The Artists Lot
Once again I am have hit a platue where it seems noone needs the arts of this particular gaian. As the commissions slowly peterred out after the rush of valentines, I am once again offering my services rather than waiting for people to ask for them. It is sad for I have offfered to many out there and only had one confirm... and even then I am not sure. it seems that my services may no longer be needed in the arting business. I feel I am hitting a brick wall. Many no longer want a simple artist, most saying that my style is not what they're looking for. It is up to them to decide really but it makes it hard for an artist to find some gold to scrape.
I feel as though I am slowly being pushed back to the "artists noone wants to see ever again" list and that for me is frustrating. Forever searching for new ways to expand my talents, I strive forward accepting one rejection after another. maybe it is time I did move on, and just accept the cold hard reality. That reality is, that noone needs this artist anymore.