi?"
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2007 5:28 pm
Mezi padded along somewhat quietly compared to his brother, his thoughts racing on his estranged father. He didn't actually believe anything that the 'goddess' had said, but she had sparked an interest in him to know more about that lion. After all, it was the male's fault that the whole litter was doomed to a life of freakdom. In the purple leopon's mind, that deserved some sort of explination. He was certain now that Mleli wouldn't knowingly or willingly bring a brood of half-leopards into the world. After all, she hated lions! What could've possessed her to do such a thing? Something was terribly fishy about the entire scenario, and the little boy was somewhat shocked he had never questioned it all before. Once Mtima had said something, a million unanswered questions had popped up in his young mind, seeding into trees of curioisity and confusion. So, instead of brooding on the insane bird-lion, he racked his brain for answers.
Looking over at Tojo in somewhat of a daze, he nodded. He hadn't been fully listening, but he knew what his brother was carrying on about. "I was worried she was going to clunk out right in front of us. Must've hit her head flying in or something. Y'know, on one of the branches?" He nodded solemnly, almost feeling sorry for the yellow creature. Almost. Mezi wasn't one to truely pity anything. "She really was bonkers. Where do you suppose she came up with all those ideas?"
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2007 8:22 pm
Mleli was quite happily asleep about until Matojo said the word 'mother'. Perhaps it was maternal instinct, or perhaps it was just coinsidence that at about that point is when she awoke. Her eyes fluttered open and her tail swayed, but she did not immediately lift her head or move to get up. It was evidentally a cub of hers that had returned, but unless she was needed, Mleli was content to stay in her little perch.
However, the 'queen of freaks' comment caught her attention. Carefully, she lifted her head. She didn't give herself away, but decided to listen in on whatever was being said. Quickly the leopardess deduced they must have met some crazed bird.
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 1:25 pm
Matojo wasn't thinking about all that. If anything, he was avoiding it, thinking instead of the goddess and how annoying she'd been. It was safer than thinking about anything more complex such as about their origins. Also safer was just accepting things how they were and trying to make the best of it. Who cared how and why they'd been conceived...at this stage, Matojo didn't want to work out anything more complex than thinking of more ways to mock the cause of these worrying thoughts.
So when Mezi was clearly pre-occupied with his own thoughts, Matojo just rolled his eyes and found a place to lay down and get comfy. Might as well nap then. Sleep might banish such thoughts too, until he forgot all of the questions he had.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 4:03 pm
As his brother flopped into a comfortable position, Mezi shrugged and let his mind wander again. This time, however, it didn't linger on the possibilities of a father. It went to his all time favorite topic: flowers. The plant life around this area wasn't quite as nice as that of the fertile soil on the river banks, but it was still nice on the eyes. If the leopon ever left the jungle, he would certainly be horrified by the complete lack of color that existed in the savannahs that lie just outside of the shadows of the trees he called home. The idea of no beautiful flowers about brought is mind to lions once again. They didn't live in the jungle. That must be why they were all such monsters. Mezi'd definately be meaner if he didn't have the little petals to perk up his mood when he was feeling down. Sure, he wasn't the sweetest cub out there, but he wasn't as nasty as he could be either.
"Hey, Toj... do you think our dad has flowers wherever he is?" The purple cub turned his gaze on the figure of his brother. Hopefully, the other cub wasn't napping. Mezi'd have to jump on him or do something else to wake him up in that case. "I wonder where he lives..." He looked around for the brown and white fur that meant Mleli, but couldn't find any. "Do you think we'll ever know?"
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 4:30 pm
Mleli was unable to get a good look at the cubs, but she wasn't too interested in watching them so much as listening to them. When Matojo fell silent, and it didn't sound like Mezi was going to say anything, the leopardess rested her head again and was about to let herself drift back to sleep. She'd lost interest in the boys' conversation and was ready to ignore it entirely until she heard the words "our dad" come from Mezi- and the whole question caused her to jump in surprise. If she wasn't so quick, she might well have fallen out of the tree! A poorly stifled growl was enough to make her presence known, and Mleli knew it.
What did any of this have to do with a crazy bird, though?
Carefully, she got up and descended from the tree to prevent such a conversation from getting any farther. Looking rather disgruntled, she rounded on the lounging cubs.
"Why on earth would you want to know any of that?" she hissed, looking directly at Mezi as she spoke. Of course it would be one of the two brats most like the god to ask such questions, but Matojo- she'd almost expected more of him, if only for his strong resemblence to her own side of the family. Mleli was petty enough to have favorites for pelt, and apparently expectations came with it.
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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2007 2:39 pm
As startled at he was, Matojo was too worked up after meeting that bloody goddess to be submissive around their mother like usual. Didn't even stay comfortabley curled away a few feet from Mleli hoping she didn't notice him, like normal. Instead the frowning cub got to his feet and his agitation lent him confidence in front of her he never had before in her presence.
'Jo was really worked up, and every attempt so far he'd made to try to deal with it had failed. The sarcasm, the mocking, even trying to seep so he didn't dwell on it - and now mother was here!
"Because today we heard slander against our 'family'...from insane lion-bird that called herself a goddess. She implied our father was one of her kind. Which makes us even more shameful, our good leopard blood even more diluted." He kept his head high, almost as if with pride, but his tone and unhappy expression spoke volume. Unhappy, distressed and practically demanding answers.
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Posted: Sun Sep 02, 2007 6:53 am
Mezi ducked a little at the appearance of Mleli, digging his awkward claws into the dirt below him as if to try to brace himself for the verbal berating that was sure to come any moment now. The question that came didn't carry the sting he had prepared for, and so he felt he came out with the upper hand. Before he could get a word in, though, his grumpy brother rolled from his resting place and lumbered over. Mezi'd never seen any of the the litter ever walk up to their mother like that before. The mere body language screamed 'punish me', oozed a confidence that shouldn't be displayed around the leopardess. His words seemed sugary in comparison, though, praising their half leopard blood and poking holes in the very idea of a father. Mezi almost felt ashamed for being curious now. He lived for leopards and his mother's half of his genes, of course, but he had definately been curious. Jo's words almost stung as bad as anything that his mother could've said would have.
Feeling a need to defend himself, even though he wasn't being attacked, Mezi managed to hold at least a little dignity in his stance, staringat his mother. "She was bonkers. Completely insane." He nodded in afirmation with what his brother had said, trying to smooth the waters for what he was about to say. "But if she was just a little right... Why a bird-lion, Mom?" He almost glared at her, but managed to hold it in. He had never even thought to blame his mother before for his soiled gene pool, since she was the leopard and his dad was the cursed lion. Now, however, his little wheels were turning at break-neck speed. What could possibly posses a proud and racist leopard to even be in the presence of a lion, much less a bird-lion?
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Posted: Sun Sep 02, 2007 7:51 am
Mleli was surprised (and disappointed) to see that it was Matojo who came to answer her question, and not only that but with such an attitude that it was almost as infuriating as the questions themselves. She was used to her cubs being more submissive, afraid of her even, but never before had one stood up to her and been so demanding. The only credit Matojo had was that his words, at least, were not so disappointing. The foolishness of the assumption that it was merely bird genes that gave a god wings was obvious to the leopardess, but only due to her experience with the beasts and the fact that her cubs clearly had no avian blood in them. It didn't occur to her that it might not be so obvious if they didn't realize their father was a god, but suggesting the possibility seemed to make it just as obvious in her frustration.
She didn't even try to hide her surprise at the fact they'd run into a god, or when Mezi mimiced his brother and boldly approached. The attitude was nothing unforgiveable considering the circumstances, it could be attributed merely to the meeting and accusations. Mleli knew very well that a meeting with a god was not always a picnic, though she had had a good laugh when she'd met that silly one with the antlers.
When Mezi suggested the goddess might be right, and even went so far as to accuse her of choosing such a father, Mleli's expression lost all the shock and was left only with fury. Speechless, the leopardess had to use every bit of self-control she had not to physically lash out at the boy. She surprised even herself when she managed to stay still, but her steel blue eyes stayed on Mezi, glaring right back at him furiously.
"Don't think for a moment- don't even-" she stammered angrily whens he found her voice again, "You think I'd choose a lion? Like I had a choice!" Ajali would certainly not approve of any part of this conversation. "You idiots, do either of you look like you have any bird blood in you? I know darling Kafiri has those horrible feather marks on her back, but they are quite clearly not feathers." Mleli took a moment to breathe, gritting her teeth.
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2007 6:25 am
"We're cubs. We see wings, we think birds. You never told us about gods when you covered lions, cheetahs and all the others." Maybe this was why.
And maybe it was nature verses nurture here. Matojo had been raised to respect his mother and fear her, and so usually submitted to her every whim in an attempt to please her. But perhaps this oddly bold, proud-but-not creature was what he was supposed to be like...as dominant and demanding as Mleli had ever been. He even mimicked her taking a breath to steady himself and tried not to grit his teeth.
"Do you think we'd choose to be freaks? To be a full leopard would be heaven, something I could be proud of, and now this possibility of being even more....more freakish? None of us had a choice then if you didn't mother...forgive us if were curious but just how bad is it? Was he really a god-thing?"
Please no!
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Posted: Tue Sep 04, 2007 5:26 pm
The icey eyes that stared so intently at him were sent right back. He had his mother's eyes after all, but that wasn't all he had inherited from the leopardess. Though he didn't fly off the handle as much as she did, his temper could explode in much the same manner... and it was about to. Up until this point, the purple cub had taken the verbal abuse in stride, merely having a damaged ego and dislike for family matters. After meeting that 'goddess', however, all of his thoughts for his mother had been radically changed. If he had known the circumstances surrounding his conception, he might've been a little more sympathetic. He didn't, though, and so everythng was boiling over. He was angry at her for his existence, for starters, a rage he had once only harbored for his scum father. It seemed that everything in his life had been completely turned over in the past few hours, and Mezi did NOT like change. And now Mleli was glaring at him with those eyes, those eyes that he shared... and he hated her. The voice that was intended to pierce and berate snaked around his head and squeezed, blinding him with a feeling he had never really felt for Mleli. Sure, he wasn't terribley fond of her, but he had never hated her. Until now. To top it all of, she went on to insult his favorite sister. The hatred that was currently surging through him wouldn't last forever, of course, but for the moment, it was all he could think of.
After literally shaking while listening to that voice, that awful voice, he exploded. At least, in the manner a cub exploded. Shouting, actually shouting at his mother, something he wouldn't do under normal circumstances, he lost it. "DON'T TALK ABOUT KAFIRI LIKE THAT!" He shot his brother a glance, almost annoyed with what he was saying. The glance was quick, however, and Mezi quickly turned his glare back on his mother. "Right! Because your life is just so awful! Poor you, with the freak cubs. What a sob story. Meanwhile, we're the ones who are actually the freaks! Ever think of that, Mom? You get to be a full leopard all day long. We only get half of that." He was breathing heavy. It could've been comical, actually, since he was just a cub saying all of this. Really, it depended on how you looked at it. "And Tojo is wrong. Don't forgive us for our curiousity! That's what happens when you lie to your children."
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Posted: Tue Sep 04, 2007 7:46 pm
Mleli, in pointing out the evidence that they were clearly not any sort of bird, had hoped that the idea that their father was a god would be forgotten- but Matojo had stuck with it, accepting that perhaps they were not birds but demanding a straight answer about if their father was or was not a god. Staring at Matojo as he rambled about being a freak and how he'd never have chosen it, she couldn't help but think just how lucky the brats were she hadn't done away with them after she'd given birth to them. She hadn't chosen their father, she hadn't decided to get pregnant, but the one choice she did make was to have them and keep them- and for that they should certainly be grateful. This sentiment, however, failed being put into words as Mleli understood how such an explanation would not work out to a cub. And if it did, rape was not something she wanted to place upon the conscious of someone so young.
Another favour they should be grateful for.
Furious over the obvious lack of grattitude and foolish questions she wished Matojo wouldn't ask, Mleli lifted a paw and looked around ready to smack the cub when Mezi suddenly shouted- making his own fury and hatred known. Their mother had been so focussed on Matojo, she hadn't noticed the intense way that Mezi was glaring at her. Not willing to let Matojo's questions hang, she finished in one swift motion what she had lifted her paw for- catching Matojo on the side of the face with extended claws and only glancing over before rounding back on her youngest son.
"Don't you tell me what to do," she snapped with a hiss. The leopardess was not about to go into the technicalities and 'lying by omission,' and instead was fully prepared to deny the whole idea, "I have never lied to you. I do know about gods, and they are just as bad as lions- just as foolish, arrogant, ugly- deceitful- you do not need to know about him."
There was a slight emphasis on the use of the word deceitful, but one little slip up overshadowed the importance of that word. Mleli was trying to be careful not to admit to anything but for all her frustration, for all her rage, she accidentally replaced the word "them" with "him." It all happened quite fast, and Mleli didn't even notice if Matojo was up, down, paying attention or not. At that very moment, she didn't realize her slip and instead continued her efforts to stare Mezi down.
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Posted: Wed Sep 05, 2007 1:51 pm
Whatever he had to say - including letting them know he'd been sarcastic asking for her 'forgiveness' because who gave a damn at this point? Tojo felt they deserved to know! - was silenced by Mleli's paw. Instead he made a mew of pain as he fell down from it. He'd had enough warning time to negate some of the blow but it was still nasty enough.
The weight of her paw stunned him an Tojo had four cuts from one shoulder up...he'd tried to roll with the blow which had made it lighter but longer. Matojo took a moment to lick at what he could reach and get to his feet, shakey but his emotions fueling him at this point.
"We are what you've made us, mother, and you're the one who taught us to be proud of what leopard blood we do have. You seem to be missing the fact that we DO need to know about the rest of that blood. But whatever. If you won't tell us mother, I'll find out myself.... and get vengence where it's due."
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Posted: Wed Sep 05, 2007 2:23 pm
Mezi was completely shocked to see his brother swiped away with one swift smack of his mother's paw. Even with the slight hesitation, it had happened so fast that it actually shocked him. For a moment, he stared blanky at Mleli, not sure if what he had just seen had really happened. His mother had never thrown a punch before. The abuse had always been verbal, never physical... until now. For a few moments, he was stunned out of his glare. When those icey eyes turned on him though, his mind went into an instinct like reaction. First, he turned his shock to his sibling, who was in the process of getting back up. He would've rushed to help if he were a better leopon, but it just wasn't in him to really /help/. He did, however, flash a sympathetic glance and stare at the scrape. "You okay?" His voice was low, as if he didn't want his mother to hear it, even though Mleli was right there.
"Toj is right. You can't hide everything from us." Though his voice had dropped considerably, he still managed to lace it with venom. He didn't want to chance being swiped at, but he was certainly angry enough to push his limits... perhaps a little too far. "Wait, wait.. let me tell you what to do." He said each word slowly, almost comically. "You might as well tell us about him. He was a lion, right? Scum. So what's the problem with talking about him, Mom? Are you afraid?" So, he had stopped yelling. But he was getting more rebellious with his word choices now, completely pissed off that she had taken a swipe at his brother. Even if family wasn't high up there on his list of loved things, he was fond of Tojo and Kafiri.
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