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Normally I just write my dreams down in my journal, but I've been trying to figure out this dream for a while and, for some reason, it disturbs me. I was hoping...maybe...someone can translate it for me? I no longer have my dream dictionary, otherwise I would translate it myself. It's been a while since I first had the dream, but I had it again last night, which troubles me. Anyway, here it goes:

The dream starts off with me sitting up from my bed. A soft light falling softly through the cracks of my door. I open the door, only to find that it is coming from upstairs. I wander upstairs, curious as to where this light is coming from. I eventually walk out to the back yard to where she was. A woman, dressed in a beautiful white gown with a light green trim, like that of peridot. Her skin was fair, her hair was a deep red, almost orange. When I saw here, she was dancing by herself, to a song I could not hear. I was compelled to walk out to her. I stopped 5 feet away from her, which is when she noticed me. She wasn't startled, in fact, she was smiling. She stopped dancing altogether and we just stared at each other. Then, I began to hear a song. A tango, I think, one that I knew but I can't remember now. I extended my hand, she accepted it. We danced beneath the night sky together. When we had finished our dance, I took another look at her face, alarmed to see that she was crying. It was obvious that her smile was forced. It looked like she was about to say something, but as she opened her mouth, her body began to illuminate. And in an explosion of tiny orbs of light, she was gone. I was alone, in the dark. There was no more warmth. I couldn't help but fall to my knees then to lie down on the cool grass...

What troubles me is this: I have seen this woman before. She's no one I have met physically, but I have seen her dance both in my dreams and during my waking hours. No one else has been able to see her, but I have. And the only time I have seen her is during the full moon. At the time of this dream, there was no moon in the sky. Besides, the last time I saw her was a long time ago, when I was in Elementary school. Why would she be coming to me now? And her expression...I have never seen her cry before...

That's one of the strange things, normally my dreams are very simple. I can remember almost everything that has to do with this dream even days later.

I just started a dream journal, but mine are a little strange <.<...

Like this one where I was being offered goldfish (actual living goldfish), as a snack in the middle of the day. I complained that my stomach was too cold and I already had goldfish to eat that morning. So I lifted up my shirt to show the guy my stomach, which was bulged out like I was pregnate, only it was like a frozen fish bowl with goldfish and other aquarium oddities frozen within it.

Explain that one ><...

I drew a picture in my journal, but it's embarassing, and I don't want anyone to see it <.<...

Oh, come on. This is me. Think about it: me?

Maybe send it via PM? ^_^

It may be you, but it's in my journal!! >< I placed a curse on it, as I do with most of the stuff that I own. If you were to read it, your mind would be driven under with constant nigtmares evil ...

...and I current;y can't go up to the library to scan something ^^j...

Or Remove Curse. I recently had to remove some sort of evil sprit from inside my laptop. Everytime I brought it with me to formation, I ended up stuck on some random "shitay" detail.

Tonight, after removing the spirit, I mangaed to avoid getting stuck in one. So, I guess having a level in Acolyte works! ^^ Kidding, kidding <.<...

One of the most vivid dreams I had was when I was playing with my dog in my backyard. I was very happy and we were having lots of fun and the dream seemed to last a very long time. When I woke up, I was going to go and feed him but then I remembered he died the other day. The dream seemed so real and the reality hit me very hard. I just broke down and cried.