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 Posted: Tue Aug 14, 2007 2:43 pm
 -It didn't happen often.. or perhaps it was just that Lim didn't often notice it happening, but today he was drawn from his wandering. Seeingly called from the skys to a rather tree infested space in the southlands. It wasn't quite thick enough to be a forest, but it certainly was a welcomed repreive from the heat, and Lim lazed along soft from shade to shade as his eyes scanned the area.
He didn't know quite what he was looking for, but he felt he needed to be there. Almost like the time he'd comforted the Unity goddess.
Tail flicking with soft frusteration, he paced a few times, feathers splaying high in what could have almost looked like a dance.- "Hmm.. maybe I'm just starting to go crazy."
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Posted: Wed Aug 15, 2007 2:46 am
 Not far from where the God was pacing, an almost dead-looking cheetah lay curled up on a pile of rotting leaves. He was dangerously thin, and seemingly very weak, as he could barely even lift his head up to see who was pacing nearby. To anyone who saw him, he will have looked as if he was on his last legs. He himself knew better though.
With a heavy sigh, the brown-grey cheetah struggled to his feet. As much as he probably would've liked a larger cat to strike him down and end his miserable life, he wasn't so depressed that he would allow that without a fight. Dim yellow eyes flickered darkly as he looked around, before he slowly wobbled towards the sound of leaves and sticks being trampled.
As he got closer, he heard a voice, causing him to duck into the closest bush. His eyes flickered darkly as he peered out, still unsure where the voice had come from. His vision had deteriorated ever since he had stopped eating completely, so he struggled with his sense of direction.
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Posted: Wed Aug 15, 2007 10:03 am
-It need be, he probably would have been able to find the other beast by scent.. as one who was sickly and didn't take care of themselves tended to reek of it. But it was not that that caused the young god to reel back suddenly, ending his pace abruptly.
Being one with his domain he could often feel how pleased or happy someone was. Sometimes it even wavered on his own mood depending on the strength. But the wave he was suddenly hit with.. so devoid of pleasure and joy shook the god to the very core, and he gasped almost as if wincing away some sort of pain.
Ears flicking upwards, senses on full alert he looked around suddenly. Certainly he couldn't let someone exsist like that? He couldn't just allow someone so buried in dispair to go on. No.. it was his duty to do something about it.
Finally catching the scent, and the soft shifting of leaves as his sense heightened his gaze turned to the direction of the source, pausing for a moment before he called out in his soothing charming baratone.- "Hello there? Come out won't you?"
-An unusual sense of worry filled the god, and for once he did not make to puff or bolster himself in vanity, his looks instead laced with momentary concern.-
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Posted: Thu Aug 16, 2007 2:36 am
The cheetah's ears rolled forwards as someone called out to him. It had been a long time since he had heard any voice at all. Regardless, he was somewhat glad that it was the voice of another male rather than a female. He didn't want to see any female ever again after all that had happened.
Sensing the lack of ill-will in the male's voice, Majinuni slowly emerged from the bushes. His steps continue to falter as he walked, causing him to resemble a broken marionette. He kept his head down, unsure if he could even look another male in the eyes. It wasn't long though before his curiousity kicked in, when he reached a pair of purple and yellow legs, decorated with some kind of jewellery. It was nothing like he had ever seen before, but he immediatly thought back to Ausha and how much he loved to accessorise.
He shook his head firmly to try and rid his mind of Ausha, like he had been trying to do ever since he left the Graveyard. Sadly, it was easier said than done. When he had finally reached some level of composure, he lifted his head to look at the male. A short, sharp gasp escaped his throat and his eyes widened in awe. The male that stood before him was beautiful.
"Who...who are you?"
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Posted: Thu Aug 16, 2007 6:54 am
((I don' think I've ever mentioned before, but I just ADORE taupe. XD *snuggles your boy* Such an awesome colorrrr ))
-He waited with atleast feigned patience as the stranger finally slipped from the bushs, curiousity rippling through his mind. What had devoided this creature of his domain? Was he capable of fixing it? Well... of course he was.. It just might take him longer then he wanted.. or require a bit of a magical touch, whether the cheetah liked it or not. But really... how could he possibly LIKE to be depressed? Lim wondered if he was terminally ill.. soon to die. That certainly would but a damper on things.
Normally Lim would have admired bits of the cheetah, as it was always easy for him to find something beautiful and wonderful about each creature. But the way the skin hung from the bones of this one.. he found it hard to feel anything but pity, and as the sudden sound of awe escaped the stranger, the young god subconciously did his best of puff, feathers drawing forward and spreading wide like a peacock.-
"Limbuko... God of Pleasure." -Stepping forward to bridge the gap between them, he neared almost close enough to touch, before his eyes began to quite visably search the cheetah once more, words lifting in question.- "Why is it that you're so devoid of my domain my dear? It may be hard at some times, but there is always a reason to find pleasure in the world."
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Posted: Thu Aug 16, 2007 7:54 am
(( o.o There's a name for that colour? rofl *Always just thought of it as browny-grey* whee Thankies. ))
The old Majinuni would've been all over the handsome God in a heartbeat. Unfortunatly, a lot of the cheetah's more positive qualities, such as self-confidence and a sense of humour (albeit slightly twisted) were long gone. "You're gorgeous..." He murmered, before allowing himself to slip into a sitting position, as his long legs struggled to keep his body from collapsing completely.
At the God's question, he shut his eyes tightly and winced, as if the answer physically hurt him. In a way, it had done, as he had never recovered after meeting Ausha's mate. "He was everything to me...my whole life..." His voice was barely louder than a whisper as he said that. "I loved him so much...you just wouldn't understand..." Majinuni's words were enigmatic even at the best of times, as he always remained completely unaware that he wasn't making much sense.
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Posted: Thu Aug 16, 2007 8:21 am
((XD Indeed so. It's in the crayola box and such a 'strange' color that I never used it for the longest time. But then one time I did and I realized how awesome it was, so I use it pretty often for naturally colored bunnys, horses, and stuff. ))
-A soft sound rippled through the male in a sign of thanks and contentment with the compliment. He agreed of course, but to hear it from others always drew a grin to the vain god. But he didn't let the vanity overpower his thoughts as the cheetah slipped to a lounge.
It actually wasn't hard for him to pull meaning out of the words. Love and or lust were two things that so often pulled at his domain. Probably some of the very strongest. So he certainly understood as the words slipped out, and the dispair continued to ripple around the male.
Sliding around so that he settled alongside the cheetah, not particular worried whether or not the subtle touch would bother him, he inquired incorrectly. His words a soft and soothing hush as he almost whispered.- "He's left the world then..? Losing one you love is a huge blow.. No longer getting to see their face.."
"But I doubt they'd want to see you in such a way. I'm sure it'd bring them just as much pain to see you like this.. as it brings you to try and deal with them being gone." -Insert foot in mouth.-
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Posted: Sat Aug 18, 2007 3:47 am
(( xd Awesome. ))
With Limbuko lay beside him, Majinuni felt somewhat comforted. He had always been a very affectionate towards Ausha, and was most pleased when Ausha returned that affection. His body ached for more contact with the God, but his heart couldn't bring himself to do it.
The gaunt cheetah looked almost horrified at the God's assumption that Ausha was dead. "No, he's not dead..." He murmered, managing to keep his emotions in check. "If anyone's life has ended, it's mine...Ausha is..." He trailed off, lowering his head as he did so. "...Was my reason to live..."
He wondered if he should tell Limbuko all that had happened, but was scared that it would cause the God to leave him in disgust, which it probably would. "If I tell you what happened...and what I've done...promise me you won't hate me?" Majinuni was unsure as to why he even cared what this God, who he had only just met, thought about him. He was just so beautiful though, almost as beautiful as Ausha. He didn't want Limbuko to leave, at least for a while.
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Posted: Wed Aug 29, 2007 12:11 pm
-Oh? His eyes widened visably as he realized his folly, though it was unlikely that the cheetah saw it. Foolish to make an assumption.. but at the same time.. what could have happened that would make the cheetah so distraught other then that? Hmmm. His maw tightened in a frown for a moment, before the cheetah's words drew him back.
Gazing down at the cheetah mildly, he settled his feathers back almost like a blanket upon the two backs, obviously making himself comfortable. It would be a lie to say the question didn't worry him a bit, but always the charmer and his geniune worry for the upset cheetah brought a soft smile to his maw.- "There isn't much room for hate in my domain... I promise I won't leave."
"Tell me what it is that has you so down." -And I will do my very best to make it better, he added silently.-
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Posted: Thu Aug 30, 2007 3:37 am
Majinuni's body tensed as the God's feathers rested on his back. Again though, he felt somewhat comforted, so he didn't shift his body from underneath them. With a heavy sigh, he began to recall all that had happened. "I was abandoned in the Graveyard when I was just a cub, and Ausha was one of the first lions I encountered." He smiled wearily. "It was love at first sight."
As he went on, his body began to tremble a little, causing him to lean slightly into Limbuko's side. "I had always thought that Ausha loved me back, in the same way...but then I met her..." His tone of voice darkened. "She told me what had happened between her and Ausha...they had been....intimate."
Majinuni almost choked on that last word, as all the pain and anger of that day returned to him. "How could he even do that to me?!" He moaned, before dropping to the ground from his sitting position. As he lay on the ground with his head between his paws, he wondered if he she go on.
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Posted: Thu Sep 06, 2007 1:34 pm
-He listened intentedly, just like any good listener would. It was one of his specialties actually, when he decided to use it. The way in which he'd charmed and brightened the days of many in the past spawned from that simple act, and today was no acception.
Love. Unrequited love. Jealousy. Looks of feigned emphathy touched his face. If only he knew how soon he'd learn of those actual feelings himself.
He kept silent until the cheetah's voice hitched, body slumping. And suddenly he wondered if he could even help the poor soul.
Sounds of comfort immediately rumbled from him, crouching mildly so that he could whisper the words.- "Betrayed by the one you love... what a pain to feel tugging at your heart."
"To have him choose her over you..." -He wondered suddenly if lover WAS a lover? Or if perhaps the cheetah had mistaken their relationship. There did seem to be a stigma to some.. that males should not be with other males.
But if that was not the case.. how could he have been so cold? To choose one lover over the next? To not share appropriately. How could one hold love hostage and just leave the other behind and broken?
Though his general aire was one of comfort, Lim struggled for words and when finally he spoke it was but a reassertion of the cheetah's lament.- "I cannot believe one would just take their love away like that. I can't believe he'd let 'this' become of you."
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 3:42 am
Majinuni repeatedly went over things in his head. Ausha had said he never cared for the female in question, he had simply wanted an heir, which was obviously something he himself couldn't give him. And of course, he believed Ausha's word over all else's. "He said he never cared for her...but it was too late by then...things had already been done..."
With a heavy heart, the sickly-thin cheetah recalled what he had done after meeting Tuzwa. He had wandered around aimlessly for days after that meeting, until he had come across a female cheetah who was slightly older than him. An easy target, despite how ill he was at that time. "I thought...if I just made myself like Ausha, things would be better between us..." Remaining where he lay, with his head between his paws, tears began to run down Majinuni's face. "I came across this female...and I just...lost control..."
Majinuni looked up at the God, his eyes pleading for him to understand what he had done without him having to spell it out. He had set upon that grey cheetah and raped her. It was the most shameful and horrific thing he had ever done in his life, and he had regretted it every day since then.
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 6:59 am
-Has he been another god he might have cringed away in disgust at what the cheetah was now silently admitting to. But he was a god who'd made mistakes, one that didn't walk so finely the line of rightousness and all that is god. He was a 'child' himself. And in that he knew quite well the unfairness in branded the cheetah by his one bad act.
A sighing huff of air escaped the god.- "We make mistakes. But our mistakes don't always have to end badly. Even if no physical good comes from it, if it's shaken you as much as it has then it has atleast done a little good."
"I'm sure you'd never do a thing like that again." -He wished he could say the same about himself. But it seemed as if something.. something in the childishness that surrounded the god sometimes tugged him the wrong way despite knowing better.
Gazing down mildly he asked quietly.- "Does he know then? Is that why he's left you like this?"
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Posted: Mon Sep 17, 2007 3:55 am
(( :B heart Did you get to go to Walt Disney World? ))
Majinuni shook his head vehemently. "No, never...never again..." The sickly cheetah had promised himself that he would not fall into a pit of despair that was as deep as the one that caused him to attack that female. That wasn't to say that his current pit of despair wasn't deep though.
At the God's first question, a small smile touched Majinuni's maw, only to fade soon after. "Yes, Ausha knows...and he didn't judge me..." He sighed rather dreamily. "That's what's so great about Ausha...he never judged me...he never looked down at me..." The cheetah blinked and looked up and Limbuko. "Like you, I guess."
At the God's second question, Majinuni's disposition shifted dramatically. It was now time to come to terms with the reason he had left the Graveyard, which he hadn't been able to do until now. His yellow-green eyes glimmered as tears threatened. "He has...another..." Majinuni struggled to get the words out, and so had to take in deep breaths each time before going on. "A golden male from the Pride Lands..." Ausha had told Majinuni that he loved him, yet, he had never mentioned Mchele and the undoubtedly greater love he had for him. And so, once again, he had found himself feeling betrayed by Ausha, only this time, he wasn't sure if anyone was to blame.
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Posted: Mon Dec 03, 2007 2:48 pm
((No crying I wasn't even 30 minutes from it and didn't get to go. I didn't get to go anywhere cool. A flea market and the ocean once. That's about it. I've been been to Disney World, I hope to go someday.
Anddddd, amused. XD Lim doesn't like the Pridelands himself. Something about an overly stuffy old man that runs the place. Or atleast did when he visited.))
-Nods of agreement and reassurance followed the words of the cheetah. See things weren't so bad at all. He was on the right path... He had been forgiven. It wasn't until the painful words sounded that Lim realized completely why the cheetah lay before him in such a state.
He'd always been one to share. It didn't pain him to see others with lovers, atleast it hadn't yet, but he knew quite well that that did not set well with many mortals. Something about their short lives. They always seemed to need something to cling to, and this one had clung with all he was worth.
A frown furrowed Lim's maw. He could not fix this. Not easily atleast. He wasn't even sure if he could mend it. But nonetheless his voice rang out in a soft whisper meant only for the cheetah, words continued on in a rush as if to make sure he'd finish them incase the cheetah might try to escape from the less than pleasant implications.-
"Your lover is like me then.. One that shares and gives their love to many. It's not that he doesn't love you... and it's not something that can be so easily changed.. for it's written into our very hearts."
"But even though it doesn't seem right.. he can't possibly be your true love. Chast, purely singular love is something that must be matched with a love like itself. And for as much as you love and admire him, it isn't something he can give you in return."
"Even I... the god of pleasure.. can't do anything to take your pain from you. It's a scar you'll hold onto for the rest of you life. But you have to know that that is not the end. There is much more left to your life. And.. if you want it I'm certain that there is someone out there that can match your chast love."
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