StrawberryFlavoredDisease
is there something wrong with me? am i just not grateful? please give me insight. god says if you ask for wisdom you will recieve it... but i don't know how... i just doubt too much..
Truth is happy people annoy me more than shy people.
First and foremost we are striving ever closer to walking in Him. THis is our desire, placed on us at birth to know and love Him. This is a cross we have to carry daily. We are not meant to always be happy, let alone feel good either. The trick to this whole world is to simply focus on Him and carry ourselves in this world daily. We do this and everything else will fall into place, most of the time not as we want it to but nonetheless it is always for his benefit. be joyful when you are blessed because that comes rarely.
I have been where you have been at, and what I said is not something light, but chew on it for a bit. Its the truth at least and its not pretty but hope in one thing that it is as simple as I said it would be, but difficult to achieve. Focusing on His life take a lifetime, and that all we have. Start now and you will be farther head in the game than when I finally took the first step.