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 Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 12:56 pm
 Alrighty people. We all need this. We really do. FAR too many people are not getting the luvin' they need out of this guild.
Do I think this will work?
No. But if it does, it will be worth it xD
This topic (soon to be sticky, I'm going to ask Austin when he's not feeling so sad himself) is for everyone who needs a little hug, a kind word, a friendly smile. We're all here in this guild because we love to give, so let us lend out our ears and comfort those who need it most!
In here, you can post whatever you like - call it a community diary. Post your feelings, post your thoughts, post your dreams, post anything that will make you feel good. If it's good news, we'll congratulate you! If it's bad news, we'll be here to be the shoulder you cry on.
And if it's just a random description of pigeons, then we'll be the ones on the phone to the men in white coats. ;3
I'm joking...
But don't take any chances, eh? >.<
xxXx
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 1:08 pm
I guess I'll have the first input ^^
Dear All,
I haven't had the best of days today ;o Don't get me wrong, it hasn't been half bad, but it could have been FAR BETTER...
It doesn't help that the situation I described in my post a while ago has escalated D; That is to say, my best friend Charlie (whom I really, REALLY like, and you know what I mean) has finally started going out with the cow I was going on about. I mentioned that I was sad about this to my friend (because I can only be happy for Charlie to his face, it would hurt his feelings if I told him how I felt) and they told me I'm not to "diss" the girl in question in front of them.
How was I to know the friend fancied her too? >.<
On a brighter note, I went to a great gig on Sunday ^^ Has anyone heard of the Arctic Monkeys? They're really big here in England... The Coral played too, they're on of my favourite all-time bands, so I was really in my element.
And I've never been to a night-time gig, so it was quite a new experience. When the headliners came on (HOW FINE IS THE LEAD SINGER IN REAL LIFE?! PHWOARRRRRRRNESS!) the sky was a beautiful mess of colour, and by the time they came for their encore, there was little light in the grounds. I was up high near the stage, so I saw the whole audience, and when they played a really famous song for the finale, everyone got their cameras out...
Okay, picture this: Everywhere you can see, below you and around you, people kissing, hugging, dancing, cheering. The darkness has seethed the colossal numbers into on huge mass of arms and faces, and all across this carpet you can see bright stars and flashes blinking at your from all directions as people record and take photos of the stage.
Oh, it was so beautiful ^^ I'll be doing that again.
Anyway, enough from me. Ta ta for now!
Muffin
xxXx
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 1:57 pm
This is a grand idea, Muffin.
I'll make it a sticky for you. D;
I'm sorry to hear that your Charlie is all up on some other girl's business and not your own. But if you like him enough, you should definately tell him how you feel. Maybe he'll leave her for you?
And I have heard of the Arctic Monkeys, but I've never heard any of their music...
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 2:53 pm
Okay, I'll be the second to post my good news.
Now... my relationship status is.. single but not single. It's an online relationship, actually. I've known him for 3 years now and I met him on FFXI through my dad, he plays too. (FFXI is an mmorpg and for those of you who don't know what that is - a multi million online role playing game), and we've been best friends for 2.5 of those 3 years, and 6th months ago, started the 'more than friends' part of our relationship. It's complicated though, we're not exactly in IN a relationship, but we aren't available for anyone else, either.... since... i'm underage >.> *cough* Onward! Now, a lot of people think online relationships are all about cybering. ew, no, gross. We just talk online every day and keep each other giggling with sweet remarks until the day comes when i'm 18... when we can meet before or at my prom^^. But~! My dad has allowed him to send me gifts, call me, and all that good stuff, and dreads the day we meet, cause his little baby girl might move to Kentucky. haha.
Alright, well, I'll cut to the chase^^
Um~ well~ *blushes* today he told me that he loves me, In the sweetest letter I have ever gotten in my LIFE. I laughed, and I cried.
So yeah.. that's my good news. And for those of you who are wondering... he's 23, i'm 15 (8 years difference) But hey~ my parents are 11 years apart whee
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 6:27 pm
I was here...
Dear Everyone,
I feel so shitty right now. My life is at its worst. Now, Almost every dang day, I end up getting all ******** depressed, and most people make it worse. Today, I had an "argument" with kristie (As she demands me to call her now.) but I didnt get much in... I got several mouthfulls telling me what a piece of s**t I am & etc. Oh well. I think I'm gone for a moment. Ttyl. bye.
~Austin.
And you were, too...
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 6:28 pm
Mithraknight Okay, I'll be the second to post my good news.
Now... my relationship status is.. single but not single. It's an online relationship, actually. I've known him for 3 years now and I met him on FFXI through my dad, he plays too. (FFXI is an mmorpg and for those of you who don't know what that is - a multi million online role playing game), and we've been best friends for 2.5 of those 3 years, and 6th months ago, started the 'more than friends' part of our relationship. It's complicated though, we're not exactly in IN a relationship, but we aren't available for anyone else, either.... since... i'm underage >.> *cough* Onward! Now, a lot of people think online relationships are all about cybering. ew, no, gross. We just talk online every day and keep each other giggling with sweet remarks until the day comes when i'm 18... when we can meet before or at my prom^^. But~! My dad has allowed him to send me gifts, call me, and all that good stuff, and dreads the day we meet, cause his little baby girl might move to Kentucky. haha.
Alright, well, I'll cut to the chase^^
Um~ well~ *blushes* today he told me that he loves me, In the sweetest letter I have ever gotten in my LIFE. I laughed, and I cried.
So yeah.. that's my good news. And for those of you who are wondering... he's 23, i'm 15 (8 years difference) But hey~ my parents are 11 years apart whee I was here...
Omg whats his name???? I might know him =3
~Austin.
And you were, too...
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 8:10 pm
Oh Muffin...that is so hard. The best advice would be to tell him how you feel but that always ends up messy when he's 'involved' with someone else...so from my experience, I would say to let him know that you think this girl is no good for him you get bad vibes from her or whatever but you care about your friendship enough to be civil towards her & not bad mouth her around him. & if she's as bad as you say she is, he'll see her true colors sooner or later, then he'll see you cared enough about him to warn him. Cos boys clouded by lust never listen to reason. 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 8:23 pm
Mithraknight Okay, I'll be the second to post my good news.
Now... my relationship status is.. single but not single. It's an online relationship, actually. I've known him for 3 years now and I met him on FFXI through my dad, he plays too. (FFXI is an mmorpg and for those of you who don't know what that is - a multi million online role playing game), and we've been best friends for 2.5 of those 3 years, and 6th months ago, started the 'more than friends' part of our relationship. It's complicated though, we're not exactly in IN a relationship, but we aren't available for anyone else, either.... since... i'm underage >.> *cough* Onward! Now, a lot of people think online relationships are all about cybering. ew, no, gross. We just talk online every day and keep each other giggling with sweet remarks until the day comes when i'm 18... when we can meet before or at my prom^^. But~! My dad has allowed him to send me gifts, call me, and all that good stuff, and dreads the day we meet, cause his little baby girl might move to Kentucky. haha.
Alright, well, I'll cut to the chase^^
Um~ well~ *blushes* today he told me that he loves me, In the sweetest letter I have ever gotten in my LIFE. I laughed, and I cried.
So yeah.. that's my good news. And for those of you who are wondering... he's 23, i'm 15 (8 years difference) But hey~ my parents are 11 years apart whee I was 15 when I met my husband wink He was 20. & we're 12 years together & counting. 4laugh I think those types of relationships can be okay. Depending on the people. How you treat each other & so forth. That's so cool how awesome your dad is being! & he plays FF! He must be like the coolest Dad in existence! cool This is such a great time for you. heart The only thing I have to say is that you both have some growing to do. Not that you're too young or any of that nonsense, but we as humans evolve & we do most of our transforming & finding ourselves between 15 & 30. Don't be afraid to find yourself. You guys just need to learn to ride the waves of each others evolution & you'll go far together. stare ...I must be getting tired...I'm sounding all deep-like. Eweth. talk2hand & Austin ....*hugs* it'll get better *more hugs*
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 8:38 pm
@Austin: Scott
@D3lir1um: Yeah, he always reminds me haha
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2007 6:05 am
Oh guys, this is brilliant! I'm so glad you've thrown yourselves into this. I really hope it'll become something great. ^^
@Eyes: Thanks so much ;D <33
@Delir: Right on, sister! xD
@Mithra: That has to be the sweetest thing I've heard in a long time! I do my best not to judge online relationships (having once had a very long one with a guy in the Phillipines myself >.>) and you sound completely in love with him...
Aww. >.< You're making me mushy...
@Austin: Ohh, poor Austin <33 I can't say I've been exactly where you are, but I've been through a really bad time in my life. Worse than you could think. I couldn't say to you the usual, "Oh, don't worry, there's nothing to be depressed about", because A. I'm not in your position and B. It generally pisses me off when people tell me there's nothing to be depressed about when I'm down in the dumps. So I won't.
What I will say is that everyone is here for a reason, and that it comes to something if people all across the globe who've never spoke to you in your life care about you. It shows; you're never alone.
Much love, Austin *hugsmuch* When you're at the bottom, the only way is up! ;D
xxXx
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2007 2:28 pm
Mithraknight: My boyfriend is 23 and I'm 20 >> okay...that's only 3 years apart, but his friends still made fun of him being with me (in a light-hearted way...not mean or anything... ) ...and you started talking with him when you were 12?! That's crazy...but it's cute that you're still with him and you guys seem to care about each other...my father would have never condoned such behavior had I been in your situation. Dx
Austin: Dx I really don't know how to feel about the whole thing. I'm sorry you feel like crap, but I really don't want to get caught up in your argument or fight or whatever the hell is going on between you and n****e.
But please don't leave! You're great, and you're a big part of this guild...we loves you. D;
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2007 2:36 pm
Eyes` ..and you started talking with him when you were 12?!
Oh, and as a side note - my dad restricted me from giving out my age or any personal info or else I would've been banned from the game >.> Scott was an exception after knowing him for a year.Eyes` my father would have never condoned such behavior had I been in your situation. Dx
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2007 4:30 pm
Mithraknight Eyes` ..and you started talking with him when you were 12?!
Oh, and as a side note - my dad restricted me from giving out my age or any personal info or else I would've been banned from the game >.> Scott was an exception after knowing him for a year.Eyes` my father would have never condoned such behavior had I been in your situation. Dx
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2007 4:34 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2007 5:05 pm
Okay.
Eyes needs to vent. u.u'
I dislike being all sad and whiny and complainy and bitchy and unhappy and emo-y and everything, but I feel like s**t.
Let's begin with work.
Now, I know most people hate their jobs and have a lot of negative things to say about them, but I really don't. I enjoy working in the nursing home kitchens...the money isn't bad, and I feel really close to a few of my co-workers.
The problem is my boss. Head of dietary. Perhaps abusing prescription drugs? I don't know. But she's really starting to anger me.
I've worked there nearly four years, which is a pretty good amount. I've been there longer than most of the rest of the staff in the kitchen. Even 2 of our cooks.
My boss has been told several times by various residents how good of a worker I am, and how I'm her best employee, and everything.
I do work hard for her, and I do my job right.
I'm going to college so I won't have to work in a kitchen my whole life (something I would deeply dread), so I'm only working there for summer and possibly winter break.
I'm completely paying for school by myself. My grandparents have been great, they've given me about $2,000, and my parents are helping me pay off a current loan I have, but I'm going to be paying about $100,000 for my bachelor's degree.
Let's get back to Debra, my boss...she knows I'm going to school, and I really need the hours, and I'd be more than happy to work as much as she wants....she's angry with me because I get a second job (it's part time, the job at the nursing home is part time...I told her I'd work around her schedule, it would be no big deal) ...she doesn't say anything about it to me though...she just drastically cuts my hours. Gives them to this older woman who just started working a few months ago, she's 38 and has a heavy Spanish accent, very nice woman, but she should be looking for a full time job...not part time. Anyway, she gets the hours I'm supposed to get, and I'm completely screwed and I'm going to barely scrape by for tuition and books this semester.
Not only is she being absolutely unprofessional to me, but she's doing the same to one of the cooks, who's been there longer than she has.
She's also messing everything up, doing the ordering wrong, scheduling people wrong, and not saying a word to anyone when she leaves for the day.
Secondly, I don't have a job back at school yet. I've applied at the hospital near the school and my apartment, but I'm currently two states away, living at home for the summer and everything, so I can't exactly go running around picking up and filling out applications, or doing interviews.
It's making me very nervous...if I can't get a job, I can't pay rent, and then I can't go to school anymore. Hopefully, that will all work out.
A third thing is my dog. Okay, so maybe you don't think it's a big deal, but I've had him since he was a puppy, and I owned his dad (who died 5 years ago) since he was puppy, and he's only 8. He's been having some nasty health problems that cause him to have seizures, and the vet said he could do thousands of tests and still not figure out what's wrong with him. We give him 1 and 1/2 pills every day, and they seem to stop the seizures, but we've had to be upping the dosage, and I'm afraid that soon it will be too much for him.
Next is Nick. We've been dating for about a year and a half, and I haven't seen him for two months. And I won't see him for another two weeks. I miss him bunches. Dx
And, he's in the Montana Conservation Corps (diggin' holes and building fences and stuff... ) and until December, he's gone for 9 days straight, home for 5...so he knows his schedule, and he's going to be gone for my 21st birthday. Dx He will, however, be back for his 24th 5 days later.
Oh, right...and then there's Kelsey.
She must be mad at me...for what reason, I haven't a clue.
She never returns my calls, even when I leave her messages.
I love her to death, but she doesn't want to talk to me anymore.
She's been my friend throughout high school, and I've wanted to hang out with her more while I'm back home, but apparently she hates me now. >>
I realize there's a lot of typing here. xD
Oh well.
It doesn't matter if no one reads it, just sympathize, k? D;
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