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 Posted: Tue Aug 07, 2007 12:26 pm
-Starting from Seika's last post in the Meadow-
Seika pulled her head back and snarled. "Fine then, be that way." She watched him walk away. She decided to watch him until he faded away from her vision. Something didn't feel right about this picture. A depressed fox with rain and a rushing river. It was almost as if the world had become black and white. Her tail felt stiff as her red eyes watched him. He seemed . . . different from when she met him before.
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Posted: Tue Aug 07, 2007 12:41 pm
((Good title xD ))
Nothing had still stopped Nako. He hadn't realized that the female that had approached him was Seika. Running on escaping the freedom of peace, everything had gone black. Nothing was surrounding him. Nako felt... Lost.
He boundlessly wandered, a headache urgeing him to stop and pass out. He was aware of his leg leaving drops of blood. That was a suitable death; dieing of blood lose. Nako sighed and traveled limpng and crying tearing away his troubles. His back hit a tree as he knew he wouldn't be able to keep this up. Nako cursed loudly again and growled, he screamed. "WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME!?! WHY CAN'T I JUST DIE ALREADY!" He yelled out of the top of his lungs, loud enough for the entire forest to hear again. He took his claw and clawed his other paw recklessly. Nothing was suiting him, he couldn't die, and he could't move.
Nako sat down and released himself as he lay by the tree helplessly. Crying and soon he curled up into a ball like a kit tha had just come out off it's BCR for the first time. He missed those times, memories lfashing before him he echoed another sigh.
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Posted: Tue Aug 07, 2007 12:53 pm
Seika watched Nako collapse on himself. Suicidal much . . . She thought to herself. That fox reminded herself too much of Koana. Yet, why did he want to die? She didn't want that fox to die. It was almost like watching Koana die. He looked too much like him. She walked up to him. "Hey, what's the matter with you?" She asked as kindly as she could. She noticed his injuries. Where was Koana when she needed him?
Akuma was just walking away. Further and further away from the others. She'd walk until she found something dangerous that would kill her. She couldn't eat, she couldn't sleep. She'd die of the lack of energy if she needed to. A bear or mountain lion could come up and kill her right now. She didn't care. Her footprints in the mud quickly filled up with rain water, making them slowly, yet surely vanish. The rain washed away her scent as well. No fox could ever follow now . . .
Her injuries hurt. She didn't care anymore. She'd die and meet her father in Hell. She'd settle things there and then finally fade away peacefully, knowing that she got her revenge.
((Yush XD *shot* Gah . . . I wanna cry XP *Is listening to horribly emo music*))
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Posted: Tue Aug 07, 2007 1:05 pm
((Too late. . . I'm already crying Dx -listening to Emo music aswell-))
Nako looked at the female as he looked at her again. She was... Familier. He slowly remembered again and looked at her. "You probably would understand." He mumbled. Nako stood up again barely able to stand and limped away again. He wasn't in the slightest mood for chat - at all.
Nako ventured away from Seika again only to disappear yet again through more tree, and he jumped up onto them to hide himself. The darkness consuming him. He felt like joining it and blending in completly. Nako closed his eyes and sighed again his tears still rolling down his fur. Blood was dripping from his fur aswell and he was weaker then ever. Nothing like this was better, to suffer that is.
Nako wanted to find Akuma, but she was probably long ago - he sighed looking down and gasped. His eyes widened, Akuma was nearby. He could see her, but he was too weak to speak, or to walk. Nako just watched her cry, suffer, scream. Like him, blood was still dripping from his fur and going onto the ground.
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Posted: Tue Aug 07, 2007 1:15 pm
((Same . . . v.v))
Seika just watched him walk off. She probably would've understood if he gave her some information. "Hmph." She scoffed and found a patch grass further in the forest. There was luckily no mud on it. It was under a big leaf, too, serving as a umbrella. She curled up and waited to see what would happen next.
Akuma stopped walking for a moment. Her head was down so she looked at her feet. "Go away, Nako . . ." She started walking away again. Tears ran down face like rivers. She didn't think that anyone wanted her around now and she wasn't in the mood for company. She continued walking away . . .
((Three Days Grace . . . Not the best band to listen to right now . . . Especially their song Never Too Late))
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 2:49 am
Nako just watched her again, blood still leaving his coat and sipping away all his strength. Nothing seemed to be left in his heart now. Darkness had consumed it into an eternal doom of sadness and misunderstanding. He let out a breath and layed his head down with a quiet thump. Nako looked up at the female that was walking away, he had to do one thing... One thing if he was never to see her again. He started singing.
Nako sang highy, low, it was in the tongue of human called german. He had slowly learned it through song and it had turned out to be a beautiful song. This song... This song was telling the story of his life. No both their lives. From birth, even to death. From Sadness, to happiness. Tragedy, to soring in the sky. Nako was not trying to pursuad Akuma to come back. He was telling her he thought of her as a Mother. A mother that loved their young and wouldn't give up for the past, it may be to late for him... But not for her.
Nako told her through that song that Kinovu would miss her deeply if she was going to do what he thought. Nako didn't want that at all, nothing like that, Nothing....
Thunder hit loudly as he finished the song with an uprupt stop and managed to cough blood up. He looked to the rain, the blood pouring from his wounds. The wounds he had encountered coming here. The wounds of the bear. The wounds of his leg. This was the end of this disastor. Nako wanted nothing of this now, this was... Strange in a way. In a way he didn't want it. In the eyes of both the foxes, he knew the clouds were crying - Crying. Crying for them only.
Nako knew Frenka would be led into Tragedy learning of what Akuma would have almost done. Nako would be driven to commit suicide, like Akuma. Just to meet her, but that couldn't happen. They both felt lost in the same way. Lost for enernity, nwo he understood her pain. Nako remembered Frenka telling him that his father was a Modideava. Akuma's father was his, and Nako had a father as a Modidavea. A fool he was, killing himself. He got killed by modidiety. If he hadn't he would have killed Nako and Taka and tried killing the others around them. Loved one, hated ones, anyone...
Rapping his tail around his leg and the cold around him Nako watched Akuma.
((This song is what Nako was singing - Again! D; It goes great actually with the both...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vtr2c42C-_A
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 10:23 am
((Sad songs are making me cry D; . . .))
Akuma looked at Nako and walked over to him. She quickly re-bandaged his wounds with her own cast and fed him some herbs. That would make him feel better. As a modifox, she didn't know what the song meant. Her gray, sad eyes just looked at him one last time . . . She caught the moment and it was embedded in her memory forever. She sighed. "Nako . . . if you do decide not to have the same fate as I . . . Please tell the other foxes that I know what happened . . . You should know who in particular . . ." She instructed and turned away.
She got back on the way she was walking in. She didn't know if Nako would carry it out or not. When she went a distance away, she looked up at the sky again. Did she need to tell Kinovu now? Or was he just like the rest of the foxes? Un-trusting and hateful. She cried some more now. She didn't feel like she knew anyone now. Or rather, herself.
((Someone needs to physically stop this insane fox D: . . .))
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 11:12 am
He stared at her with eyes still pouring tears. Wide eyes were cut deep as it seemed blood was strangely pouring out like water. The sky was turning to a stop and looked like lava was pouring out now like it was going to burn the area into darkness aswell. The silence and white of the area was as dull as anything. Nako stared at her, unable to speak. His reaction would be well but he would have to stop her, only him.
Standing up and staring out at the female Nako wanted to scream out that he cared for her. He loved her as a mother, a mother he would need more then ever to live. Nako barely made it done the tree as he limped over towards her.
Something made him stop right before her. A cold, hard, and it seemed angry aura was around her. Nako felt upset about making her that way. It was his fault for thinking of that idiotic rumor now. Many foxes had said that. Even Taka herself, Kyoufu too. Somehow Nako found himself hating Kyoufu now. He was not kind to Akuma and that made him angry.
The male sat down his tail slowly corssing his paws and watching her. Black streaks were along his face because of his own crying. They almost seemed like emo eye-liner he had strangely put on. Nako's face never did brighten up as he stared at her. His red eyes were not of that color. They were rather gray, and dull, the black lines that ran up and down him were turned into a gray color that remarked the sadness that had surrounded him. Nako watched her, her whole body was dull and weak, limp, strength drained. She would collapse and die if he didn't do anything.
"Akuma... There are modifoxes out there that care for you. Your brother, your friends, and your mate. It hurts me to see you like that, Akuma it's hard to say this... When I was a kit, I really thought of you as a mother. Deep down, I love you as a mother. You are like foster mother, in replacement from the female that had coward in fear from her BCRs so long ago..."
Nako rasped with every word to speak. He wasn't able to speak much from his crying because blood had also still gushed up into his own mouth. Somehow, the herbs didn't help. Nothing helped the pain that was rumbling away deep into his heart. Not to long ago, he felt foolish and never got the courage to tell Akuma that. Now, at this time he did. She needed someone to cheer her up, she needed Kinovu. Kinovu was the one that needed to talk to her. He would be led into doing that same thing if she commited killing herself.
He wanted to sing the song he had sang so long ago aswell. The one he had been taught and had kept dormant deep down in him. But if was unbearable to sing now. It had been sang when he was a BCR. His mother had called out before she had left and when he hatched, he remembered the song. Nothing could identify her now, his old mother. She had left and abandoned him, but he was still the gentle heart he would always be.
Moving and laying half down he rippled a sigh. Akuma couldn't die on him, nor Kinovu. She was loved by both of them. Nako loved her because she was like his mother. Kinovu loved her because he cared and was her mate.
"I know you have a stronger heart Akuma. Dieing now would bring the ones that care for you deeply into a state that everyone would feel." Nako said sadly. "Sadness." The words echoed out of his mouth like air. He knew it could be wrong to say but it needed to be said. She needed to know this before it was to late - to late for her to understand. He sighed again and watched her, his eyes filled with truth.
Nothing could break the bond between love. Nothing could, it would take much hatred for that to happen. Just like Nako's mother and father.
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 4:38 pm
[color=darkred]Akuma stopped once again. "Nako . . . " She turned towards him, her eyes were swollen up with tears. "I can honestly not say how much those words mean to me . . . But as well, I don't know if what you say is true . . . I don't know if my own mate knows who I am anymore, I don't know if my brother wants me around, now that the tribe's up . . . But, I found out one thing . . ." A small smirk curled on her lips. "I found out why my name is what it is . . ." She looked up at the sky and her smile faded.
"Nako . . . Originally, I thought of you as a foster son as well . . . You were so . . . little . . . And vulnerable that something clicked in my head that you were just as naive as every other kit without parents. And, I dunno, I just . . . helped."
"Nako . . . Do you really care that much about me?" Akuma asked in an uncertain tone. It did indeed feel like a mother-son relationship between the two. They even had the same coloring. She sighed.
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"A strong heart . . . Somewhere, maybe . . . But I think my last defenses have been broken . . . I . . . I don't know what to do now, Nako. I can't find anyone I can look up to . . . I've seem to have lost all connection with Kinovu and now I don't know what to do . . . I'm . . . lost . . ." She said the last sentence in a fading voice.
"Nako, I thank you for your last words. They have cheered me up a little bit, but I don't know if what you say is true . . . I don't feel wanted anymore. Don't try and follow me . . . You'll hurt yourself . . ." She walked away, her feet sinking in the mud, leaving footprints that faded away with the rain. Her white paws turned brown with the mud as she faded deeper and deeper into the forest.
In the bushs, Konton remained concealed, listening to the entire conversation. Frenka would want to hear about this . . .
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 5:15 pm
Nako stared ahead at her once again. His own things clicking into place as he screamed again. Why was she taking this out on herself, why?Why? Why? It was his fault, no, it was the foxes faults of spreading that rumor. He screamed again in being foolish in believing them.
"Akuma! Come back! I care about about! Your friends care about you! I know - I know! Kinovu Loves you!"
He was aware that he was out of strength. nako shook his head and turned. He wouldn't be able to do anything now, she was on her own. What ever she did would affect him just as much. He knew it would affect Kinovu, he knew it would affect Frenka. It would affect everyone alive. Akuma was the spark in everything, wherever a fox was she was around alot. Nako would be left with a hole in his heart now. He walked back, his leg dragging along, his tail drooping. Nothing could be now.
Nako was aware of other foxes that had been listening in on their coversation too. Thye must've been friends with Akuma. Or rather tribe members, Nako felt strangely angered, he knew it'd change into a rumor.
Knowing now that whatever had happened here was all going to happen, Nako turned and entered the darkness of the forest, never to return from it's grounds again. Akuma would be back, that was for sure. She would return hopfully happier with her decision. Nako knew she wasn't going to take her life... Just disappear for awhile. Nako knew he would have to give her space now, by time, she owuld be back.
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Posted: Thu Aug 09, 2007 11:10 am
((Yay~ Time to close razz ))
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