Suicide is taking the easy way out. You need to face your problems head on and deal with them the best way you know how without hurting yourself or others. You need to talk to someone like a therapist, a friend, a parent, or anyone who will listen. Your mom needs help and she can get that as long as she's willing. I may not know you, and I might not ever know you, but I still don't want you to die. No one should have to go through and though you may not believe it now, odds are your family and friends would all be devastated. Trust me, suicide isn't the answer. The second you're about to die you'll realize that what you were just dealing wasn't as bad as you thought it was and that it couldn't be fixed. But by then it'll be too late. You only live once and don't waste your only opportunity to live by killing yourself. Just don't do it. Find ways to deal with your problems without hurting people and everything will be fine. Hope I was able to help and don't make any stupid decisions like suicide. You'll most definitely regret it.