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Posted: Wed Oct 18, 2006 6:37 pm

......Loneliness. A feeling I had become so familiar with, something that at first scared me now seems so normal. I had grown accustom to it over the last few months since I moved out of my parents house. I had finally moved out to start a life of my own, heading of to university I though I needed a sense of independence. Now I regretted leaving that place, at least over there I was never so alone. At first, when I moved in, I was having the time of my life. I enjoyed having a house to myself. Well, not exactly to myself, at that time Sandra was always around. She and I had known each other since we were in dippers and when we reached junior high we sort of got closer to each other. Our relationship continued to expand through junior high and high school, we were inseparable or so we though. When our last year in high school was coming to a close we decided we were going to move in together in a house near campus, we did so in the following months.
......We were happy for the first couple of months but then our reality was shaken. A letter arrived saying that Sandra must report to a government center in 5 days. We didn't take it seriously thinking it was probably a mix up or a check up on her papers, after all she wasn't the kind of person that would commit any crimes. As the day for her to show up a feeling in my mind told me something was not right. I put it off saying it was stupid to believe there was anything wrong. When it was finally the day for her to go I over slept and did have the chance to say good bye to her when she left. I was expecting her to come back for dinner but she never showed up, I tried calling her cell phone but it was disconnected. After that day I never saw her again. Since then I haven't let anyone get close to me, fearing that the something would happen to them and I would get hurt once more. Since she has been gone I have been alone, what her presence filled this house now loneliness takes its place.
......It was February and love was in the air, this would have been the time when I first took Sandra out on a date. I now hated this month for it brought nothing but bad memories. I was walking through the cafes that lined the boardwalk, with couples sitting at each table smiling at each other and staring into each other's eyes. I tried to keep looking forward for I feared that if I looked I would start crying and never stop. As I tried more and more not to remember the memories flooded more savagely into my eyes. I closed them tight as if doing so would get rid of them but they wouldn't leave. With out knowing it I came to the edge of the sidewalk and started to cross the street with my eyes closed, then the light turned green and the cars started to come towards me. Just before a car him me out of nowhere a tall man jumped and pushed me out of the way. I suddenly opened my eyes to find this young man staring at me. He had light blue eyes that seamed to contain a swirling mist. He had jet black hair that seemed to emit light towards all directions, for a moment I thought he was an angel.
......"Are you okay?" he said in the most charming voice I had ever heard. It took me a moment to get back to reality for I stayed in shock after such devastating memories had come rushing back. For the first time I noticed that my eyes were wet and my face covered in tears. I quickly swiped them off with my sleeve and looked up at him. I looked back down ashamed of my self and almost in a whisper I said I was okay. He put his hand under my chin and lifted my head up, when I looked back up I saw him smile like the couples at the cafes. I stared in his eyes and for a moment he stared into mine. He leaned forward and in a whisper he said to me in my ear "Would you like to come over by my house and have a drink?" I was dumbfounded; this man that I had just met was asking me to go to his house. With out thinking I said yes, when I realized what I had said I regretted it but there was nothing I could do now.
......He helped me up from the pavement and then again he whispered in my ear, this time he said "Let me lead you the way." He grabbed my hand and pulled me through the crowd as we headed to his home. We stopped in front of a high-rise building in the middle of the most expensive part of the city. I could now clearly see this man had many luxuries of which I never dreamed of, we entered the lobby of the building but it felt like I had stepped into a cathedral. The walls were covered with beautiful mosaics and the carpet seamed of imported materials. The furniture was covered with velvet and from the ceiling hung the grandest chandelier I had ever laid eyes upon. "Beautiful isn't it?" he said when he notice my curiosity, "You can look at them later but now lets head up to my apartment." We entered the elevator that seamed to glitter with gold and we headed off to the 50th floor but on the elevator it read "penthouse".

To be continued....

......As we traveled upwards in the elevator I was beginning to regret accepting this mysterious man's offer. I didn't even know this man's name, yet one look at him and it was as if I had known him for all my life. The elevator was nearing the penthouse and as it went up each floor so did my anxiety as to what lay ahead. Was there such a thing a friendly guy who invited you to go to his apartment just to have a drink? Even though I knew that it was as likely as being hit by lightning twice in day he kept on telling him self there was nothing to worry about.
......After all what could happen between two guys having a drink? I had regained calmness by floor 45 but when the doors opened to reveal this man's grand suit apartment it was as if the air had been sucked out of me. I felt week at the knees and before I knew it I was on the floor. The lights seemed to have gone out for I couldn't see anything, in fact I must have fainted for I don't remember anything after that, that is until I woke and found myself lying on a smooth leather sofa. I got up and stretched before sitting back down on the most comfortable sofa I had ever laid my self on. I went to see what time it was but I couldn’t find any clocks on the surrounding clocks. I went to take out my cell phone to see the time but when I reached for the place that would normally be my pocket I found my pocket was not there. I was still sleepy from when I had woken up but now my eyes were wide open.
...... I looked down and saw that I wasn’t wearing my clothes. A white smooth silk robe had replaced them. I started to panic and soon was off the couch. I rushed around the grand living room, which had a giant window overlooking the street below instead of a normal wall. I looked everywhere for my clothes but I couldn’t find them. I decided to just walk out of the apartment and get help from someone. As I ran to a hallway that leaded to the door the young man suddenly turned around the corner that leaded to the hallway and he crashed into me. I fell on top of him and we headed to the floor. There I stayed looking at his enchanting blue eyes and now I had focused on his hair that now I noticed was black but he seamed to have blonde highlights, or was it my eyes playing tricks on me.
...... I lay my head on top of his well toned chest and felt as air rushed into his lungs and back out. “Why me? What have I done to you?” I said almost in a weep as we still laid there on the floor. A few seconds passed but they seemed like hours. Everything was silent except for this man’s breathing and even time seemed to have stopped. Then he sat up, this pushed me up and I now found my self sitting on his lap. “You have done nothing but capture my heart and stolen my sight for now I see nothing but you,” he said with his soft and calming voice. Then his head came close to mine and we looked into each other’s eyes. He’s eyes so crystal that it seemed I could see by dark green eyes perfectly reflected in his. “I love you!” he whispered as we looked into each other and before I could respond I felt his lips on my own. His were soft as the silk I wore and so delicious, with out knowing what I was doing I let his tongue go into my mouth and play with mine. We kissed for seconds maybe even minutes and I enjoyed every single part of it but then reality shot back to me and I pushed him away. “I don’t even know your name!” I screamed as I got up from his lap, even though I tried to hide it I missed being in his embrace. He looked disappointed and depressed as he looked at me and said “Does it really matter?”
...... I started to walk towards the door trying to escape what I would normally have thought as wrong but know I noticed that this may have been what I’ve wanted all my life. When I was getting close to the door he stood up and ran towards me. I was stunned for a moment to see what he would do so I stayed there temporarily paralyzed. He grabbed me by the arm and pulled me closer to him. “My name is Hiroshi! Is that all you want?” he said in a saddened expression. I was speechless I lay there in his arms so close to him that I could feel him breathing on me. “You’re so cute!” he said as he pulled me even closer to him, now most of out bodies were touching, sharing each other’s heat. He leaned closer and to my surprise I did the same. I put my lips on him and we started to kiss. He held each other tighter and I felt as he pushed the robe of my shoulders. It felt down leaving my chest exposed as the robe now hanged on my hips. He started to kiss my neck and I let out a small moan. He took my hand and led me to his room.

To be continued…..

((Should I stop here or keep the story going!
For those few people thinking I’m getting a bit carried away, don’t worry I’ll be sure not to pass the PG -13 line….. too much!))