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 Posted: Tue Aug 14, 2007 6:43 pm
{.Teaser.} 08.17.2005
Dear Diary,
I have to admit, I feel kind of childish for confining my deepest feelings within the pages of a simple notebook, but there's something that has been bothering me lately that I can't confide in anyone else, especially not my fiance, Yuki. God, if Yuki heard about this. . . . He'd be so upset if I told him. And I don't want to hurt his feelings. But I think. . . .
I think I'm in love with Klumal.
I'm not sure where to begin on how all of this started. I guess I'll go back to the days when Klumal, Karim, and I were together in one household. The times when the three of us were . . . I can't say it again. I can only say that what happened to us just wasn't pleasant. And I think it's because of what happened to us that made me so attached to Klumal.
When we were together during these times, Klumal showed me the utmost kindness between him and his brother. Karim, on the other hand, acted as though he preferred I not be there at all. In fact, he made it quite clear that he didn't want me around, always pushing me away from himself and his brother. Klumal never did this to me, though I can't say Karim is a bad person, either. Just, I don't think he liked me very much.
But, either way, in that house we used to have to call "home," Klumal was always very kind to me. Every night, when the daily activities were over, it was always his bed I would crawl into when I was tired (there were only two beds to sleep in). He'd always give me a hug or word of encouragement when I needed it, and I felt so grateful to him. I wanted to repay him in some way.
Despite his kindness, towards me, though, things still happened to us. We were still subjected to . . . fine, I'll say it: sexual abuse. We were still forced to do things we really didn't want to. We were still mistreated. I had been eleven when I had first arrived into the house, as I had been sold by my own father to a new "owner." A year later, I had my first period, and out of fear I kept it a secret. With my signs of approaching womanhood, there was the threat that I would be sold again, and I really didn't want to be separated from Klumal and Karim, but how could I help us all escape?
Finally, one day, I ran away, but with no intent of abandoning Klumal or his brother. I ran away because I had a plan in mind to get us all out of there. My plan was to run to the police, and that's just what I did. While the police were searching for the person who had Klumal and Karim, I was put into a foster home. I never received news if they had ever been found, and up to this day, I've been worried sick about them. I was about thirteen at the time.
Just recently, I ran into the two brothers again. Things don't seem to have changed about them at all. Karim still . . . dislikes me, and Klumal still seems to enjoy my company. The only problem is, I think I've fallen in love with Klumal. And that's a problem only because I'm engaged to my beloved Yuki already. But do I really love him? I'm not sure. . . .
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Posted: Tue Aug 14, 2007 7:23 pm
Before you go looking for a roleplay thread for this, I'll let you know now, there is none. >.> At the moment, at least. First, I want to see who'll be interested in this, so I thought it wise to make an OOC thread first. Anywho. . . .
Below are the characters for "I Love You, I'll Kill You." All characters will be premade, so before you ask for your own, the answer is NO. Thank you, that is all. ^-^
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Played by: Yuki Shinawa
Name: Minako Suzuki
Age: 22
Gender: Female
Height: 5'3"
Sexuality: Heterosexual
Appearance: Pretty, pale, and with blue eyes instead of typical red for an albino, Minako is someone who really catches other people's attention, though she really doesn't want it. She, on the other hand, tends to think that being albino means to be undesirable, and this shows in her clothes. She's always wearing long-sleeved shirts, jeans, and the like, and hardly any of it shows off her petite, feminine figure. Her hair also tends to be a bit of a mess, and the only time she really cleans up is when she's going to a party or wedding or the like. But when she wants to, she can be quite gorgeous.
Quote:
WARNING: To choose Minako is to choose the role of the heroine. Your past is full of dark and preferrably unmentioned things, and you have a tendency to run away from it rather than face it. Because of this, you are quiet and withdrawn most of the time, and afraid to come out of your shell. But despite your quiet nature, you can be very insightful at times, and tend to speak your thoughts on the matter when you feel your opinion is best needed. You seek to love and be loved in return, but if you ever want to find real romance, you're first going to have to learn to face your fears.
Played by:
Name: Klumal Hassar
Age: 24
Gender: Male
Height: 5'9"
Sexuality: Bisexual
Appearance: A bit on the wild side, Klumal tends to have a generally messy, "I put this together at the last minute" appearance. His long black hair is always tied up in a messy ponytail that looks as though he just remembered to put it that way while driving, and his clothes are never less than wrinkled. But no one seems to really mind. As an Egyptian, he gets a lot of people tailing him to possibly ask him for a date. Sometimes he'll play along, especially on days that he's really dressed himself up.
Quote: "So . . . your place or mine tonight?"
WARNING:To choose Klumal is to choose the role of the roguish hero. You are very outgoing, and aren't afraid to speak your mind around others. But sometimes, your talk can get you into more than a little trouble, and you often have to rely on your twin brother to get you out of it. Being outgoing, parties are your thing, and you have ended up breaking more than a few hearts with your sexual antics. Even so, you actually don't mean any harm; you're really just afraid of commitment, is all. But if you were to commit yourself to someone, you would swear to give even your life for them.
Played by:
Name: Karim Hassar
Age: 24
Gender: Male
Height: 5'9"
Sexuality: ???
Appearance: Twin brother to Klumal, Karim retains all of the same physical features, but has a distinctly different taste in clothes. Instead of wearing casual clothes such as jeans, like his brother would wear, Karim can be seen wearing classy, expensive-looking clothes that fit him to the T, usually in colors of soft earthen tones or cool greys. He also keeps his hair short and his nails perfectly taken care of - one of his favorite past times being visiting salons.
Quote: "I don't care what they feel for each other. If she keeps this up with Klumal, then the LAPD are going to have one dead albino on their hands. . . ."
WARNING:To choose Karim is to choose the role of the villain. You have suffered terrible things in your past, and in order to stop the pain, you have become extremely cold and withdrawn. You love no one; no one, that is, except your brother. Everyone else to you is simply a faraway star you care to not reach for, and you do your best to keep it that way. You are cold and distant at the best of times; withdrawn and more than a little off-handish at worst. Your goal is to keep your brother with you always, and you will let no one come between you and that goal.
Played by:
Name: Yuki Hiroshi
Age: 27
Gender: Male
Height: 5'7"
Sexuality: Heterosexual
Appearance: Yuki is half-Asian, and this clearly shows in the shape and color of his eyes and dark hair color. The rest of him looks purely American, and he dresses like one, too. He prefers to usually wear jeans, sneakers, and some sort of T-shirt; usually whatever's comfortable that particular day.
Quote: "The day I asked her to marry me was the day I swore my life to protect her. I don't know who's behind all this, but when I do, they're in for one hell of a thrashing from me."
WARNING:To choose Yuki is to choose the role of the anti-hero. You haven't been abused or subjected to anything horrendous, but you do know what pain feels like, having lost your mother to the hands of a brutal murderer. Since then, you've become a bit outlandish and quick to anger, but you never truly mean any harm. You're just trying your best to deal with the pain of sudden loss. To make up for what's happened to your mother, you work in the LAPD, but your emotions cloud your judgement at times, and you can be a bit more than a little overprotective when it omes to the love of your life, Minako.
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There are more premades, but I only want to release a few to see if anyone's interested first. If you decide you want to play somebody, just post in the thread. =)
So, anyone interested?
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Posted: Tue Aug 14, 2007 7:58 pm
I'm interested, but I don't really know what part I could play. I will definitely keep you posted. 8D
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Posted: Wed Aug 15, 2007 12:06 am
Okay. 8D I'll keep you in mind when more people start showing interest. ^-^
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Posted: Wed Aug 15, 2007 11:21 am
Oo, this looks like fun. Can I Klumal? Though it's sad to say I don't know if i'll be very active. I went and got myself grounded and thankfully my mom is letting me on the computer but I don't know if she'll do it again. So if you won't let me be him that's okay. I'm trieng my best to get on my dad's good side.
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Posted: Thu Aug 16, 2007 12:57 pm
Okay. :] If you're positive you can take Klumal up, I'll send you the rst of his profile once I'm done with it. If not . . . then I'm going to have to keep him available for others. =/
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 12:37 pm
I'm positive I can take Klumal up. :]
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 1:44 pm
Okay then! :] Once I'm through writing his profile, and as soon as more people join, I'll send his profile to you. :3
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 1:59 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 4:30 pm
I'm not quite sure what you mean by that, Miss. =/
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