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 Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 8:40 am
Obie blinked and frowned at his mention of Chii and a certain time of her life that she preferred to forget about.
"If you remember correctly, I -stayed- with Scarlett. A bit of a difference I think," she sniffed irritably and looked away from him. She really didn't want to have this discussion with him, especially if he was going to be talking about this.
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Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 8:47 am
Ra sighed.
"Fine." He said picking up his bag. "I'm sorry Obie but I have done nothing wrong so I refuse to back down and beg for your forgiveness. I was just trying to appeal to the part of you that needed a shoulder to cry on in a hard time in your life. Trying to get you to remember what it felt like knowing you had people to help you when you most needed it. But of course I did nothing for you then and even if I did it was -you- so that's o,k."
He frowned and turned away from her.
"I want to talk about this but if you are going to ignore what I have to say there's not really any point."
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Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 9:19 am
Obie continued to frown, but looked at him once more.
"Tell me. What happened that was so horrible that you couldn't tell me to begin with?" she said, losing the edge in her voice.
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Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 9:27 am
Ra looked at her.
"No I'll tell you what is none of your business, which is why I didn't tell you to begin with."
He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair, stepping further into the room and away from the door.
"She had an abortion." He said softly, looking at Obie. "She and Giani, they found out she was pregnant and they made the decision to, well, get rid of it. She was upset and paranoid that he was going to leave her and that she would never be able to forgive herself for doing it." He continued watching her face. "G has to work and he can't be with her all the time, as she helped me through some tough times I felt I should help her. I was scared that she would do something stupid. yes, I was worried that you didn't understand and this morning I wanted to stay here with you, but she was having a really bad attack. Would you rather I have left her to pass out?"
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Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 9:50 am
The anger melted from her face instantly and she stared up at him in a bit of shock as he explained everything. Taking a step backwards, she slowly sank down to sit on the coffee table and ran her hands over her face and through her hair. Now she just felt stupid. Stupid and embarassed. He had promised her and still she couldn't believe him and had gotten herself worked up over nothing.
"I... I'm sorry Ra," she said softly, looking up at him. "I'm so sorry."
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Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 9:57 am
"It's o.k." he said with a sigh, stepping towards her and smoothing his hand over her hair. "I'm sorry, I know how hard it is for you to trust. I was just so worried about her B, you know how happy and bouncy she is. It's hard to see her so upset."
He sighed and sat on the sofa taking her hand.
"Obie I am not going to cheat on you. I am not going to leave you. You really have to understand that or else you are going to drive yourself crazy."
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Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 10:15 am
Obie breathed in deeply and even smiled a little at the nickname that Yuki had given her. Looking into his eyes as he took her hand, she sniffed softly and nodded.
"I know Ne-chan... and I tried so hard. I'm really so, so sorry," she said softly, pleading with her eyes for him to believe her. Moving to sit beside him, she held his hand tightly.
"Is... she okay? Do you think she's going to be okay?" she asked with concern as the full realization of what he had told her about Israel hit her. He was right. That really did strike a little to close to home.
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Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 10:26 am
"She'll be fine." He said slipping an arm around her and holding her closely "I think it's just a bit of miscommunication between her and G. But hopefully they'll talk and start to work through it."
He smirked and rested his head against hers.
"I'm glad I didn't major in therapy." He said. "Doing this every day would drive me insane."
Sitting in silence for a moment he rubbed her arm and turned to kiss her cheek.
"Am I still permitted to make diner for you?" he asked "Proper British sunday food with all the trimmings?"
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Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 10:35 am
"No," she said looking up at him again and reaching up to run her fingers through his hair. "Not unless you allow me to help you," she smiled lightly and kissed him gently. She really felt awful now. She should have said something right away. He would have been able to ease her mind and she wouldn't keep hurting and upsetting him. Closing her eyes, she continued to toy with his hair and rested her head against his for a moment. She wouldn't do this again. She wouldn't let her mind run away with her again. She couldn't or she really would lose him.
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