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 Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2005 1:36 am
I dunno. I'm thinking of things, then I ended up writing this. My Multiple personalities are acting up.. again. I.. Just don't know what to think. I know ya'll in here are smart. What do you all think about life?
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Every time when I give myself a moment to think about my life, I always end up thinking about getting older. Going to College / joining the Military. Becoming an adult. Getting a damn good job, or a somewhat good job. Having a Child / Children. Then Death. I'm scared of almost everything in life. I do not know what I want to think, or do.
I had a crappy start on life. Getting abused by almost everything in life. My Mom, kids in School, and People. Then I begin to develop multiple personalities. Crying, Happiness, Anger, Hate, Love. I don't know how I can succeed as an Adult when I was a kid.
I hate myself. I know I can't stop thinking about how my life is going to be.
I just.. don't know.
I'm just really really scared. Like a frightened child, all alone.
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2005 1:56 am
Life, anyway you look at it, is just one big challenge. And nobody is going to look at it the same way. Some may want to avoid it. Others may charge head on. And others just ride it.
Surely, it'll be wise to think of the future, plan things ahead and the like. Although you shouldn't be frightened of what the future may bring. Whether it be good or bad, spontaneous events will happen, and only then can you think and act upon it. And as with the past, you shouldn't dwell on it, it wont accomplish anything, other than grief. You gotta learn its lessons and move on. And if you ever need help, that's what friends are for.
Life's too short, live it to the fullest. 3nodding
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