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 Posted: Sat Aug 18, 2007 3:20 pm
1:My grandma passed away 8 days ago and I was almost completely apathetic to it. I cried for about 5 minutes and that was about 12 hours after it had happened. I feel like I should care about it, but I don't..... ):
2: I'm having guy troubles again crying I can't tell if he likes me back or if he's just messing with me and when I talk to him, I usually feel like a complete idiot Dx
and 3 has really nothing to do with this but: being a girl seriously sucks sometimes because of the whole period thing. Dx
[4 month's 'til my birthday!! biggrin ]
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 12:45 am
I can't help you with '2' 'cause I almost have the exact same guy troubles. My heart's saying he likes me, but I'm not sure. O_O"
When my 'grandma' died (she wasn't my real grandma) I cried once for five minutes and that was it. I didn't know how to handle it 'cause it was the first time someone I knew died.
And periods can be quite annoying, yes. Dx
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 11:33 am
grieving=/=crying
my mother died last May...I cried when I was told for about half an hour. I didn't cry at her funeral, or when we scatterd her ashes, but i did used to cry at random times. I didn't cry on the anniversary of her death...
My point is, you don't have to cry to feel grief or remorse about someone's death...so you shouldn't feel bad =]
can't help you with the guy problem, but i fully sympathise about the periods xD
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 11:50 am
Thanks! (: Everything's getting back into it's normal routine here now. Mum and Da are home and my aunt just left about an hour ago back to Florida.
I don't think anyone really knows how to deal with guys. I'm not used to feeling completely hopeless and confused. I act like that, but I'm usually on top of everything that's going on and know exactly what's happening even if I don't act like I am. It's weird to me. Haha.
Thanks again~! ^^
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 11:12 pm
ColorMeGone I don't think anyone really knows how to deal with guys. I'm not used to feeling completely hopeless and confused. I act like that, but I'm usually on top of everything that's going on and know exactly what's happening even if I don't act like I am. It's weird to me. Haha. I know! I remember when I first noticed the signs of being in love (2,5 months ago, when I got home from school). I was very confused and could hardly make my homework. I was like: "Wait. Am I, like, in love with him? O_o " I couldn't believe it at first (thought it would be over in a couple of days), but I soon noticed it was real. =3
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2007 2:50 pm
Taormina ColorMeGone I don't think anyone really knows how to deal with guys. I'm not used to feeling completely hopeless and confused. I act like that, but I'm usually on top of everything that's going on and know exactly what's happening even if I don't act like I am. It's weird to me. Haha. I know! I remember when I first noticed the signs of being in love (2,5 months ago, when I got home from school). I was very confused and could hardly make my homework. I was like: "Wait. Am I, like, in love with him? O_o " I couldn't believe it at first (thought it would be over in a couple of days), but I soon noticed it was real. =3 It's weird for me because he thinks I'm "pulchritudinous" and I don't find myself attractive hardly EVER. It makes me want to beat the crap out of him for saying it because--wow. I don't know why. It just....does. I'm a very violent person ._. Haha.
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2007 11:32 pm
ColorMeGone Taormina ColorMeGone I don't think anyone really knows how to deal with guys. I'm not used to feeling completely hopeless and confused. I act like that, but I'm usually on top of everything that's going on and know exactly what's happening even if I don't act like I am. It's weird to me. Haha. I know! I remember when I first noticed the signs of being in love (2,5 months ago, when I got home from school). I was very confused and could hardly make my homework. I was like: "Wait. Am I, like, in love with him? O_o " I couldn't believe it at first (thought it would be over in a couple of days), but I soon noticed it was real. =3 It's weird for me because he thinks I'm "pulchritudinous" and I don't find myself attractive hardly EVER. It makes me want to beat the crap out of him for saying it because--wow. I don't know why. It just....does. I'm a very violent person ._. Haha. Being in love makes me more secure and insecure at the same time. Dx It's weird.
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 8:53 am
Taormina ColorMeGone Taormina ColorMeGone I don't think anyone really knows how to deal with guys. I'm not used to feeling completely hopeless and confused. I act like that, but I'm usually on top of everything that's going on and know exactly what's happening even if I don't act like I am. It's weird to me. Haha. I know! I remember when I first noticed the signs of being in love (2,5 months ago, when I got home from school). I was very confused and could hardly make my homework. I was like: "Wait. Am I, like, in love with him? O_o " I couldn't believe it at first (thought it would be over in a couple of days), but I soon noticed it was real. =3 It's weird for me because he thinks I'm "pulchritudinous" and I don't find myself attractive hardly EVER. It makes me want to beat the crap out of him for saying it because--wow. I don't know why. It just....does. I'm a very violent person ._. Haha. Being in love makes me more secure and insecure at the same time. Dx It's weird. He's made me want so much more out of myself though. More than even my closest friends have. He's completely turned me around and I'm going in the right direction now.
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 11:36 pm
ColorMeGone Taormina ColorMeGone Taormina ColorMeGone I don't think anyone really knows how to deal with guys. I'm not used to feeling completely hopeless and confused. I act like that, but I'm usually on top of everything that's going on and know exactly what's happening even if I don't act like I am. It's weird to me. Haha. I know! I remember when I first noticed the signs of being in love (2,5 months ago, when I got home from school). I was very confused and could hardly make my homework. I was like: "Wait. Am I, like, in love with him? O_o " I couldn't believe it at first (thought it would be over in a couple of days), but I soon noticed it was real. =3 It's weird for me because he thinks I'm "pulchritudinous" and I don't find myself attractive hardly EVER. It makes me want to beat the crap out of him for saying it because--wow. I don't know why. It just....does. I'm a very violent person ._. Haha. Being in love makes me more secure and insecure at the same time. Dx It's weird. He's made me want so much more out of myself though. More than even my closest friends have. He's completely turned me around and I'm going in the right direction now. Yeah, me too. My friends don't know I have a crush on him. Even my best friend doesn't. She somewhat dislikes the guy, so I decided not to tell her. Only my parents know it. >.>;
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 5:34 pm
Taormina ColorMeGone Taormina ColorMeGone Taormina ColorMeGone I don't think anyone really knows how to deal with guys. I'm not used to feeling completely hopeless and confused. I act like that, but I'm usually on top of everything that's going on and know exactly what's happening even if I don't act like I am. It's weird to me. Haha. I know! I remember when I first noticed the signs of being in love (2,5 months ago, when I got home from school). I was very confused and could hardly make my homework. I was like: "Wait. Am I, like, in love with him? O_o " I couldn't believe it at first (thought it would be over in a couple of days), but I soon noticed it was real. =3 It's weird for me because he thinks I'm "pulchritudinous" and I don't find myself attractive hardly EVER. It makes me want to beat the crap out of him for saying it because--wow. I don't know why. It just....does. I'm a very violent person ._. Haha. Being in love makes me more secure and insecure at the same time. Dx It's weird. He's made me want so much more out of myself though. More than even my closest friends have. He's completely turned me around and I'm going in the right direction now. Yeah, me too. My friends don't know I have a crush on him. Even my best friend doesn't. She somewhat dislikes the guy, so I decided not to tell her. Only my parents know it. >.>; So I told him....in a way. And I've started feeling better about it in some parts and worse in others. I've said tons of stupid stuff to him that was completely spur-of-the-moment and I regret letting it out right afterwards, but at one point, that's what I really wanted. I want him to know, but I don't.....it's just rawr. I wait for him to log on, and I'm sad when he leaves. It's strange to me....
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 11:46 pm
Good for you! At least you told him in a way.
I'm thinking about telling my crush I like him, but I don't know how and when. The chances are small I'll be in the same class as him next year so I'll have to wait for the right moment.
I've been feeling fairly down lately. I want to see him very badly, but I have to wait one more week. One week can be so long.
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Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2007 5:41 pm
You're tellin' me.
I have to babysit Monday-Friday next week! Dx I don't exactly LIKE babysitting, but money's money. 115 bucks for it so I'm not complaining. Haha.
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Posted: Sun Aug 26, 2007 3:56 am
ColorMeGone You're tellin' me.
I have to babysit Monday-Friday next week! Dx I don't exactly LIKE babysitting, but money's money. 115 bucks for it so I'm not complaining. Haha. I don't like young children. >.>; 115 bucks is quite a lot. Good for you!
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Posted: Sun Aug 26, 2007 7:22 am
Taormina ColorMeGone You're tellin' me.
I have to babysit Monday-Friday next week! Dx I don't exactly LIKE babysitting, but money's money. 115 bucks for it so I'm not complaining. Haha. I don't like young children. >.>; 115 bucks is quite a lot. Good for you! I don't like them either. But this one's good. All I have to do is sit her down in front of a DVD of Strawberry shortcake and do whatever I want. Or Disney channel, and if that's the case I have to sit on th couch with her so she'll stay. But it' all good. She's really easy to watch 'cause she'll do whatever I tell her.
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Posted: Sun Aug 26, 2007 11:45 pm
ColorMeGone Taormina ColorMeGone You're tellin' me.
I have to babysit Monday-Friday next week! Dx I don't exactly LIKE babysitting, but money's money. 115 bucks for it so I'm not complaining. Haha. I don't like young children. >.>; 115 bucks is quite a lot. Good for you! I don't like them either. But this one's good. All I have to do is sit her down in front of a DVD of Strawberry shortcake and do whatever I want. Or Disney channel, and if that's the case I have to sit on th couch with her so she'll stay. But it' all good. She's really easy to watch 'cause she'll do whatever I tell her. That sounds quite easy. :3 My parents once said to me I should get a job. I'm fifteen, which means I'm allowed to have a job and work at the supermarket or something. But I don't know. I don't need any money and it's such a big step to me. >.>;
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