hear me... hear me...
you gotta be out there
you gotta be somewhere
wherever you are
i'm waiting...
cause there are these nights when
i sing myself to sleep
and i'm hoping my dreams bring
you close to me
are you listening?
hear me i'm crying out
i'm ready now
turn my world upside down
find me
i'm lost inside this crowd
it's getting loud
i need you to see
i'm screaming for you to please
hear me
can you hear me?
i used to be scared of
letting someone in
but it gets so lonely
being on my own
with no one to talk to and
no one to hold me
i'm not always strong
oh i need you here
are you listening?
hear me i'm crying out
i'm ready now
turn my world upside down
find me
i'm lost inside this crowd
it's getting loud
i need you to see
i'm screaming for you to please
hear me
i'm restless and wild
i fall but i try
i need someone to understand
(can you hear me)
i'm lost in my thoughts
and baby i've fought
for all taht i've got
can you hear me?
hear me i'm crying out
i'm ready now
turn my world upside down
find me
i'm lost inside this crowd
it's getting loud
i need you to see
i'm screaming for you to please
hear me
can you hear me?
hear me?
hear me?
hear me?
can you hear me?
ohhh
hear me...
hear me...
hear me...
you gotta be out there
you gotta be somewhere
wherever you are
i'm waiting...
cause there are these nights when
i sing myself to sleep
and i'm hoping my dreams bring
you close to me
are you listening?
hear me i'm crying out
i'm ready now
turn my world upside down
find me
i'm lost inside this crowd
it's getting loud
i need you to see
i'm screaming for you to please
hear me
can you hear me?
i used to be scared of
letting someone in
but it gets so lonely
being on my own
with no one to talk to and
no one to hold me
i'm not always strong
oh i need you here
are you listening?
hear me i'm crying out
i'm ready now
turn my world upside down
find me
i'm lost inside this crowd
it's getting loud
i need you to see
i'm screaming for you to please
hear me
i'm restless and wild
i fall but i try
i need someone to understand
(can you hear me)
i'm lost in my thoughts
and baby i've fought
for all taht i've got
can you hear me?
hear me i'm crying out
i'm ready now
turn my world upside down
find me
i'm lost inside this crowd
it's getting loud
i need you to see
i'm screaming for you to please
hear me
can you hear me?
hear me?
hear me?
hear me?
can you hear me?
ohhh
hear me...
hear me...
hear me...
-Hear Me, Kelly Clarkson
This is the Institution for Teenage Help and Care. ITHC. Do you need help? Are you suicidal? Pregnant? Homeless? Abused? Alone and unloved? The ITHC is a safe place for any teenager with any problem. So come here for help and a safe home.
***Rules***
*Follow all rules of Gaia and this roleplay.
*Romance is allowed, but keep it PG-PG-13. Absolutely no cybering.
*Please try not to use swear words, unless you're trying to show the nature of your character during your introductory post, but other than that, I really really loathe swearing with a passion. If you use it star it out*********!
*Pm all profiles to titled ITHC. Follow the profile skeleton.
*Keep it literate. "" for talking, italicized for thinking, no ** or ~~ or -- for actions
*You may post after I accept your profile.
*Check rules regularly for new or changed rules.
*Have Fun!
Profile Skeleton For the Teenagers:
[color=yourcolor][size=9][i]Remember[/i][/size] [size=24]{[b]name[/b].}[/size]
[size=7]My[/size] [size=9]sorry butt's[/size] been [size=18]around[/size] for [b]{age} years.[/b]
[strike]I[/strike] {[size=9]wanted to come[/size]/[size=18]was dumped[/size]} here [i]because[/i] {[b]why you're here[/b].}
[i]I[/i] [b][size=18]loathe[/size][/b] {[size=9]dislikes[/size]} [size=18]with a passion[/size].
[u]I[/u] [i]can't resist[/i] {[b]likes[/b].} [size=24]So what?[/size]
[size=18]When I'm awake[/size], [size=11][strike]I[/strike][/size] [i]tend[/i] to act {[size=10]personality[/size].}
[strike]Here's the[/strike] [u]story of my[/u] [size=18]crappy[/size] [strike]life[/strike]... {[i]Bio[/i].}
[size=24]Will[/size] [size=18][i]you[/i][/size] [size=12]remember[/size] [strike][size=18]me[/size][/strike]? {appearance, pictures only. if you can't find one, go to photobucket.com i prefer you not use anime. actually, don't use anime pictures please.}
[size=10]Controlled by yours truly,[/size] {[size=24]username[/size]}[/color]
[size=7]My[/size] [size=9]sorry butt's[/size] been [size=18]around[/size] for [b]{age} years.[/b]
[strike]I[/strike] {[size=9]wanted to come[/size]/[size=18]was dumped[/size]} here [i]because[/i] {[b]why you're here[/b].}
[i]I[/i] [b][size=18]loathe[/size][/b] {[size=9]dislikes[/size]} [size=18]with a passion[/size].
[u]I[/u] [i]can't resist[/i] {[b]likes[/b].} [size=24]So what?[/size]
[size=18]When I'm awake[/size], [size=11][strike]I[/strike][/size] [i]tend[/i] to act {[size=10]personality[/size].}
[strike]Here's the[/strike] [u]story of my[/u] [size=18]crappy[/size] [strike]life[/strike]... {[i]Bio[/i].}
[size=24]Will[/size] [size=18][i]you[/i][/size] [size=12]remember[/size] [strike][size=18]me[/size][/strike]? {appearance, pictures only. if you can't find one, go to photobucket.com i prefer you not use anime. actually, don't use anime pictures please.}
[size=10]Controlled by yours truly,[/size] {[size=24]username[/size]}[/color]
Profile Skeleton For Doctors, Nurses, Counselors, Phsyciatrists, Psychologists, or Adult Volunteers:
[color=yourcolor][size=18]Hello![/size] My name is [name].
[size=18]I'm[/size] here to help [size=24]you[/size] as [size=24]your[/size] [doctor, nurse, counselor, phsyciatrist, psychologist, or adult volunteer]!
[size=18]I[/size] am [age] years old.
[size=24]You[/size] can find [size=18]me[/size] [days and hours that you work at the ITHC/whenever you need me].
[size=18]I[/size] treat others [personality].
[size=18]My[/size] nametag will look like this: [appearance, no anime please]
[align=center][b][username][/b][/align][/color]
[size=18]I'm[/size] here to help [size=24]you[/size] as [size=24]your[/size] [doctor, nurse, counselor, phsyciatrist, psychologist, or adult volunteer]!
[size=18]I[/size] am [age] years old.
[size=24]You[/size] can find [size=18]me[/size] [days and hours that you work at the ITHC/whenever you need me].
[size=18]I[/size] treat others [personality].
[size=18]My[/size] nametag will look like this: [appearance, no anime please]
[align=center][b][username][/b][/align][/color]
Profiles:
Remember Joanne Lyn Graham.
My sorry butt's been around for sixteen years.
I was dumped here because I tried to commit suicide.
I loathe preps, optimists, lemons, dirt, bad weather, overly helpful people, and spiders with a passion.
I can't resist music, singing, art, cutting myself, old movies, reading, and playing the guitar. So what?
When I'm awake, I tend to act like I couldn't care less what you think about me. The world hates me and I hate them.
Here's the story of my crappy life... My parents are the total opposite of me. They are total mega optimists. Yuck. They've always tried making me this preppy, fake cheerleader. As if! They just don't understand my emotions, so they're dumping me off here. Maybe they'll find a new child that's perfect like my little sister. The only one in my family who did actually understand me was my brother, but he's at college. A year and a half ago the doctors detected cancer in his chest. He probably has about a year more to go.
My best friend was killed in a car crash about a year ago. The other driver was drunk. He had hit her head on. Around the same time, my boyfriend was killed by a couple of gang-bangers. He was just walking down the street, doing nothing really. But apparently he had pulled out a knife to dig out a splinter. The kids thought he was threatening them, so they pulled out their guns. You probably know the rest don'tcha? Since then, my depression has gone up the wall. My parents figured something was up. When I didn't go downstairs when called for dinner, they rushed up to my room and found me on the floor, the window broken, and I was bleeding. I had broken it with my fists, then sliced both my wrists open on the broken glass. Personally I had thought it pretty clever, but I got called "disturbed in the mind" by the hospital for that. So now my parents dumped me off here because they don't know how to handle my next suicide attempt.
Will you remember me?

Controlled by yours truly, DoYouWannaBreakMyHeart
Remember Charlotte O' Hara.
My sorry butt's been around for 16 years.
I was dumped here because I'm all hopped up on Cocaine.
I loathe waterbugs, extra sunny days, sweets, the heat, and social workers with a passion.
I can't resist the rain, a catchy tune, sherbert, and sleeping. So what?
When I'm awake, I tend to act like a wall. I kind of just sit there and watch everything around me. And its completely perfect because I'm so quiet. I think I've even forgotten what my voice sounds like. It's not that I can't talk, its that I don't. But, when you get past the drugs and the evasive attitude, I can be really sweet at times. But, look out, I know how to hold a grudge!.
Here's the story of my crappy life... Ew. Where to begin? Well, I wasn't born into a very fortunate family. My mother was pregnant with me in high school, so my folks ended up working double shifts. That sort of thing. The big life-altering event was when my mother died from cancer. Of course there was the problem of less cash, but there was also the issue of m father to look to. He became depressed and lost all the energy in him. But, it was okay for a while. I took care of him and he took care of me. But, one day my life took a turn for the worst. I came home and found my father's unconscious body on the floor. It didn't take me long to realize that he was dead. I didn't stick around to figure out how or why, or even when. I just bailed, because I knew what happened in these circumstances, and I was having none of that. Well, one thing led to another, and I ended up on the streets, addicted.
Will you remember me?

Controlled by yours truly, [ ` P O ! S O N ]
Remember Midori Hibiki.
My sorry butt's been around for sixteen years.
I was dumped here because I'm supposed to be mentally unstable.
I loathe hypocrites, liars, unexpected noises, sharp or pointy objects, being alone, plastic smiles, and meaningless words with a passion.
I can't resist art, music, books, musical instruments, writing, running, drawing, rain, sweet tastes, snow, and the truth. So what?
When I'm awake, I tend to act quiet, but not really all the way there. If someone who looks like they’re here to analyze me or ‘make me better’ shows up and tries to talk to me, I won’t talk back. I’ll act like a wall and listen to everything they say with little response. Sometimes I crack a smile and act social, actually taking the time to interact with people and willingly let them get to know me, but that’s usually when no one else is around. I like being around other people, just not when they’re treating me like a science project.
Here's the story of my crappy life... My life was pretty normal, except for the fact that the only family I had ever known was my mom. All plausible aunts, uncles, grandparents, or cousin had faded from the picture before I had ever gotten to know them and the only image I had of my dad was the silhouette of a man walking out of a bright open doorway with his back turned to me...and that was when I was 6. I didn't really try to figure any of it out because, well, my mother told me that it was best for our family if we didn’t ask too many questions. And so me and mom lived a pretty average life, managing to make it on our own until that fateful day when I decided that it was about time I asked a few questions and confronted her about everything. When she decided that my life was none of my business and ignored me, I bolted and was found a week later.
I don’t really remember what happened to me the week I was missing--not what I did or where I went or who I was with. All I knew was that now there was no point of talking, especially if doing it wouldn’t get me anywhere. The doctor’s claimed that the stress of all the withheld thoughts in my mind had caused my brain to mentally block out and delete the ability to speak.....that was until I started crying softly to myself and yelling angrily at my mother in front of the doctor when she tried to touch or console me. I guess all the bottled up confusion made it happen, makes no real difference to me. It just felt good to finally be able to cry.
After that they just called me deeply disturbed.
Will you remember me?

Controlled by yours truly, Silent Sango
Remember Ofelia De La Cruz.
My sorry butt's been around for 17 years.
I was dumped here because I have imaginary friends, but the doctors call it Schizophrenia.
I loathe non-fiction novels, cats, the dark, anything with more than 4 legs, the Easter Bunny. with a passion.
I can't resist boys, music, singing, boys, writing, daydreaming and boys. So what?
When I'm awake, I tend to act kind. I'm actually a very nice and creative person. I have no vendettas against anything... Except bugs...
Here's the story of my crappy life... Both of my parents were born and raised in Cuba under the rule of Fidel Castro. Just like every other soul in that wretched place, they were able to set aside the political and economical problems they had, and find love. Together they gave birth to one child. Not because that was all the wanted. No. The family stopped there because one fateful day, my father was taken from me. Accused of helping citizens escape the country, he was flogged and murdered in prison. My dear mother became a broken woman. Her entire being went into raising her, their daughter. I was just 3 years old at the time. Life went on. I learned English as well as Spanish. I went to school and was content with the cards I was dealt.
Life was tiresome. My mother and I moved to America. We would travel from city to city looking for a home, food, jobs. We never stayed in one place for long. I never had any real friends. She never had a real job. We were united in our fictional lives. I guess there was too much fiction in mine because one day, I had some new friends that Mother couldn't see. My fantasies took on lives of their own. I had imaginary friends that would play with me every day! Mom thought it was okay. She actually encouraged me to play with my friends... At least until I turned 10. I had so many imaginary friends it was concerning. I guess they were supposed to go away at a certain point. Mine's never did. I always thought that made me special... Made me eternally youthful... Apparantly, it made me crazy.
Here I am at 17. The imaginary friends that I used to talk to all throughout my childhood are still with me. They tell me the doctors here are the crazy ones. For now, I remain indifferent to them. As long as I'm calm, they'll let me out eventually... Wont they?.
Will you remember me?

Controlled by yours truly, SpiritGuided
White List:
obviousangel, she isn't in this guild, but her roleplay gave me the idea for this.
[ ` P O ! S O N ] for being the first to join.
Silent Sango for being the second to join.
Gray List:
Black List: